That Someone Special

I thank God.
For giving me a gift.
A gift of knowing someone.
Someone so understanding.
Someone so patient.
Someone so loving.
Someone so caring.
and.
Someone who loves me just the way I am.

~you are no longer that someone who were there at the right moment,the right place~

Jealousy

Today.
I just realised it today.
Only today.
That I'm still not over you.
I thought I was.
But truth is I'm not.

J-E-A-L-O-U-S-Y

Maybe i am stupid.Dumb too.
To let you go.
To cry over it when it's all over.
I'm sorry.

But please.
Please.
Please do acknowledge me.
Please do still acknowledge me as someone who have touched your heart before.

I might be selfish.
Yes i am.
I don't want you to ever let go of the past.
But i can't stop you.

Don't let go of those memories.
Cherish it.Treasure it.
Keep it safely in your heart.
I promise you that I will.

-my tears won't stop falling-

Happy Birthday!

To: You

Happy 19th Birthday!

I miss you on your birthday,
Not only for your smile,
But for the piece of me that's gone,
Left within your care.

friends come n go

hurt.

i juz realised u were not the kind of fren i used to think u were.

now.
i can only afford to look at u from far.
i can only afford to smile at u without u looking at me.
this was not the way i want it to be.
certainly not.