you're still the one

No longer a student.

A diploma at hand.

But still unemployed.

Wished i have taken up the job.

But I chose my parents over it.

I feel kinda useless.

Feel like i'm just wasting my time.

Ambitions?

Yes i have an ambition.

I want to go far.

In my studies.

So that my family will be proud of me.

Menginkari kata-kata ibu bapa adalah anak yang derhaka.

appreciate me while i'm still here.

don't cry for me when i'm gone.

you.

take care.

don't worry.

you're still my only one.

Johor outing with my mister on sat.

Started well.

Suddenly my monthly stomach cramp just got worse.

One of those really bad ones.

I was sweating and my face was turning pale.

Bad.Bad.Really bad.

After eating the pills and using the axe oil bought by my dear Mister.

It slowly got better.

And the outing went as planned.

Alhamdulillah.

Thanks Mister for standing strong when i'm down.

Missing my Cambo kids badly.

Looking thru pics while listening to songs.

Again, i wished Cambodia was just next door.

They planning a trip in Sept.

But ulf wont be able to make it.

Doubt the others can too.

December, pls come soon.

you taught me the true meaning of 'share'.

share if you care.

and i miss that stare you gave me.

which made my knees go weak.

Have not been for training for quite some time.

and i miss them.

my wild wyldkatz.

and i go...

aisah lima posen.

*with those hand actions*

muahaha.

seeing those smiley faces just made my day.

floorball makes my world go round.

weeee~.

But you made my life worthwhile.

Stay and make it complete.

"your father give this kind of impression like you don't mess with my daughter."

watch what you say, dear friend.
he's my father.
the one who gave life to me.

A whole day out with Jelly yesterday.
Headed to Fareast Plaza for a meal.
At Cahaya.
Had hotplace rice seafood. As always.
I was too hungry to even care how hot the food is.
Finished mine amazingly fast.
Heh. No i think Jelly eat very slow lah.
Then Jelly shopped while I window-shopped.
We made our way to Cineleisure after maghrib prayers.
Watched Eight Below which was scheduled at 915pm.
A very touching show which brought me close to tears.
And home sweet home.

Mister is back.
In one piece.
Where's my prezzies?!

Ever heard of someone receiving her birthday gift 4 months in advance?
Nope? Wellie..I just got mine! From Abah and Ibu.
Heh. I was the one who asked for it.
I got them to buy me a Casio watch. Love it the first time I saw it.



The CCA award records are finally updated.
I'm awarded Gold Award for my CCA. Alhamdulillah.
And yah..congrats AURA!
I'm so proud of all of us.

Sue, I miss hugging you at night.
Ulfy, I miss those late nights.
Room mates, I miss the human pyramid.
And..I miss Love House.

I wonder how it would be like if you were gone for two weeks.
Or what more, three years?
I'll go crazy.
Come back soon.

i'm an orange

Your true color is Orange!

What's Your True Color?
Brought to you by Tickle

come back soon

Waving goodbye to him while i'm on this side and he's on another was kinda sad.

Now its my turn waving goodbye to him with this heavy feeling inside me.
But I guess its the same when I was at the other side waving to the rest that day.
My eyes were all watery.

Feeling low.
He's on the other side of the world.
While I'm here.
Trying to get through him.
But failed to do so.
Autoroam still not activated.
Trying to give him that 3+5 missed calls.
But I can't.
*sigh*

Happy Anniversary, Mister!

our lil anniversary celebration.

the oh-so-fake smile which made

me want to smile too. haha.

1:47am
Dialed ~dearie~.
Ringtone!
After the third missed call, i heard yazid's voice. Not my mister's.
Cancelled the call.
Called again.
Again yazid's voice.
And so i said hello...
Talked to my Mister.
It was nice to hear from him.
The call which made my day.
Now i can sleep soundly. Hmmmmm...
Lalala...
Counting down the days.

may day

02.05.06
Met my dear Jelly (Ayu) earlier today.
It was so nice to see her after so long.
So bubbly and cheerful as always.
I miss you.
I miss Aura.
An outing soon, please!

Got the keychains from Cambodia.
Got a letter too.
From Chantha.
So sweet of you dear.


I'm missing them.
Like really really missing them.
Nice to know that someone did dreamt of me.
hmmmm....

HAPPY belated 21st BIRTHDAY, Annisha!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, Yazid!

01.05.06
Happy Labour Day all!
The day was great.
Why? Because it was a day full of shopping with my mister.
We had fun eventhough it was raining and we were rushing against time.
I won't forget how we ran in the rain carrying those big red plastic bags.
Just to avoid the rain splashed by big vehicles on the highway above us.

the thought of you being away on our anniversary is making me low
take care while you're there
will miss you mister
very much

30.04.06
Movie: 16 Blocks
Venue: Cathay CP
Time: 11.40pm

22.04.06
Picnic with fellow YEP-ians.
One word.
F-U-N.

i'll just let the pics do the talking


vi-vie enjoying her pack of ruffles. yum-yum.


Ah-Hong enjoying the chicken wing i fried


the sweet cinderella enjoying the sea breeze

Prince Weiwei trying to get the best pic of our scandal.


Me & Vi-vie


Just look at yussy (2nd from the left).
Is she jumping or is she flying? hee.


Fellow YEP-ians