i wore a ring yesterday.
which my cousin bought from the states.
obviously not for me.
its a unique ring which will change its colors,
depending on the personality of the person wearing it.
and when i wore it,
it changed to green.
and he said i'm an emotional person.
got to agree with that.
i am indeed an emotional person.
i can get angry, upset, sad, cry at the slightest things.
but i can get over it fast.
the next moment i can be happy,
and not even remember what i've said.
unpredictable. yes. maybe.
but an emotional person,
i believe,
need to be assured most of the time,
need to be cared for,
need to be loved.
and sentimental values,
are important to an emotional person.

sometimes humans may tend to forget.
they become neglectful.
and take things for granted.
its true that,
you'll be more appreciative of someone,
when they're gone.
we'll then feel the absence.
and only start to realise our mistake.
but its always too late.
coz you can't turn back time.
and then you'll start to regret.
and start feeling sorry.
and its just too bad.

so cherish your dear ones,
before they're gone.

cuzzie,
i wasn't ready. definitely not.
how can i not see it coming?
when truth sinks in, it felt really painful.
but dont worry. i'm happy for you.

this is the last time.
sweet memories.

assignments over.
and i cant wait to get over my exams.

i need that getaway soon, mister.

oh well.
i found out today.
that ntu is in the same group as np.
something which i fear came true.
how can i bring myself to play against them.

sometimes in life, u come to a crossroad.
you do not know where you should head to.
if u stay, u might not be happy.
if you move on, you might regret it later.
so what should you do?
listen to your heart and follow what it says.
but what if its unsure?
*sigh*

bodoh.bodoh.
my heart aches.

school is..can i say its fine?
no no.
assignments piling up.
time is running out.
tests and exams just round the corner.
and too many readings to be done.

but then again,
floorball always makes me sane.
something which i look forward to after a long day in school.

its has always been my dream to be training on ntu ground.
and to be an ntu player.
wellie, just hope that i will be an ntu player. hah.
i hate myself for saying this but i'm beginning to like his trainings.
who's he? Dennis!
*roll eyes*

anyways, happy berpuasa-ing people.
love,
pwincess.

Always tell the truth,
that way you don't have to remember what you said.

sincerity.
trust.
2 words i'll never stop seeking for.

life @ nie is not as what i thought it wuld be.
or maybe my friends here are not like me.
they are super-on!
bleaaaargh!

i wouldnt sit at the first row in class!
i'll be the laid back one at the back of the class.
i wouldnt be the one who does reading before lectures!
you'll see me reading notes only for assignments.
in short, only if i have to.

i miss my poly days.
really!
i'm the latecomer.
i'm the one eating at the back.
i'm the daydreamer.
i cant afford to be just me here!
pretence. pretence.

this feeling.
of.
insecurity.

shoo. dun bother me.

someone told me a lie.
disappointed.
very.
sorry?
u're forgiven.
but the scar won't go away.

so i'm a school GIRL once more.
ohh isnt that great?
i so wanted to join nie.ntu.
and so my dream came true.
ayu, remember us discussing abt joinin nie?
and here i am with u. pursuing our dreams to b a teacher.

leaving in hostel now.
we call it hall.
a new sch.
a new environment.
a whole lot of new friends too.

do come and pay me a visit at my hall.
hehe.
and ntufloorball, here i come.

and oh..did i mention?
i have no classes on friday.
so so nice.

ulfy,
happy 21st birthday babe.
like i said, a year added, a year older.
080808 is over. but..
someone will sure find the key to ur heart.
hehe. *winks*

and everyone,
happy holidays!

Hikmah Solat

Solat dapat melapangkan rezeki,

terkawalnya kesihatan,

dapat menolak sebarang gangguan,

meneguhkan hati,

menghilangkan rasa malas,

mencerahkan wajah,

menggembirakan jiwa,

melapangkan dada,

menerangkan hati,

memperolehi keberkatan,

mensyukuri nikmat,

menjauhkan syaitan,

mendekatkan diri kepada Allah.

Solat juga mempunyai pengaruh ajaib

dalam memelihara kesihatan jasmani dan rohani,

juga mempunyai pengaruh ajaib untuk menolak

sebarang kejahatan dunia.

Rahsianya?

Solat merupakan alat penghubung hamba

secara terus kepada Allah.

Dengan solat, maka terbukalah pintu-pintu

kebaikan dari Allah swt.

a short update of what i did over the weekend.

attended my cousin's wedding function.

which was held at aloha changi cottage.

everything was so nicely planned out.

wedding of the year i shuld say.

pictures will say it all.

had a bad start in sch this term.

i dun like it when pple boss me around.

unless u're really my boss la rite.

since i'm leaving pretty soon for nie,

theres another teacher taking over me already.

and she's been ordering me around

like i'm her maid.

getting me to go to classes,

just so she can take her own sweet time up.

and asking me to leave anytime she wants.

wait. theres more.

she actually got me to carry out her own duties.

how fair is that?

hmph!

i've talked to my subject head about it.

just letting him know what has been going on.

and yes. i'm holding on.

and counting down to my last day.

24th july. i cant wait!

my greatest fear...

is waking up to find out you're no longer here.

i heart you.

Yazid's comms parade was super-duper cool.
it was my first time witnessing such thing.
the way they march,
the way they turn,
the sounds of the marching,
it was awesome!

and i was so proud,
to find out that my fri end,
was the commander of his contingent.
which happens to be yazid's contingent.
way to go, boy!

this was what we resort to when we get too bored.
hah.
blame it on yazid lah!
we had to wait for him while he's having his 6 course dinner.

last stop, the crazy us.
=)

i really miss my poly days.

looking thru all the pics we took,

i just cant help smiling to myself.

my 8 meanies,

i wish we could all go back to sch again.

nvm all those late nite sleeps.

nvm all those big lame projects.

nvm all those lil squabbles we had.

i still love you girls to bits.

now amoi is back,

we have to have an outing soon.

just the 8 of us!

counting the days.

to our KL trip.

till then, take care meanies.

mwahs.

me most fav pic of us!

holidays are boring!
this is indeed me.
when its sch term,
i crave for holidays.
when holidays are here,
i'm bored.

i'm contemplating whether or not to take the hostel in ntu.
i want it because i want the experience.
i thought it sounds like fun.
heh.
another thing is, i wuld want to try out for floorball.
cca means ending school late at night.
form already filled up.
its a matter of sending it back to them.

syahidah, congrats to ur bf.
its really nice to know that..
someone from the malay community excels in their studies.

counting down the hours.
miss you.

the weekend trip to tioman was great.
snorkelling was fun.
i like it when i get to swim with the fishes.

not forgetting the company too.
they were great.
me and wati actually made new friends.

we extended our stay for a day more.
becoz it was really fun.
and so we culd go back with our new found friends.
heh. free trip home. *winks*

they are actually made up of 4 malay families from spore.
great people.
i really look forward to have another trip like this.
anyone? hehe.

welcome back irliana.
welcome back mister.
and it's the 5th.
*winks*

sch term 2 ends yesterday.
feeling both happy and sad.
both at the same time.
happy coz i noe i'll have a great holiday.
with overseas trips and whatnot.
sad becoz i'll miss my kids.
esp my p3 babies.
they always brighten up my days.

when sch starts next term,
i will no longer be teaching them.
instead i'll only be helping the teacher replacing me.
they were sad with the news.
its always hard when u have grown attached to them.

while i was out for learning journey yesterday,
my colleague relief my p3 class.
she made them make farewell cards for me.
which i have not read yet.
becoz i will cry!

i'll be missing you too.
yes you.

05.05.07

a simple but yet memorable day.
you're simply the best.

Thank you for all these times.
Thank you for all your patience.
Thank you for all your love.
Thank you for making me special.
I love you.

You're truly a gift from up above.
I thank God for the beautiful gift he gave me.

Happy Anniversary, Mister!