Is this the end?

She's lost

She's confused

Don't ask for her now

She might not be there

But she hopes you know her love won't fade

You're special to her

And she wants you to know that-

you'll will always be eternally...

Let the pictures do the 'talk'...

Pwecious & Pwincess @ national stadium at 16 Jan 05



The finals between Spore and Indonesia ended with the scoreline 2-1 (sowie ar info came a bit too late..whaha)



Just look at how 'semangat' n patriotic these Singaporeans are..including me la actualli... patriotic sey!



The spore players celebrating their V-I-C-T-O-R-Y



Ayu and Me at Botanic Gardens..sweet nyerrrrrr...eh the way my body curves funny seh..



*Chaaaakkk!!* tats me and irliana...trying to hide behind the tree..



A.U.R.A ~ We are beautiful no matter what YOU say!



The 8 Mean Girls aka the Pretty Babes of ECH..*winkz*



The 8 Mean Babes with our 'hUnk'...

clueless

HarLow..
wooh..its been so long since i last updated this thing..
anyhow..league has started..n we've played 3 games so far..
we got a draw for our first match,
lost our second match,
and a win for our third match...
and
and
i scored!!
i scored for the third match..
not one..
but two goals...heee
it took me 2 IVPs and this league for those 2 goals..
well i wasnt in any line in the first period..i did not play for the first period of the third match...
WHY?
simply becoz i was late..
and WHY?
becoz i was from Batam..
is it fair?
NO!
He didnt want me to play at all i found out..
He wanted me to sit out for the whole match
when i came all the way back from Batam ALONE just to make it for the game..
tell me..is it fair?
BUT lucky theres our president who wanted me to play for the game..
but still i was sit out for the first period..
it was sickening and frustrating to see others making stupid mistakes and it was even worse when RP scored the opening goal..
grrr....
Anyhow it seems as though its never gonna end..
He wasnt happy with a draw..
He wasnt happy with a lose either..
And he wasnt happy with a win even..
*roll eyes*
wad da hell do u want huh?
cOme on..we WON ok...we WON!!
Leave if u want..
Just leave..
Nothing's ever gonna make you happy!

Finally........

Heloo~Heloo!!
Kae i finally get some time to update my blog..
(me waiting for the rest to end claz to hav lunch 2gether..my claz ended lesson liao)
I had to take a cab to skewl todae..
which costs me $11.30...
*sigh*
Wad a waste of money!
I didnt wake up 'tat' late but the bus which would take me to the MRT station wez taking so lonnnnng!I had to wait for lyk 15 mins for it..
idiOtiC!!!
Anyhow i went shopping with Dearie last saturday..
Met him at City Hall..
Went Robinson..
didnt noe there's a sale going on..
(if u didnt noe,Nas can go crazy if he sees any sale at any shopping outlet..hehe..he will pull me along if i refused to)
So yah i juz bought myself an eye-liner for $7++..
Next stop was peninsula..
It wasnt planned but Nas bought himself a t-shirt n pants which costs him lyk $80..gOodness~!Orang kaya baru..=p
Actually the plan wez just to get a haversack for me..but now u noe Nas eh..buy things without planning..thats not me!haha..(lyk real!)
Next stop was bugis to hav lunch..
Then to sim lim to get Nas' sch stuffs..
Then stopped by OG coz theres a sale going on too (year end sale ler..)
Finally to bugis to get my bag!
Plan wez to get the bag juz for me but Nas bought it too..
We got the same bag..
(People will say we ngada2 tau..)
It wasnt planned k..Nas kPo..whahaha..=P
After all that shOppin i went hOme coz Nas went to play soccer with his frens..
Not enough for the day i persuaded ibu to go town again..
This time we had a driver to drive us there..hee..it's my brother la..
We went Robinson at city hall..
Ibu bought herself a bag n a pair of ladies' sandals..
(i paid for her bag!)
Bought myself a skirt (ibu paid for it!hee..wez suppose to belanja her..but it comes to the same..nemind next pay eh ibu..)
Bought for my cousin a barbie bag which costs only $12..
Wanted to get Faris sumting but theres nuthing interesting he culd find..
So the next day which wez sunday i followed abah n ibu to mustafa centre after werk n i got Faris a 'racing car'..it costs $27..fuuuhhh...!
After all this spending i have not yet paid my bills this mth..hee..will do it soon though...

Killer Waves...

The Tsunami Waves has resulted in hundreds of lives gone..
Its so sad to know thousands of children were lost due to the killer waves..
Infants,toddlers,children..hundreds of thousands were gone..
Saw an interview on CNA..
One family in Penang lost 5 out of 7 kids..
Those innocent lives were taken away from their family..
How fair is that?
Well HE lent 'it' to us,HE can take 'it' anytime..
Ya Allah..jauhkanlah balak dari keluargaku, sanak saudaraku dan juga saudara seIslamku..
Amin..

I have just witnessed Taufik's I dream music video on Channel 5..
Happy New Year peepz....

Its in my Heart...

I wrote your name on the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on my hand,
but i washed it next day.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper,
but i accidentally threw it away.
I wrote your name in my heart
and forever it will stay.

Love is all around me...

IT lessons ended early today
But i'm still here coz i have no more lessons after this..
woohoo...
Had my lunch with Dearie juz now at SIM
I had chicken mushroom noodles..
He had spaghetti bolognaise (is tat the right spelling?wadeva lah!)
Yus,Avneet and Audrey were there too..
Hmmm..
did i always buy chicken mushroom noodles everytime i went SIM? Yus could actually guessed what i bought for myself..haha..
Anyhow i will be heading straight to MSS later to sleeeeep.
Yippeee...
Will be having training later at 6pm.
Most probably having fitness training coz there are no courts available.
So pathetic!
Sumtyms i juz hate mr gopi for not doing anything to help improve the situation.
Too bad he's cute..so not so angry lah..heeee... *winkz*
~Lurve you lots Dearie~

The 8 Mean Girls

The 8 very sweeeet but 'Mean' Girls..

Hidup ini indah bersamamu...

I'm just done with the IT assignment.I mean not really but yah i did some research n we hafta put all those infos in a 2 page summary.Leceh la!
nahhh..i wont do it..hehe..let ayu or annisha do it..whahahaha..*evil laughter*..
Anyhow i wez working just now, from 6 to 11..n we just got our payslip..yeahhh!!
We gonna get our pay...i gez its oready in my bank account..woohoo!!
Hey you people hav to try this dodo instant mee sold at 7eleven stores for only $1.80..
Its niCe!!its a MUST try one...i tried fishball kwae tiao or sumthing laa..yUm yUm!
Abah came to the store at around 10.50 pm..he said he just went jogging..den without me noticing he went out..i thought he oready went back home..i finished work a bit late coz the guy for the next shift wez late..n i had to finish up the shift report..Suddenly Abah called me.."Kenaper lame sangat?Abah kat luar nie.."
Awww..so sweet rite..he waited for me eh..just to go home with me..hee..
...errrr...i need my sleep lahh...freaking sleepy readi...Lesson at 9am tmr which is lyk in 6 hours!!
GoShhh...
~Lurve A.U.R.A.~
~Lurve yOu deArie~
~MuaCcksss~

hE's b@ck!!!!

weeeeee~!!
He's back..n i'm really happy coz he called me once he reached spore!
hehee...i wez at work when he called..
Counting the money in the register coz i weZ preparing for the change over of shift..
sampai tersalah kira...keke..tOo haPpy ar!
Anyhow cant wait to see u dEarie~!
nitez peOple..
mUackssss....

MiSs me?MiSs me nOt?

i got back from work at around 11.30 juz now..
uurgh..i hate it when theres not enuf staffs at the store!!
i had to do double shift yesterday!
~freaking tirEd sey..~
Imagine going to work at 4pm and came back home only at 7am the next morning!!
It was my first time doing double shift!
It was my first time doing the night shift!
Theres so many things to do when u r working during the night shift..
Top up almost everything in the store..
Wash all the machines in the store..
Tidy up the store room..
On top of all that u still have to attend to the never-ending customers!

~He's really enjoying himself!Not even a single msg since he went!Not even a single phone call! Grrrrrr..=/~

....i want my LunCh!!

i'm in the the IT lab rite now..no no..not having any lessons but i'm just here ALONE to be exact..to waste my time..wad for?hee..waiting for annisha la..supposed to hav class later at 12 but me n annisha will be cabut-ing..heehee..noTty ar..aiyah i hav to work later at 3 leh..n i wanna hav my lunch ferst!!well hopefully ayu will be joinin us. Come on ayu..no need to be so goody-goody lar..whahaha..
we'll be having lunch at SIM!!...ooohhh i'm so hungRy!
Anyhow i'll be missing my deArie!!He's in KL..he went last nite with his fwens. They took the train which was at 11.30pm..so wad tym will they reach KL?..gez early this morning..Hopefully u r fine there dear.Muz miss me hor...
I've been trying to ask for off this sundAy but i culdnt get coz there wasnt enuf staffs at my store.Boring sey..my mum intend to go KL too...grrrr =/
Evrything last minute...eyyyy....nemind i'll try ask them to go next week..hee..so i can follow them!
~miSsing yOu dEariE~

Lovey Dovey

Pic taken during MSS jalan rayer outing 2004.Pwecious,Pwincess(tats me!),Adawiyah & Nasberq.

owls...

Assalamualaikum!!
Its 1.30 am on a sunday nite..and my house is still alive!
Abah playing his keyboard..so inconsiderate..hee
Ibu,Abang Uda and Faris watching movie..7 perhentian..
and me updating my blog...
Abang ngah n Abang Long have yet to be home..
gOodness...!ahaha..
Anyhow wez working juz now..full shift..3-11pm with Kak rozita..
She came in late coz she went for a wedding..so i cleaned up the store room when came..
it took me almost 3hrs!! The store room is freaking small!! n its packed with can drinks..bottles of beers n lotsa other stuffs..the room is rectangle in shape..2 shelves on each side..both full with can drinks n beers..so at any one time only one person is fit to enter the room to take the drinks..tats how small it is..so imagine the 3 hrs i'm in there..bleh pening kepala nie! its very stuffy...i had to open the new cartons of drinks tat has just arrived and stock it up on the shelves..
yang membingitkan..kalau terlanggar satu tin air...yg lain ikut jatuh..sakit hati nie tau...
grrrr..
betta get my precious sleep now...
y a w n z . . . .
z z z z z z z z . . . .

S-L-O-W

HarlOw~!!
I'm in the IT lab nOw..its so bOring~!
*sigh*
The teacher is going very very S-L-O-W!
grrrrrr...
really cant wait for floorball later...
LOSER..ohh..LOSER

Anyhow i finish skewl at 3 today n i will head to mss straight to sleep!
weeeeee....
hahaha...annisha n ayu finishing at 5..whahaha
*evil laughter*
urgghhh..
i'm freaking bored..

VIRGO FEMALE
You have some superficial standards about the man in your life. You insist that your partner be squeaky clean and practical and goal oriented. Your standards are set quite high and therefore it usually takes you longer to find someone that you feel is worthy to commit to. You do tend to marry late in life and only if the right knight in shining armor comes along. You are an excellent housekeeper, a strict parent and a good companion. You are attractive well into your middle years and often attract more men as you age.

GEMINI MALEWhen it comes to love you are always on the move, you can't stand schedules or routine in any aspect of your life. You refuse to conform to a clock. You are likely to try to fit as much into your life at one time as possible. You are intelligent, love to communicate and you are extremely versatile and knowledgeable. You are a smooth convincing talker and can usually capture any female that interests you through communication alone. Your youthful nature is extremely appealing to most women. Your fun loving approach to life, your passion for parties and entertainment and your constant search to experience something new and different contribute to your charm. You have a great curiosity about women and will pursue someone that interests you while a challenge exists. Your staying power in a relationship is certainly not record breaking. You tire easily and will take off to pursue new interests if you get bored.

~Dearie..scarie sehhh...u will take off to pursue new interests if you get bored..hmm..*deep thoughts*..if u get bored with me..u gonna look out for sumone new..ishh...i'm not going to make tat happen though.i'm interesting enuf to make u stay.hehe..anyhow i dont believe in all this..~

LOserrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

cant wait for floorball tmr! i wanna hear the loser talk!!
haiz...i noe the gerls' attitude is getting worse but u r juz lyk a loser giving up on it.if u realli hav the passion u wuldnt resort to that.its obvious the passion is gone. u r leaving us hanging there without any support.BUT i'll make sure the gerls wont fall apart! i'll take this as a challenge LOSER! i'll bring the gerls back together as a team.i promise u that. do wateva u wanna do.Juz leave.Leave n never come back yOu LOSER!
*NP Floorball Girls*
Fendy n Lina will b leaving us.Seriously i do not noe how to react to it. Shuld i feel sad?Angry? its too much to take in.Everything happened so fast! For one thing i noe i wont let this affect you girls.I want us back together as a team.I'll make sure of that.I wanna see the spirit in u girls.I wanna see the enthusiasm.We'll make it happen. We'll move together as one.Go WyldKatz!!!

Field Prac!!!

i'm in tHe IT Lab again..hee..well nOt having my class but juz wasting tym waiting for uLf. We intend to wac Apac todAY. iTs Asia Pacific bla bla bla..nO clue wad it is. well its juz a floorball tournament and the asian countries tOok part in it..
oh gOshhhh...i juz went for my field practicum tutorial juz now n we were told that we need to do 4 hours of practicum every week..sUcky! n we need to teach language arts and mathematics this semester. Field mentor which is the supervisor at the centre will assess us on language arts but our field supervisor will assess us on our mathematics!! field supervisor from rtrc-asia!! oH nOooo...i'm geTtin reaLLy nervous n scared about this field prac stuff...
Come on Lin..u went through it last semester..yOu definitely can dO it this sem... gOooo Linnnnn~~!!
i will be having club training tmr at 9am to 12pm...eeeyyy..i will get really tanned! hiTammm lahhhhh aku...*sigh*
Anyhow..We juz got our learning kit back the one that we did for cdev last sem..n it smells funny.. ahaha.. mcm bau muntah...yiKes..we found out that it is the dough ball tat has turned bad..

i'M b@cK

weeeee~!!
i'm having IT lesson nOw...whahah...the teacher is trying to find a volunteer to become the module rep..n she's kinda 'gundu' leh..y? bcoz last tym our IT teacher,Mrs Pek..or however it's spelled..she will control all the PCs when she is teaching so we wont be able to use the comp..but this teacher doesnt..bUt iTs gOod lorr..i wont get bored coz its a tutorial.Tat means its only my class.Annisha n Ayu n the rest not here with me.Goshh..its gona b very boringggg! So luCky she's a bit gundu..heh..Anyhow if u didnt know..i'm a loner in my claz..all thanx to me being blur lar...i went to the wrong claz during orientation..Sotong sey..so made frenz with the people from other class..lucky me,annisha,ayu n ulfah are in the same lecture class..n we did all the projects together.So thats how i became a loner in my own class.Well i do talk n stuff...but i'm a bit quiet la with them all...
Anyhow this might be a bit too late but...yeyyyyyyyy!!!!! TAUFIK won!! hehehe..I culdnt wac the finals coz i wez having training...*sigh* but i rushed back home n ran all the way from the bus stop juz to catch the results live..n lucky i reached on tym.. When his named was announced..i wez shouting lyk a mad woman...ibu tOo..well he deserved to b crowned the first Singapore idol..he has improved tremendously since he first started..n he's cUte..whahah...
Well i dun thk Taufik can go tat far..where can he go??Msia?? Of course Sly has a bigger market..Anyhow..all the beSt to him lah eh...
Kae i hav to say this out...i'm really pissed off with the floorball girls..well they shuld know who they are..i dun mind if they cant attend training but at least..plz lah at least inform me!!! there weZ once..oni me a ayu (senior) turned up. It feels sucky eh...Come on lah..Fendy can come dwn eventhough he has classes at 7,Najib can come dwn eventhough he has other commitments n Imran can travel all the way from kembangan to help with training.Y cant the gals at least appreciate their effort??Its really disappointing sey...

Any NP Floorball Girls reading this, plz be informed that...
TRAINING WILL RESUME ON MONDAY, 13 DEC 04.
BE AT THE GRANDSTAND AND BE CHANGED BY 6 SHARP.
(i mean it girls, 6 SHARP)
ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY.
I dont entertain any 'LAME' excuses.

FloorBall fReak..

I'm aLone now! well not really alone coz my second bro is still snoring on his bed.. ibu went out to visit her dentist,faris already went to school,abah still at school and i guess my other elder bros are out at work too.
And i'm going to school soon! yeaaa!! Training has resumed..ouh how i miss it so very much! Going to school earlier for iftar n i'll go off around 5+ for training.
Ok..had my madrasah exams yesterday.It was ok.I could do it.Went back with my fwen n her adeq.We took the taxi coz it was raining.Well if it was me i wouldnt.Such a waste of money! But she wanted to pay for the fare so let it be.Hehehe..
After that Ibu called to say that we buka-ing at JB. again? well the other tym we buka-ed at JB at this hotel.Fuhh! bEsh! we ate non-stop sey..hehe..but yesterday we didnt buka at any hotel..but at this plc kinda far away from the town.There were a total of 7-8 dishes for a total of 6 persons eating.Guess how much all that were for? RM40.Cheap ryte?Its only $20.Worth the time travelled mann..
After buka we went to Masjid Abu Bakar for the terawih prayers..n then went to Angsana.Juz window-shopped. Hey anyhow gez wad i only made one baju this year eh.Not even a baju kurung! Surprising huh? N maybe gonna buy one more i guess. My wardrobe is really full sey! n i still got baju rayer which i've not even put on yet.. so yah think its a waste of money to buy this year.One or maybe two is enough. Anyhow do u guys feel lyk raya-ing?I dun feel it any longer.It wasnt lyk last tym when i used to get really excited about rayer. All those feelings are gone now. Why eh? i wonder...
Hmm i feel kinda bad for going training during ramadhan actualli. I'm going to miss terawih prayers. But well guess i will do it on my own when i got back from training later.Mesti kuatkan semangat! Go amilinnnnnn...!
Anyhow people..have u guys watched Ouijia Board??Two thumbs up! Criter dier seram abes...niCe niCE!It IS a MUST watch movie...


~MiSs yOu dEaRiez~

Happy Anniversary Dearie!

I almost forget it was today dear.How can I forget the day which marks our 7th month together? Anyhow dearie, if you didnt know my life has changed since I met you. I feel appreciated n most importantly loved. Thank You, Dear!

-Will you ever?-
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.