wyldkatz, i may not be with you
but my spirit will always be there with u.
make me proud, girls.
i was so nervous for 'my' girls just now.
(yes ulfy, aisah they are still mine!)
i felt i was actually going to play for them.
how i wish!

i wish you knew.
how my heart long for the old times.
i was blind.
i was selfish.
i was spoiled by ur love.
so near yet so far.
thats how i feel.
we seem to be like in 2 different boats.
sailing away from each other.
don't let me drift away.
coz i truly love you.