the semis ended with a defeat.
we lost to sim.
complacency?
maybe.
being the underdogs work to their advantage.
honestly, credits goes to their coach, fathi.
he bring out the best in the few 'experienced' players he has.
congrats.

hmm yep..i cried.
i wanted it badly.
really really bad.
i've never gone this far for ivp throughout my years in np.
the game ended with a draw.
so we had extra time, golden goal.
they scored during the 20+ seconds.
it was so so close!

i broke down immediately after the final whistle.
coz i know it was my fault.
i didnt step up to the shooter.
i left the court with the deepest regret ever.
thanks girls for the support.
u all are my pillar.

my impression of dennis changed yesterday.
i had always known him as the 'mean' one.
but he proved me wrong.
that phone call meant a lot.
he wanted me to stay strong for my team mates.
what touched me most was when he apologised to me.
he took all the blame himself.
to him, the defeat was his fault.
but to me, we're all a team.
no one's to blame.

i'm gona walk into the court this thurs with fire in me.
no more fear.
and i'm gona leave the court without any regrets.
coz i'm gona make sure that mistake won't repeat itself.

let's pray.