shoo fly

shoo.
don't bother me.

*sigh*

bloods

so the meanies decided to do a bit of charity today.
instead of 8, only 5 ended up donating their blood
avneet n liana...i'm proud of u two!!

erm.
because of the fever.
i had the last 2 week or so.
the doc didnt allow me.
to donate my precious blood.

mine is AB!
its rare.
but the doc told me.
theres still virus in my blood.
even when i recovered last week.

*shoots*

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i hate amazing race!
i hate the Linzes!!

*stomachaches*

my dearie

yesterday was just perfect.
a whole day with my dear.

just walking down town.
we talked.
n we laughed.

it was simply a great day.

*lost in love*



With each passing day, our love grows stronger.
The minutes apart seem longer and longer.

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League and ivp starting very soon.
i'm getting really excited.

Wyldkatz, i have faith in us.
Hold on to each other tightly.
I think the ride will begin soon.
Pretty soon.

Cock-roach n Wyldkatz

shoes get me excited

new floorball shoes.
erm yea its too white la.
but someone said i look cute in it.
oh yah i noe..heh.
Thanks la eh amal!

new FILA shoes.
nah not the sporty2 kind.
erm those shoes ah-lians wear in secondary school.
but its brown in colour.
dark brown.
Thanks dearie.
yeap.nice.lurve it.
but i ended up getting blisters.
so much of looking sweet n pretty today.
heh..

i so hate school!
i so hate projects!
i so hate deadlines!
*screams*
arrrgh.....

i hate to be reminded of my past.
just stop reminding me of it.
please.

Strip the fish to its bones.
Wyldkatz.
Meow.

Floorball freak

Friendly against MJC on tuesday.
Amal injured her ankle before the game.
N there was no other keeper.
I knew i was the standby keeper.
But i was just not ready.
NOt ready!

It was fine for the first period.
But i hate the 2nd.
It was stupid, a really stupid goal that i let in.
i thought i wanted to kick the ball away.
Coz it touches my own player b4 it rolls to me.
But i just couldnt see the ball with the big jersey n all.
Grrrr!

Thanks ulfy.
It mite be a simple action.
But you coming up to me,
and by just giving me a tap on the shoulders,
means a lot to me.

I couldn't hold back the tears.
That was why i went out of the hall.
It mite just be a frenly but it means a lot to me.

Physical training on thursday.
Tough.
Really.
A solid 3 hour fitness training.
Tiring but i love it.
It kinds of bond all of us together.
I love you all lah Wyldkatz.

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The sight of you sets me thinking all day.
Maybe it was still that smile.
Maybe. But maybe not anymore.

moviesss

A date after school.
Movie.
Just Like Heaven.
Super-nice.
I simply love it.
A meal.
Finally.
A proper one.

I'm counting down the days.
Harry Potter, here i come!

Jalan rayer with my meanies was fun.
Taking pictures at every house is a must.
But i hate the 'going home' part.
All will leave one after another.
Then only i realised i need my mister beside me.
And yah pass me the pics quick k!

"mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja
karena kita sudah tak saling bicara
pastikan cerita tentang kita yang telah lalu
hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu

maafkan aku jika kau kecewa
bintangmu bukanlah untuk diriku
jika memang semua kan jadi cerita
ku tahu kau semakin terluka"

cookies mookies

Salamz to all....

i'm tired!
after a whole day baking cookies n brownies.
ermm i'm getting tired of baking.
ibu lah..she makes me bake brownies for my future kakak-ipars!
hah..

school on monday was boring!
i find our modules this sem kinda boring..

school starts at 9 tmr.
*sigh*
i'm so not ready for school!
i wanna have my hols back!!

finally bought my kasut raya!
i love it.
thanks dearie.

aura, seems lyk we've been talkin abt marriage non-stop huh.
i wonder who will get married first!
*winks at ulfy*

wellie i'm gettin married in 2007.hah.
dream on lin......

Happy Hari Raya all.....

yellow + green = lemon tree
oh wheres my lemon tree?
heh.sorry aisah.
miss u lah.

i'm such a sweetheart

Been busy lately.
Cleaning the house.
Wiping the oh-so-many mirrors in the hse.
Its all shiny now.heh.Thanks to me!

Cleaning the dust off all my trophies.
Ermm..i wished poly would have sports' day.
It would be so fun!
I would take part in 200m, 400m n 800m.
And not forgetting the relays.
ahhh...i want sports day in poly!!

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I was being such a good girlfriend.
Ermm...no..i AM a good girlfriend.
heh.

Lemme tell u y.
Coz i baked brownies for the first time.
And its for him.

Awww..so cweet!!



All the ingredients i need for the brownies.
Not forgetting 2 eggs n salt n sugar.



Ready to bake!



While in the oven. The wait gets me anxious.




And its ready!

I've never done any baking before and so he asked me to bake him something before this raya.
Pantang dicabar kan.heh.So i took up the challenge.
I thought its gonna be tough but it was easier than i thought it would be.

Ibu said it was nice.
He said it was nice.
His mum said it was nice too.

I've never been this happy before.
*all smiles*

i'm gonna bake one more for you, dear.
since its so delicious.Heh.

peterpan rocks

erm.
thanks ulfy.
u're the best ya noe.
u noe.i noe.
*winks*

and oh ya.
thanks for sending this song too!
i'm loving it.

i love peterpan lah.
they simply rock my world.
hah.

bored.
home all day.
terawih without ibu!
i wanna go out!
yes.hopefully tomoro.
to get my raya shoes.

i'm getting bored of the net.

lost

i feel as though i'm lost.
maybe i'm too occupied with my own stuffs.
maybe i changed.
maybe they changed.

hmm..
i hope our frequency remains the same though.

meany meanies

my meanies.my strength.my everything.

Geylang trip.
With my meanies.
and him.

Its been a long time.
Since i last meet up with my girlfrens.
I miss them all!

One more outing, please!!

I'm in love with bags and shoes!
I didnt know annisha is too. only with shoes though.
Yes. I will buy that Alladin shoes!
I'm gonna settle on either brown or white.
Wellie, something sweet for someone sweet.
Hah.

Happy Birthday, my dear Mr VP.

floorball-floorball

Friendly against TP.
On a sat morning.
At TP. *soooo far*
As usual.
Overslept.
Blame it on msn.
I slept at 3+ the night before.

Met my dearie.
Took a cab down to TP.
There goes my money-money.

TP seems small.
But i like the sports complex.
Nice.

Juz 2 periods.
Ermm...i think we r cursed.
hah.
Rite Wyldkatz?

Wellie, we won.
1-0.
Err..i scored!
*yayness*

Line 1 rawks!
And Wyldkatz, winnie in my line hor.
*winks*

Headed straight home after that.
With him n aisah.

Home.Change.AND sleep after my prayers.
Had to woke after an hour.
Abah wants to break fast inJB.
yes.again.

Only the 4th day of Ramadhan.
Went to JB twice.

Prayers at a mosque in UTM.
Just about to enter the female prayer hall.
And suddenly the lights went off.
BLACKOUT!
The whole mosque was out of light.

Did maghrib in the dark.
Waited for Isyak azan which seems like forever.
Did mass Isyak prayers in the dark.
It feels nice.
I feel so close to God.
I love You, Allah.

Alhamdulillah.
Lights came back.
When we were about to start terawih.

Giant was the next stop.
Shop-Shop.
*i love*

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Pics taken during training camp. Enjoy!

spot the odd one out


Floorballers


My group during the 'caterpillar' game


Yesh.NP circle b4 sleep.


Faces of Floorballist


NP Wyldkatz. *i love them all*


During dinner. Look at my dear Mr VP beside me.


crazy catz

stone by stone

Stone by stone
Rachel Bently

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me.
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out,
You wonder what it's all about.

The wall I built you can't see
Results from insecurity.
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone,
I built a wall,
That's now so thick it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not you
Continue trying to break through.
I want so much to show myself
And love from you will really help.

So bit by bit,
Chip at my wall.
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained,
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid
To let you in;
I know I might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all.
For stone upon each stone I've stacked,
And left between them not a crack.
The only way
To make it fall is imperfections in the wall.

I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack.

For just as stone by stone was laid
With every hurt and every pain,
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces every ache.
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

Thank you, dear.
For being the one.
I'm sorry if you had difficulties
Trying to break through the wall.

floorball rawks

3 days training camp.
Hilarious.
Fun.
Tiring.
But, certainly i learnt alot of new things.

i so lurve the money game!
*20 cents!!*

i lurve my girls.
i lurve NP Wyldkatz.
i lurve them all.
i lurve my floorball family!

Had a little celebration for the oct babies.
Sorry there was no cake though.
Its nice to see them getting excited and all.
Especially when ira was screaming when she saw the balloons in the room.

wellie, congrats jase.the camp was a success.u made it happen, my dear mr VP.

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=/
once, its funny.
twice, still funny.
thrice, irritating.
i'm sure u wuldnt like it if i say that to u.
well, so wad with big ones?

on cloud 9

date.

movie.

lunch.

shopping. *i love*

i'm loving you more each day.

sorry.

we won.
but i didnt feel the victory.

unhappy.
upset.

sorry girls.
i lost my temper.

i am a bad leader.
i am a bad captain.

i think they made a mistake appointing me as your captain.
i know some of you are unhappy with the fact that i am the captain right from the beginning.

i am sorry.

bear with me.

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its really bothering me.
i dun lyk the way players are treating their fellow mates.
blaming the keeper everytime a goal is concede.

think.

why in the first place the ball got into the goalpost?

wheres the defenders?

wheres the midfields?

wheres the forwards?

a goal that is concede is never a keeper's fault.never.

if you cant respect your mates as players, respect them as humans.
humans deserves RESPECT from you.

KL trip

5 days in KL.
it was ooo-kay.
just okay.
heh.

why?
becoz i didnt really get to shop!
nOt fUn!

missing floorball.
missing my baby (thats my stick).
missing my friends.
missing the blue track.
missing the ball.

cant wait for training later.
frenly with YJC.
Lets kick some ass Wyldkatz.hah.

Met Syahidah.
Met Azri.
Met Annisha.
Met Nasaruddin.
Met Rasyid.
i miss going for MSS events.
that explains my presence.
actually i miss them all.

hmmm...

my birthday

birthday.
with my loved one.

you're just too sweet.
that's why i'm addicted to you.

i'm afraid i'll get diabetes ya noe.
heh.



My birthday cake


najib n me


the gift (he made it all by himself...hmmm)


another gift


him

baby aj

Dearest Aisah,
Today's entry is solely dedicated for you on your birthday.
*winkz*



Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Aisah,
Happy Birthday to you.

Everyone should have a friend like you.
You are so much fun to be with.
And you make a perfect friend.
You crack me up with laughter.
And touch my heart with your kindness.
You have a wonderful ability.
To know when to offer advice.
And when to just remain quiet.
To sit and give me your support.
Time after time.
I've realized how fortunate I am.
In my life which includes you.
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you.
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!

Thank you Aisah.
Thank you for the friendship.
Thank you for everything.

P.S.: Despite everything, your captain still loves you just the way you are. Just look at the pic!

only u n me

a new beginning.
that's a promise.

learning to love you more each day.

patient.
determined.
understanding.
sweet.
that's you.

it's now..
about you,
about me,
about us,
i promise.

lurve you dearie.