I'm aLone now! well not really alone coz my second bro is still snoring on his bed.. ibu went out to visit her dentist,faris already went to school,abah still at school and i guess my other elder bros are out at work too.
And i'm going to school soon! yeaaa!! Training has resumed..ouh how i miss it so very much! Going to school earlier for iftar n i'll go off around 5+ for training.
Ok..had my madrasah exams yesterday.It was ok.I could do it.Went back with my fwen n her adeq.We took the taxi coz it was raining.Well if it was me i wouldnt.Such a waste of money! But she wanted to pay for the fare so let it be.Hehehe..
After that Ibu called to say that we buka-ing at JB. again? well the other tym we buka-ed at JB at this hotel.Fuhh! bEsh! we ate non-stop sey..hehe..but yesterday we didnt buka at any hotel..but at this plc kinda far away from the town.There were a total of 7-8 dishes for a total of 6 persons eating.Guess how much all that were for? RM40.Cheap ryte?Its only $20.Worth the time travelled mann..
After buka we went to Masjid Abu Bakar for the terawih prayers..n then went to Angsana.Juz window-shopped. Hey anyhow gez wad i only made one baju this year eh.Not even a baju kurung! Surprising huh? N maybe gonna buy one more i guess. My wardrobe is really full sey! n i still got baju rayer which i've not even put on yet.. so yah think its a waste of money to buy this year.One or maybe two is enough. Anyhow do u guys feel lyk raya-ing?I dun feel it any longer.It wasnt lyk last tym when i used to get really excited about rayer. All those feelings are gone now. Why eh? i wonder...
Hmm i feel kinda bad for going training during ramadhan actualli. I'm going to miss terawih prayers. But well guess i will do it on my own when i got back from training later.Mesti kuatkan semangat! Go amilinnnnnn...!
Anyhow people..have u guys watched Ouijia Board??Two thumbs up! Criter dier seram abes...niCe niCE!It IS a MUST watch movie...
~MiSs yOu dEaRiez~
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Thursday, October 21, 2004
Happy Anniversary Dearie!
I almost forget it was today dear.How can I forget the day which marks our 7th month together? Anyhow dearie, if you didnt know my life has changed since I met you. I feel appreciated n most importantly loved. Thank You, Dear!
-Will you ever?-
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
-Will you ever?-
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.
You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.
Sunday, October 17, 2004
Fever's gone!
iTs over! oh yea..oh yea..exams over.
No more late night studying.No more sleepless nights.
Child Development 2.1 paper this morning. It was 'okayyy'. ok as in i'll be lucky if i can manage a 'C'. I can't even crap through the paper.Come on its a theory based paper,how can i crap about theories? Anyhow, i'm just happy its over. Me and my girlfriends, Ulfah Ayu n Annisha went to the library straight after the paper. Borrowed a dvd each.n spend lyk 3 hours + watching movie.wOoHoo~ enjoy abesh! Watched Willy Wonka Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.The chocs n candies looks perfectly yummy. Then went on watching Legally Blonde 2. So mengarut! Or maybe its just me huh?Simply wont understand comedies! Well its not that i dun understand any bit, i do but i juz dun fancy watching comedies. When people laugh, i wont. When i laugh, others wont! ahaha...weird huh~
Anyhow was discussing with a friend at msn about 'malay makciks working at Old Chang Kee'. I just dont like the idea of them working there.I dont like the idea of Malays being used by others to sell stuffs which we dont even know whether its halal or not. Yes theres no Halal Certification but with these makciks, furthermore with tudungs, are giving naive Malays especially the younger generation the 'thinking' that.."oh makcik melayu jual,bole makan la".That is certainly NOT right! Well i guess i'm going to ask the makcik one of these days. Guess thats the only way i can resolve the 'confusion' i have.
Dearie, I'm going to miss you so much!
No more late night studying.No more sleepless nights.
Child Development 2.1 paper this morning. It was 'okayyy'. ok as in i'll be lucky if i can manage a 'C'. I can't even crap through the paper.Come on its a theory based paper,how can i crap about theories? Anyhow, i'm just happy its over. Me and my girlfriends, Ulfah Ayu n Annisha went to the library straight after the paper. Borrowed a dvd each.n spend lyk 3 hours + watching movie.wOoHoo~ enjoy abesh! Watched Willy Wonka Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.The chocs n candies looks perfectly yummy. Then went on watching Legally Blonde 2. So mengarut! Or maybe its just me huh?Simply wont understand comedies! Well its not that i dun understand any bit, i do but i juz dun fancy watching comedies. When people laugh, i wont. When i laugh, others wont! ahaha...weird huh~
Anyhow was discussing with a friend at msn about 'malay makciks working at Old Chang Kee'. I just dont like the idea of them working there.I dont like the idea of Malays being used by others to sell stuffs which we dont even know whether its halal or not. Yes theres no Halal Certification but with these makciks, furthermore with tudungs, are giving naive Malays especially the younger generation the 'thinking' that.."oh makcik melayu jual,bole makan la".That is certainly NOT right! Well i guess i'm going to ask the makcik one of these days. Guess thats the only way i can resolve the 'confusion' i have.
Dearie, I'm going to miss you so much!
Kelebihan Solat Sunat Terawih
MALAM 1 Telah keluar orang mukmin daripada dosanya pada malam
pertama seperti ia baru lahir, dengan lain perkataan
dosanya diampunkan Allah.
MALAM 2 Diampunkan dosa orang yang sembahyang terawih serta kedua
ibu-bapanya sekiranya kedua mereka orang yang beriman.
MALAM 3 Berseru Malaikat di bawah Arasy supaya kami meneruskan
sembahyang terawih terus menerus semoga Allah mengampunkan
dosa engkau.
MALAM 4 Dapat pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang yang membaca
kitab-kitab Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan Qur'an.
MALAM 5 Allah kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang yang
bersembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjid Madinah dan
Masjid Al-Aqsa.
MALAM 6 Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat
yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf),
serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya
Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan
sembahyang terawih pada malam ini.
MALAM 7 Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta
menolong Nabi ‘Alaihissalam nenentang musuh ketatnya
Fir’aun dan Hamman.
MALAM 8 Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawih
seperti yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Allah Ibrahim
'Alaihissalam.
MALAM 9 Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya
seperti Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
MALAM 10 Allah Subhanahuwata’ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan
di dunia dan di akhirat.
MALAM 11 Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa
seperti ia baru dilahirkan.
MALAM 12 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya
(iaitu cahaya ibadatnya).
MALAM 13 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada
tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.
MALAM 14 Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang terawih,
serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.
MALAM 15 Semua Malaikat yang menanggung ‘Arasy, Kursi, berselawat
dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.
MALAM 16 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tuliskan baginya terlepas dari
neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.
MALAM 17 Allah kurniakan orang yang berterawih pahalanya pada
malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.
MALAM 18 Seru Malaikat, "Hai hamba Allah, sesungguhnya Allah telah
redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup
atau mati)
MALAM 19 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga
Firdaus.
MALAM 20 Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati
syahid dan orang-orang solihin.
MALAM 21 Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada Nur.
MALAM 22 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita
dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di Padang
Mahsyar).
MALAM 23 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar
di dalam Syurga.
MALAM 24 Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang
berterawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam
sujud).
MALAM 25 Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.
MALAM 26 Allah kurniakan kepada orang berterawih pahala pada malam
ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.
MALAM 27 Allah kurniakan orang berterawih pada malam ini
ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim
seperti kilat menyambar.
MALAM 28 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala akan darjatnya 1000 darjat
di akhirat.
MALAM 29 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000
kali haji yang mabrur.
MALAM 30 Allah beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawih pada malam
terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman:
"Hai hambaKu : makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau
ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau
daripada air syurga yang bernama Salsabil, serta minumlah air
daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
yang bernama ‘Al-Kauthar’."
-Wallahu'alam
pertama seperti ia baru lahir, dengan lain perkataan
dosanya diampunkan Allah.
MALAM 2 Diampunkan dosa orang yang sembahyang terawih serta kedua
ibu-bapanya sekiranya kedua mereka orang yang beriman.
MALAM 3 Berseru Malaikat di bawah Arasy supaya kami meneruskan
sembahyang terawih terus menerus semoga Allah mengampunkan
dosa engkau.
MALAM 4 Dapat pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang yang membaca
kitab-kitab Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan Qur'an.
MALAM 5 Allah kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang yang
bersembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjid Madinah dan
Masjid Al-Aqsa.
MALAM 6 Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat
yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf),
serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya
Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan
sembahyang terawih pada malam ini.
MALAM 7 Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta
menolong Nabi ‘Alaihissalam nenentang musuh ketatnya
Fir’aun dan Hamman.
MALAM 8 Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawih
seperti yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Allah Ibrahim
'Alaihissalam.
MALAM 9 Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya
seperti Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
MALAM 10 Allah Subhanahuwata’ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan
di dunia dan di akhirat.
MALAM 11 Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa
seperti ia baru dilahirkan.
MALAM 12 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya
(iaitu cahaya ibadatnya).
MALAM 13 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada
tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.
MALAM 14 Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang terawih,
serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.
MALAM 15 Semua Malaikat yang menanggung ‘Arasy, Kursi, berselawat
dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.
MALAM 16 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tuliskan baginya terlepas dari
neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.
MALAM 17 Allah kurniakan orang yang berterawih pahalanya pada
malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.
MALAM 18 Seru Malaikat, "Hai hamba Allah, sesungguhnya Allah telah
redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup
atau mati)
MALAM 19 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga
Firdaus.
MALAM 20 Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati
syahid dan orang-orang solihin.
MALAM 21 Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada Nur.
MALAM 22 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita
dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di Padang
Mahsyar).
MALAM 23 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar
di dalam Syurga.
MALAM 24 Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang
berterawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam
sujud).
MALAM 25 Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.
MALAM 26 Allah kurniakan kepada orang berterawih pahala pada malam
ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.
MALAM 27 Allah kurniakan orang berterawih pada malam ini
ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim
seperti kilat menyambar.
MALAM 28 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala akan darjatnya 1000 darjat
di akhirat.
MALAM 29 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000
kali haji yang mabrur.
MALAM 30 Allah beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawih pada malam
terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman:
"Hai hambaKu : makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau
ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau
daripada air syurga yang bernama Salsabil, serta minumlah air
daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
yang bernama ‘Al-Kauthar’."
-Wallahu'alam
Thursday, October 14, 2004
*Exam Fever*
Juz finished studying for one of my papers, Child Development.Well not exactly finished with it but yah i gez i covered most of it.There's so much to memorise! Studied outside alone today.Aslinda accompanied me studying the last two nights. But she culdnt make it tonight.The reason why i have to study outside is because i could not concentrate (too many distractions) inside! especially in my room..cant resist the temptation to SLEEP! Studied at home in the day..inside my room..like i said..i slept! Its freaking irritating! Actually its kinda scary outside when u r alone..Imagine someone tapping ur shoulders at 12 midnite like what Nas said..Actually dear,i decided to stop studying after your call..menakutkan orang jek with all your nonsense 'ideas'. =P
Met Nas the last two days to study together.Met him on Monday,went to school to study. Tueaday at Kembangan CC. It was unplanned though. Met Faizah later that day at 7+ to photocopy notes that I've misplaced at Tampines n then went straight home.
Anyhow we might be going airport to study tmr, i mean me n nas.
*NitEs dEariE!LurVe ya LotS!*
Happy Studying PeePz!
Met Nas the last two days to study together.Met him on Monday,went to school to study. Tueaday at Kembangan CC. It was unplanned though. Met Faizah later that day at 7+ to photocopy notes that I've misplaced at Tampines n then went straight home.
Anyhow we might be going airport to study tmr, i mean me n nas.
*NitEs dEariE!LurVe ya LotS!*
Happy Studying PeePz!
Monday, October 11, 2004
hOme aLone!
I'm at home all alone!
With Boboy loyally accompanying me right at my side.
Went to madrasah today to take my Oral for yassin. Had to memorise 20 ayats. n yah i did it! N becoz i did not memorise anything during classes, i had to recite all 20 ayats to get another 10 marks.Ustazah said she allocated 10 marks for it.
Anyhow,Abah fetched me from masjid.Supposed to follow my parents to a wedding at pasir ris but i was juz plain lazy n tired.maybe becoz i'm fasting today.
Came back,went straight into my room n onto the BED!n slept like a pig! tsk!tsk!
woke up onli at 6+...lucky there wez enuf time for my asar.Fried myself an egg, and had rice with chicken curry with fried egg + keropok! yummy!
wanted to start studying but i got myself stucked infront of the comp.hee~!
Anyhow, went to JB with my pwecious yesterday. We went in a bit late coz he thot we were not goin JB n he did not bring his passport so had to travel all the way to kembangan from school, n travel all the way back to woodlands. We went City Square.Where else can we go?Caught a movie, Windstruck some jap movie i thk. Kinda boring! We merely spend the whole day at city square.Came back only at 11+. hee.. n watched cinderella story dvd which i bought from JB after washing up n all with Faris.Very nice show! kinda sad too!
~Thanks dear for spending the day with me! Lurve ya! *muAcks* flying kisses for u,catch it dear!~
With Boboy loyally accompanying me right at my side.
Went to madrasah today to take my Oral for yassin. Had to memorise 20 ayats. n yah i did it! N becoz i did not memorise anything during classes, i had to recite all 20 ayats to get another 10 marks.Ustazah said she allocated 10 marks for it.
Anyhow,Abah fetched me from masjid.Supposed to follow my parents to a wedding at pasir ris but i was juz plain lazy n tired.maybe becoz i'm fasting today.
Came back,went straight into my room n onto the BED!n slept like a pig! tsk!tsk!
woke up onli at 6+...lucky there wez enuf time for my asar.Fried myself an egg, and had rice with chicken curry with fried egg + keropok! yummy!
wanted to start studying but i got myself stucked infront of the comp.hee~!
Anyhow, went to JB with my pwecious yesterday. We went in a bit late coz he thot we were not goin JB n he did not bring his passport so had to travel all the way to kembangan from school, n travel all the way back to woodlands. We went City Square.Where else can we go?Caught a movie, Windstruck some jap movie i thk. Kinda boring! We merely spend the whole day at city square.Came back only at 11+. hee.. n watched cinderella story dvd which i bought from JB after washing up n all with Faris.Very nice show! kinda sad too!
~Thanks dear for spending the day with me! Lurve ya! *muAcks* flying kisses for u,catch it dear!~
The Boy is Mine!
Me: Excuse me, can I please talk to you for a minute
Her: uh huh, sure, you know you look kinda familiar
Me: Yeah, you do too but, hmm..
I just wanted to know do you know
somebody named you..
you know his name.
Her: Oh, yeah definitely I know his name.
Me: I just wanted to let you know he's mine.
You need to give it up.
Had about enough.
It's not hard to see,
the boy is mine.
Im sorry that u
seem to be confused
he belongs to me
the boy is mine
I think it's time we got this straight,
let's sit and talk face to face.
There is no way you could mistake him for your man,
Are you insane?
See I know that you may be
just a bit jealous of me.
Cause' you're blind if you can't see
that his love is all in me.
See I tried to hesitate,
I didn't want to say what he told me.
He said without me
he couldn't make it through the day,
ain't that a shame.
And maybe you misunderstood,
'Cause I can't see how he could
wanna change something that's so good.
All of my love was all it took
Must you do the things you do,
Keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it, girl it's true.
I think that you should realize,
And try to understand why
He is a part of my life
I know it's killing you inside.
You can say what you wanna say.
What we have you can't take.
From the truth you can't escape .
I can tell the real from the fake.
When will you get the picture.
You're the past, and I'm future
Get away it's my time to shine
if you didn't know the boy is mine.
You can't destroy this love I've found
Your silly games I won't allow
The boy is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel
What makes you think that he wants you,
when I'm the one that brought him to
This special place that's in my heart
Cause he was my love right from the start
~someone's lost is another ones gain.im really happy to be wif him.im really glad i've met him. i love him for who he is. i dun want to hear or read wad others says abt him or me. i love the way we are.yes i do.~
Her: uh huh, sure, you know you look kinda familiar
Me: Yeah, you do too but, hmm..
I just wanted to know do you know
somebody named you..
you know his name.
Her: Oh, yeah definitely I know his name.
Me: I just wanted to let you know he's mine.
You need to give it up.
Had about enough.
It's not hard to see,
the boy is mine.
Im sorry that u
seem to be confused
he belongs to me
the boy is mine
I think it's time we got this straight,
let's sit and talk face to face.
There is no way you could mistake him for your man,
Are you insane?
See I know that you may be
just a bit jealous of me.
Cause' you're blind if you can't see
that his love is all in me.
See I tried to hesitate,
I didn't want to say what he told me.
He said without me
he couldn't make it through the day,
ain't that a shame.
And maybe you misunderstood,
'Cause I can't see how he could
wanna change something that's so good.
All of my love was all it took
Must you do the things you do,
Keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it, girl it's true.
I think that you should realize,
And try to understand why
He is a part of my life
I know it's killing you inside.
You can say what you wanna say.
What we have you can't take.
From the truth you can't escape .
I can tell the real from the fake.
When will you get the picture.
You're the past, and I'm future
Get away it's my time to shine
if you didn't know the boy is mine.
You can't destroy this love I've found
Your silly games I won't allow
The boy is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel
What makes you think that he wants you,
when I'm the one that brought him to
This special place that's in my heart
Cause he was my love right from the start
~someone's lost is another ones gain.im really happy to be wif him.im really glad i've met him. i love him for who he is. i dun want to hear or read wad others says abt him or me. i love the way we are.yes i do.~
On my birthday!
The chocolate cake with blueberries + vanilla fresh cream Ibu bought for me!
Me & Ibu
Saturday, October 09, 2004
2 dOwn,1 mOre to Go!
Having school later at 2.Have to set up a learning centre in class.Our very last project.WoOhOo~!
Financial Managament Test tmr at 9..Might be goin JB after the test.
No more training due to exams.BoriNg~!It will resume only on the 25th i guess. Club training supposed to start tmr but there are no courts available.Anyhow i wont be able to attend coz of the test.Go...sQuireTtes!!
Financial Managament Test tmr at 9..Might be goin JB after the test.
No more training due to exams.BoriNg~!It will resume only on the 25th i guess. Club training supposed to start tmr but there are no courts available.Anyhow i wont be able to attend coz of the test.Go...sQuireTtes!!
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
3 more tO gO!!
weee~~ we r down to only 3 group assignments + PQS presentation..
Just got back from the child care.Today was our last visit there. hmmm i think i'm goin to miss the kids.I will only be coming back in december.=(
went out for a field trip to bishan park with the kids.really feel lyk a real teacher.hee~ we fly the kites,blow up balloons..blow bubbles.Had so much fun. the kids were really enjoying themselves.Told the K1 children that today was my last tym at the centre.They just looked at me wide-eyed..and said nothing.they sure are goin to miss me!I bought them some kind of party 'sweets'.bought from the value shop.I bought different kind of snacks and packed it into small party bags for the k1 kids.
Anyhow,i got to be at school today at 4 sharp to submit my FP assignment which i did yesterday till like 5 in the morning.having training later.woahh..how am i goin to tahan?..1 hour plus of sleep + training later..sheesh...
Just got back from the child care.Today was our last visit there. hmmm i think i'm goin to miss the kids.I will only be coming back in december.=(
went out for a field trip to bishan park with the kids.really feel lyk a real teacher.hee~ we fly the kites,blow up balloons..blow bubbles.Had so much fun. the kids were really enjoying themselves.Told the K1 children that today was my last tym at the centre.They just looked at me wide-eyed..and said nothing.they sure are goin to miss me!I bought them some kind of party 'sweets'.bought from the value shop.I bought different kind of snacks and packed it into small party bags for the k1 kids.
Anyhow,i got to be at school today at 4 sharp to submit my FP assignment which i did yesterday till like 5 in the morning.having training later.woahh..how am i goin to tahan?..1 hour plus of sleep + training later..sheesh...
Thursday, September 30, 2004
wOohOo!!
Came back from training.Training was fun though we had to change training ground at the last minute.Well yah tat's wad happen when u dun hav any courts booked.So we trained at kismis den had to go back to the sports hall..coz we were shooed away by the hockey pple.Had so much fun at training.I just realised that when u r stressed just do something u hav passion in n something u really enjoy doing.to release the tension n stress.wOohOo~i feel so energized.that explains why i'm still awake now. Most didnt attend training,n i think i'm starting to feel the stress as a captain.U have to take care of everything..!!
PQS assignment due tmr.and tat means we r only left with DLE which we r suppose to set up a learning centre n FP portfolio. Next monday will be my last visit to the centre.will i miss the kids?hmmm..not really i gez.They might miss me huh..hee~ Teacher Lin....
DLE project meeting tmr after skewl.It means we can only have our REST on friday.But we have to already start doing our FP portfolio by then.Sucky!
*HuGs n KisSes fOr mY dEariE*
PQS assignment due tmr.and tat means we r only left with DLE which we r suppose to set up a learning centre n FP portfolio. Next monday will be my last visit to the centre.will i miss the kids?hmmm..not really i gez.They might miss me huh..hee~ Teacher Lin....
DLE project meeting tmr after skewl.It means we can only have our REST on friday.But we have to already start doing our FP portfolio by then.Sucky!
*HuGs n KisSes fOr mY dEariE*
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Stress arrrr..
Training had resumed.Schedule is so tight.Responsibilities.Stress.Exams in two weeks. When is it going to end???
Didnt attend school at all today! NoTty2! Was so tired to wake up for the morning class.Ibu called me in the morning..to wake me up for school.
Ibu: Eh Girl tak gi sekolah?
Me: ahh..malas ar bu..penat.
Ibu: Tulah main bola (floorball)..tu pasal penat..
Me: Bukan floorball..asyik tdo lambat jek buat projects..
Ibu: Ok.
I was so tired, I just want a rest n to slyp a bit more.So woke up only at 11! Rushed to school coz I had to hand in my individual assignment.Then skipped the afternoon class to finish a group assignment which is due tmr.or isit todae....
assignments after assignments..*shakes head*
training at 6 tmr.No courts as usual.Freaking gopi is not doing anything to improve the booking system.PQS meeting before training.PQS project due on thursday.And I'm the project leader.N I cant stay long for the project.Urrrgghh!!!Den have to rush for floorball.Cant miss training coz there's no one to take over training since wanyi is not coming.Succks...Hopefully my friends will understand the situation i'm in now...
Anyhow better get my slyp now.Or else I'll be snoring away in class.
*Triple HuGs fOr mY dEariE!*
Didnt attend school at all today! NoTty2! Was so tired to wake up for the morning class.Ibu called me in the morning..to wake me up for school.
Ibu: Eh Girl tak gi sekolah?
Me: ahh..malas ar bu..penat.
Ibu: Tulah main bola (floorball)..tu pasal penat..
Me: Bukan floorball..asyik tdo lambat jek buat projects..
Ibu: Ok.
I was so tired, I just want a rest n to slyp a bit more.So woke up only at 11! Rushed to school coz I had to hand in my individual assignment.Then skipped the afternoon class to finish a group assignment which is due tmr.or isit todae....
assignments after assignments..*shakes head*
training at 6 tmr.No courts as usual.Freaking gopi is not doing anything to improve the booking system.PQS meeting before training.PQS project due on thursday.And I'm the project leader.N I cant stay long for the project.Urrrgghh!!!Den have to rush for floorball.Cant miss training coz there's no one to take over training since wanyi is not coming.Succks...Hopefully my friends will understand the situation i'm in now...
Anyhow better get my slyp now.Or else I'll be snoring away in class.
*Triple HuGs fOr mY dEariE!*
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Freaking asSignmeNts~!
Its almost 3 am in the morning and i'm stil online!! Grrrr...got to do my freaking assignments lah...and have to wake up freaking early tomoro coz i have to go chai chee sec to coach Floorball.These group of girls from girl guides are taking NYAA award and so have decided to take up floorball as a new skill.n Raihan's friend happened to be teaching in that school.so yah raihan had asked me n lina to help her out.but lina cant make it tmr n ulfah will be joining us.
Anyhow..i'll be having my music & movement lesson assessment this monday at the child care. Scared ar!! I've done my lesson plan and have sent it to my mentor through email so she could check for us and edit it..My activity is called 'All Aboard'.Children will have to become trains and move around with actions.Kinda fun eh...Lets just see how it goes..
The last time i had to teach 3 art lessons and one of it will be assessed..and yah its over liao..and all went really well.Miss Teo showed me the marking scheme she used to assess me n yah i did kinda well..so i just got to pray that the children will cooperate with me this monday...
grrr..*rubbing eyes*...
i've gotta get sum slyp liao..i've tonnes of things to do tmr..especially all those never-ending assignments.
Sometimes i wonder why am i taking Diploma in Early Childhood Education? For those people out there thinking that ECH is an easy course..TRY IT! You're gonna regret it!!
*Flying kiSses fOr mY baBy =P*
Anyhow..i'll be having my music & movement lesson assessment this monday at the child care. Scared ar!! I've done my lesson plan and have sent it to my mentor through email so she could check for us and edit it..My activity is called 'All Aboard'.Children will have to become trains and move around with actions.Kinda fun eh...Lets just see how it goes..
The last time i had to teach 3 art lessons and one of it will be assessed..and yah its over liao..and all went really well.Miss Teo showed me the marking scheme she used to assess me n yah i did kinda well..so i just got to pray that the children will cooperate with me this monday...
grrr..*rubbing eyes*...
i've gotta get sum slyp liao..i've tonnes of things to do tmr..especially all those never-ending assignments.
Sometimes i wonder why am i taking Diploma in Early Childhood Education? For those people out there thinking that ECH is an easy course..TRY IT! You're gonna regret it!!
*Flying kiSses fOr mY baBy =P*
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
NP WyLdKaTz
Last saturday's match determined our stand in the IVP.The terrific match against Temasek Poly ended with the score line 7-0. Yea..we wOn and we got the 5th position. Even though we won the match, i was still not satisfied with my performance for the whole tournament. I wasnt doing my best.Well i guess the best match was against NUS. I promised myself i would score but i did not!!! There were lots of shots on target but none went in.NONE!The keeper saved every shots! I think my shots wasnt hard enough. I gotta keep trying..theres always the next ivp to look forward to.
Fendy told me that the end of ivp marks the end of wanyi's captainship and i'm going to take over her role right after ivp.well i'm still not prepared.The way Fendy was telling me is like they are expecting much from me.They want me to be strict and be do more talking...hmmm..*scratch head*..i can be strict but doing the talking and all..errr thats gonna be a bit hard for me and i gonna need more time..I can do the team talk but when you're infront of all your players..shy lah..every pair of eyes are on you...give me the confidence, dear God.
I'm so stressed up! Most assignments are due this month..Got two assignments to be handed up today actually.one group,another individual.Lucky us, Lee Lan extend our individual assignment to next monday. so being a last minute worker..ayu and i stayed over at annisha's place to finish our group project.Ulfah was there too but she could not sleep over.Well its not supposed to be 'sleep over' but actually stay over coz we didnt sleep at all.I just had lyk half an hour of nap and stayed up through the night completing this learning kit we have to create for toddlers.Class starts at 9 but we completed the learning kit at around 8+...so we took a taxi all the way to skewl.. we called a cab actualli..so there was an extra charge of $3.60 plus the $1 peak hour charge.The fare was $9.20 but adding up the extra charges, it was $13.80!! Lucky it was shared by the 3 of us. Wez a really tiring day for me! slept in class when the others were doing a presentation on their learning kit (morning), slept in the library during lunch break accompanied by my DeaRie, slept in the afternoon class on the floor! There was no lesson coz lee lan was having something on with a few of our classmates. Dapat tempat jek tdo..aper lagik! Now i looked like a giant panda with vary dark circles around the pair of my beautiful eyes! hahaa...
Anyhow, i've got to study for my PQS test which will be on this thursday... Muz study hard lehh..Annisha and I aimed to get an A distinction..ahaha..Jia you, Amilin!!
Happy 'belated' Anniversary, Nas! (",) Lurve ya lots!! *MuaCks*
Fendy told me that the end of ivp marks the end of wanyi's captainship and i'm going to take over her role right after ivp.well i'm still not prepared.The way Fendy was telling me is like they are expecting much from me.They want me to be strict and be do more talking...hmmm..*scratch head*..i can be strict but doing the talking and all..errr thats gonna be a bit hard for me and i gonna need more time..I can do the team talk but when you're infront of all your players..shy lah..every pair of eyes are on you...give me the confidence, dear God.
I'm so stressed up! Most assignments are due this month..Got two assignments to be handed up today actually.one group,another individual.Lucky us, Lee Lan extend our individual assignment to next monday. so being a last minute worker..ayu and i stayed over at annisha's place to finish our group project.Ulfah was there too but she could not sleep over.Well its not supposed to be 'sleep over' but actually stay over coz we didnt sleep at all.I just had lyk half an hour of nap and stayed up through the night completing this learning kit we have to create for toddlers.Class starts at 9 but we completed the learning kit at around 8+...so we took a taxi all the way to skewl.. we called a cab actualli..so there was an extra charge of $3.60 plus the $1 peak hour charge.The fare was $9.20 but adding up the extra charges, it was $13.80!! Lucky it was shared by the 3 of us. Wez a really tiring day for me! slept in class when the others were doing a presentation on their learning kit (morning), slept in the library during lunch break accompanied by my DeaRie, slept in the afternoon class on the floor! There was no lesson coz lee lan was having something on with a few of our classmates. Dapat tempat jek tdo..aper lagik! Now i looked like a giant panda with vary dark circles around the pair of my beautiful eyes! hahaa...
Anyhow, i've got to study for my PQS test which will be on this thursday... Muz study hard lehh..Annisha and I aimed to get an A distinction..ahaha..Jia you, Amilin!!
Happy 'belated' Anniversary, Nas! (",) Lurve ya lots!! *MuaCks*
Friday, September 17, 2004
IIVP FLOorbaLL 2004
Our very first match wez against NTU.A very hard game.Very disappointing though.We got thrashed!!!It wez expected actualli.I wont mention the score!Sungguh memalukan!
Second match against NUS.A very close fight.Its unexpected that we could actualli maintained the score 0-0 throughout 2 full periods.NUS wez realli desperate for goals during the last period.We were hungry for goals too.They saw us really hungry for the goals n they played dirty during the last period.Sue's thumb wez somehow pulled backwards when they took the face-off.She could only play with one hand.N they kept pulling our bottoms.It wez still 0-0.12 minutes after the face-off,NUS scored a goal.It wez a stupid mistake.It could'nt have been a goal.It wez pure luck! And they scored another goal the next few minutes.They were juz lucky i shuld say.So the match ended with the score 2-0.Eventhough we lost the match,it wez stil a win to us.becoz we actually managed to maintain the score 0-0 throughout two full periods wez unbelievable.They shuld hav scored more than that.They shuld have thrashed us.
Today's game wez against RP.Great game but not good enuf. We were too happy that we lose focus during the second period.Eventhough we won with the score line 10-0,it wez stil disappointing for me.I didnt do well enuf.Yes i did do a lot of shots but not even one shot went in.It wez realli frustrating! They told me my shots wasnt hard enuf.I wez realli desperate for a goal til i actualli lose focus of the play.Errgghh! i'm gonna make this saturday's match my day! I will score!Yes i will!!! ALL the wAy, LIN!
Second match against NUS.A very close fight.Its unexpected that we could actualli maintained the score 0-0 throughout 2 full periods.NUS wez realli desperate for goals during the last period.We were hungry for goals too.They saw us really hungry for the goals n they played dirty during the last period.Sue's thumb wez somehow pulled backwards when they took the face-off.She could only play with one hand.N they kept pulling our bottoms.It wez still 0-0.12 minutes after the face-off,NUS scored a goal.It wez a stupid mistake.It could'nt have been a goal.It wez pure luck! And they scored another goal the next few minutes.They were juz lucky i shuld say.So the match ended with the score 2-0.Eventhough we lost the match,it wez stil a win to us.becoz we actually managed to maintain the score 0-0 throughout two full periods wez unbelievable.They shuld hav scored more than that.They shuld have thrashed us.
Today's game wez against RP.Great game but not good enuf. We were too happy that we lose focus during the second period.Eventhough we won with the score line 10-0,it wez stil disappointing for me.I didnt do well enuf.Yes i did do a lot of shots but not even one shot went in.It wez realli frustrating! They told me my shots wasnt hard enuf.I wez realli desperate for a goal til i actualli lose focus of the play.Errgghh! i'm gonna make this saturday's match my day! I will score!Yes i will!!! ALL the wAy, LIN!
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
HaPpy BirThday tO mE!
First of all let me sing a birthday song to myself.
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to Pwincess Amilin,
Happy Birthday to ME!
Oh yeaaa i'm finally 18.Turning older as the years goes by.Well, at least it means my friends wont be able to tease my 'underagedness' animore.Underaged.Budak kechik n all..heheh..i'm 18 liao...no more of those!
Semoga aku dipanjangkan usia, dimurahkan rezeki and diberi hidayahMu, ya Allah. Jadikanlah aku seorang anak dan juga seorang wanita yang solehah,insya Allah.Amin.
*triple huGs fOr my sAyang*
*KiSses to AURA*
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to Pwincess Amilin,
Happy Birthday to ME!
Oh yeaaa i'm finally 18.Turning older as the years goes by.Well, at least it means my friends wont be able to tease my 'underagedness' animore.Underaged.Budak kechik n all..heheh..i'm 18 liao...no more of those!
Semoga aku dipanjangkan usia, dimurahkan rezeki and diberi hidayahMu, ya Allah. Jadikanlah aku seorang anak dan juga seorang wanita yang solehah,insya Allah.Amin.
*triple huGs fOr my sAyang*
*KiSses to AURA*
Sunday, September 05, 2004
A Kitten Saved!
Floorball Carnival this afternoon.Sucky!Very first game with the twins' team. They r good.well we r good too!(",)
I scored the opening goal.I wez kinda surprised. The opponents were surprised too.Unexpexted goal.Juz a few seconds after the whistle blow.Then they scored back another goal.That makes 1-1.And they scored again.And so we lost our very first game.It wasnt over.We r in the losers pool now.The next game went well.We were leading 2-0.Lina scored both goals.However,the opponents scored back another 2 goals.So we had the penalty.I took the first shot.Sucky.It didnt went in.They scored n so they won.It wez a sudden death.Sucky.Sucky.It was over.History just couldnt repeat itself.We got third the last tym round.
Cheered the other two teams on.Raihan's n Aisah's team.They were doin quite well.But couldnt make it in the end.Hang around with the rest.Lina.Fendy.Aisah.Ulfah.Me.Najib.Imran.Sue.We were cheering raihan n the rez.Wez kacau-ing their opponents.We kenal them.From NYP.They lost the game eventually.
Did my zuhur n asar.And then went to stadium to hav a shower with ulfah.Wez walkin towards the stadium when we heard kitten meowing.It wez so loud.We searched for it but couldnt see it anywhere.The meowing continued.The sound came from the bushes on our right.I knew the kitten wez in danger.I took my stick to try n see whether it is somewhere in there.There wez torns all around.N so i had to wear my socks to get in n saved the poor little kitten.I stepped on the bushes n used my stick to find it.N i saw it.It wez so small.So vulnerable.It tried to get away.I used the blade of my stick to try carry it up.But it tried to run away.Come on kitty.I'm goin to save u. I gave up using the stick n reached down to carry it.Wanted to pass the kitty to ulfah but she wez kinda scared to hold it.So i put it on the blade of my stick n pass it to her. When ulfah put it down,the kitten cant realli walk.Well i thk it aged a few weeks only.Then we saw a big cat.Should be its mum.But it wez scared of us.She juz observed us from far.Meanwhile i called ibu.Told her bout it.But she didnt want me to take it home.I wanted to talk to abah.Coz he has a soft spot for cats.Bukan sayang tapi kesian.Once he hears the meowing he will agree with me.But abah wez sleeping.urrgh!
I wanted to make sure that the big cat wez its mum.So i put the kitty near the big cat.After sum tym,the big cat took the kitty by its neck.n went away.So it wez its mummy.Wez so relieved.If we didnt save the cat,God knows who will.Allah Maha berkuasa.HE knows everything.
Ya Allah,kau selamatkanlah anak kucing itu.Amin.
I scored the opening goal.I wez kinda surprised. The opponents were surprised too.Unexpexted goal.Juz a few seconds after the whistle blow.Then they scored back another goal.That makes 1-1.And they scored again.And so we lost our very first game.It wasnt over.We r in the losers pool now.The next game went well.We were leading 2-0.Lina scored both goals.However,the opponents scored back another 2 goals.So we had the penalty.I took the first shot.Sucky.It didnt went in.They scored n so they won.It wez a sudden death.Sucky.Sucky.It was over.History just couldnt repeat itself.We got third the last tym round.
Cheered the other two teams on.Raihan's n Aisah's team.They were doin quite well.But couldnt make it in the end.Hang around with the rest.Lina.Fendy.Aisah.Ulfah.Me.Najib.Imran.Sue.We were cheering raihan n the rez.Wez kacau-ing their opponents.We kenal them.From NYP.They lost the game eventually.
Did my zuhur n asar.And then went to stadium to hav a shower with ulfah.Wez walkin towards the stadium when we heard kitten meowing.It wez so loud.We searched for it but couldnt see it anywhere.The meowing continued.The sound came from the bushes on our right.I knew the kitten wez in danger.I took my stick to try n see whether it is somewhere in there.There wez torns all around.N so i had to wear my socks to get in n saved the poor little kitten.I stepped on the bushes n used my stick to find it.N i saw it.It wez so small.So vulnerable.It tried to get away.I used the blade of my stick to try carry it up.But it tried to run away.Come on kitty.I'm goin to save u. I gave up using the stick n reached down to carry it.Wanted to pass the kitty to ulfah but she wez kinda scared to hold it.So i put it on the blade of my stick n pass it to her. When ulfah put it down,the kitten cant realli walk.Well i thk it aged a few weeks only.Then we saw a big cat.Should be its mum.But it wez scared of us.She juz observed us from far.Meanwhile i called ibu.Told her bout it.But she didnt want me to take it home.I wanted to talk to abah.Coz he has a soft spot for cats.Bukan sayang tapi kesian.Once he hears the meowing he will agree with me.But abah wez sleeping.urrgh!
I wanted to make sure that the big cat wez its mum.So i put the kitty near the big cat.After sum tym,the big cat took the kitty by its neck.n went away.So it wez its mummy.Wez so relieved.If we didnt save the cat,God knows who will.Allah Maha berkuasa.HE knows everything.
Ya Allah,kau selamatkanlah anak kucing itu.Amin.
Saturday, September 04, 2004
FlOorbaLL~!
Kinda excited bout IVP now...its next wednesday.Can u believe it?Next wednesday? urggghhh..nervous liao...! For those of u who doesnt noe wad's IVp..its Inter-Varsity-Polytechnic.Ngee Ann is in Group B, together with NTU, NUS and Republic Poly. Gosh..its gona b so hard! ferst,we didnt hav enuf trainings..seniors are all gone...i'm freaking scared! hmm listenin to When You believe by Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey now..so inspiring! Feel really nice now.....Come on gerls! We just hav to believe that we can do it! Miracles do happen! Make Ngee Ann proud gerls!
Went to wac floorball world championship challenge at woodlands indoor stadium juz now..Sweden vs Singapore (ladies). it wez a terrific game.Singapore played realli well i gez.but its a miracle if they actualli defeat sweden huh.The score wez 28-0.. well sweden wez twice the world champs.realli lyk the way they played.so fast..n they r so so FIt! n strong too..when they banged into the spore players...the spore players will fly..haha..
i'm having floorball carniwal tmr.National Floorball Challenge,Ladies Open at the wlds indoor stadium.3 teams from NP joining the carnival.Ouh pleeze gerls,dun get urselves injured.Pray hard!
*Nitez pple!*
*Flying kisses for my DeArie,catCh it!(",)*
Went to wac floorball world championship challenge at woodlands indoor stadium juz now..Sweden vs Singapore (ladies). it wez a terrific game.Singapore played realli well i gez.but its a miracle if they actualli defeat sweden huh.The score wez 28-0.. well sweden wez twice the world champs.realli lyk the way they played.so fast..n they r so so FIt! n strong too..when they banged into the spore players...the spore players will fly..haha..
i'm having floorball carniwal tmr.National Floorball Challenge,Ladies Open at the wlds indoor stadium.3 teams from NP joining the carnival.Ouh pleeze gerls,dun get urselves injured.Pray hard!
*Nitez pple!*
*Flying kisses for my DeArie,catCh it!(",)*
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