Killer Waves...

The Tsunami Waves has resulted in hundreds of lives gone..
Its so sad to know thousands of children were lost due to the killer waves..
Infants,toddlers,children..hundreds of thousands were gone..
Saw an interview on CNA..
One family in Penang lost 5 out of 7 kids..
Those innocent lives were taken away from their family..
How fair is that?
Well HE lent 'it' to us,HE can take 'it' anytime..
Ya Allah..jauhkanlah balak dari keluargaku, sanak saudaraku dan juga saudara seIslamku..
Amin..

I have just witnessed Taufik's I dream music video on Channel 5..
Happy New Year peepz....

Its in my Heart...

I wrote your name on the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name on my hand,
but i washed it next day.
I wrote your name on a piece of paper,
but i accidentally threw it away.
I wrote your name in my heart
and forever it will stay.

Love is all around me...

IT lessons ended early today
But i'm still here coz i have no more lessons after this..
woohoo...
Had my lunch with Dearie juz now at SIM
I had chicken mushroom noodles..
He had spaghetti bolognaise (is tat the right spelling?wadeva lah!)
Yus,Avneet and Audrey were there too..
Hmmm..
did i always buy chicken mushroom noodles everytime i went SIM? Yus could actually guessed what i bought for myself..haha..
Anyhow i will be heading straight to MSS later to sleeeeep.
Yippeee...
Will be having training later at 6pm.
Most probably having fitness training coz there are no courts available.
So pathetic!
Sumtyms i juz hate mr gopi for not doing anything to help improve the situation.
Too bad he's cute..so not so angry lah..heeee... *winkz*
~Lurve you lots Dearie~

The 8 Mean Girls

The 8 very sweeeet but 'Mean' Girls..

Hidup ini indah bersamamu...

I'm just done with the IT assignment.I mean not really but yah i did some research n we hafta put all those infos in a 2 page summary.Leceh la!
nahhh..i wont do it..hehe..let ayu or annisha do it..whahahaha..*evil laughter*..
Anyhow i wez working just now, from 6 to 11..n we just got our payslip..yeahhh!!
We gonna get our pay...i gez its oready in my bank account..woohoo!!
Hey you people hav to try this dodo instant mee sold at 7eleven stores for only $1.80..
Its niCe!!its a MUST try one...i tried fishball kwae tiao or sumthing laa..yUm yUm!
Abah came to the store at around 10.50 pm..he said he just went jogging..den without me noticing he went out..i thought he oready went back home..i finished work a bit late coz the guy for the next shift wez late..n i had to finish up the shift report..Suddenly Abah called me.."Kenaper lame sangat?Abah kat luar nie.."
Awww..so sweet rite..he waited for me eh..just to go home with me..hee..
...errrr...i need my sleep lahh...freaking sleepy readi...Lesson at 9am tmr which is lyk in 6 hours!!
GoShhh...
~Lurve A.U.R.A.~
~Lurve yOu deArie~
~MuaCcksss~

hE's b@ck!!!!

weeeeee~!!
He's back..n i'm really happy coz he called me once he reached spore!
hehee...i wez at work when he called..
Counting the money in the register coz i weZ preparing for the change over of shift..
sampai tersalah kira...keke..tOo haPpy ar!
Anyhow cant wait to see u dEarie~!
nitez peOple..
mUackssss....

MiSs me?MiSs me nOt?

i got back from work at around 11.30 juz now..
uurgh..i hate it when theres not enuf staffs at the store!!
i had to do double shift yesterday!
~freaking tirEd sey..~
Imagine going to work at 4pm and came back home only at 7am the next morning!!
It was my first time doing double shift!
It was my first time doing the night shift!
Theres so many things to do when u r working during the night shift..
Top up almost everything in the store..
Wash all the machines in the store..
Tidy up the store room..
On top of all that u still have to attend to the never-ending customers!

~He's really enjoying himself!Not even a single msg since he went!Not even a single phone call! Grrrrrr..=/~

....i want my LunCh!!

i'm in the the IT lab rite now..no no..not having any lessons but i'm just here ALONE to be exact..to waste my time..wad for?hee..waiting for annisha la..supposed to hav class later at 12 but me n annisha will be cabut-ing..heehee..noTty ar..aiyah i hav to work later at 3 leh..n i wanna hav my lunch ferst!!well hopefully ayu will be joinin us. Come on ayu..no need to be so goody-goody lar..whahaha..
we'll be having lunch at SIM!!...ooohhh i'm so hungRy!
Anyhow i'll be missing my deArie!!He's in KL..he went last nite with his fwens. They took the train which was at 11.30pm..so wad tym will they reach KL?..gez early this morning..Hopefully u r fine there dear.Muz miss me hor...
I've been trying to ask for off this sundAy but i culdnt get coz there wasnt enuf staffs at my store.Boring sey..my mum intend to go KL too...grrrr =/
Evrything last minute...eyyyy....nemind i'll try ask them to go next week..hee..so i can follow them!
~miSsing yOu dEariE~

Lovey Dovey

Pic taken during MSS jalan rayer outing 2004.Pwecious,Pwincess(tats me!),Adawiyah & Nasberq.

owls...

Assalamualaikum!!
Its 1.30 am on a sunday nite..and my house is still alive!
Abah playing his keyboard..so inconsiderate..hee
Ibu,Abang Uda and Faris watching movie..7 perhentian..
and me updating my blog...
Abang ngah n Abang Long have yet to be home..
gOodness...!ahaha..
Anyhow wez working juz now..full shift..3-11pm with Kak rozita..
She came in late coz she went for a wedding..so i cleaned up the store room when came..
it took me almost 3hrs!! The store room is freaking small!! n its packed with can drinks..bottles of beers n lotsa other stuffs..the room is rectangle in shape..2 shelves on each side..both full with can drinks n beers..so at any one time only one person is fit to enter the room to take the drinks..tats how small it is..so imagine the 3 hrs i'm in there..bleh pening kepala nie! its very stuffy...i had to open the new cartons of drinks tat has just arrived and stock it up on the shelves..
yang membingitkan..kalau terlanggar satu tin air...yg lain ikut jatuh..sakit hati nie tau...
grrrr..
betta get my precious sleep now...
y a w n z . . . .
z z z z z z z z . . . .

S-L-O-W

HarlOw~!!
I'm in the IT lab nOw..its so bOring~!
*sigh*
The teacher is going very very S-L-O-W!
grrrrrr...
really cant wait for floorball later...
LOSER..ohh..LOSER

Anyhow i finish skewl at 3 today n i will head to mss straight to sleep!
weeeeee....
hahaha...annisha n ayu finishing at 5..whahaha
*evil laughter*
urgghhh..
i'm freaking bored..

VIRGO FEMALE
You have some superficial standards about the man in your life. You insist that your partner be squeaky clean and practical and goal oriented. Your standards are set quite high and therefore it usually takes you longer to find someone that you feel is worthy to commit to. You do tend to marry late in life and only if the right knight in shining armor comes along. You are an excellent housekeeper, a strict parent and a good companion. You are attractive well into your middle years and often attract more men as you age.

GEMINI MALEWhen it comes to love you are always on the move, you can't stand schedules or routine in any aspect of your life. You refuse to conform to a clock. You are likely to try to fit as much into your life at one time as possible. You are intelligent, love to communicate and you are extremely versatile and knowledgeable. You are a smooth convincing talker and can usually capture any female that interests you through communication alone. Your youthful nature is extremely appealing to most women. Your fun loving approach to life, your passion for parties and entertainment and your constant search to experience something new and different contribute to your charm. You have a great curiosity about women and will pursue someone that interests you while a challenge exists. Your staying power in a relationship is certainly not record breaking. You tire easily and will take off to pursue new interests if you get bored.

~Dearie..scarie sehhh...u will take off to pursue new interests if you get bored..hmm..*deep thoughts*..if u get bored with me..u gonna look out for sumone new..ishh...i'm not going to make tat happen though.i'm interesting enuf to make u stay.hehe..anyhow i dont believe in all this..~

LOserrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

cant wait for floorball tmr! i wanna hear the loser talk!!
haiz...i noe the gerls' attitude is getting worse but u r juz lyk a loser giving up on it.if u realli hav the passion u wuldnt resort to that.its obvious the passion is gone. u r leaving us hanging there without any support.BUT i'll make sure the gerls wont fall apart! i'll take this as a challenge LOSER! i'll bring the gerls back together as a team.i promise u that. do wateva u wanna do.Juz leave.Leave n never come back yOu LOSER!
*NP Floorball Girls*
Fendy n Lina will b leaving us.Seriously i do not noe how to react to it. Shuld i feel sad?Angry? its too much to take in.Everything happened so fast! For one thing i noe i wont let this affect you girls.I want us back together as a team.I'll make sure of that.I wanna see the spirit in u girls.I wanna see the enthusiasm.We'll make it happen. We'll move together as one.Go WyldKatz!!!

Field Prac!!!

i'm in tHe IT Lab again..hee..well nOt having my class but juz wasting tym waiting for uLf. We intend to wac Apac todAY. iTs Asia Pacific bla bla bla..nO clue wad it is. well its juz a floorball tournament and the asian countries tOok part in it..
oh gOshhhh...i juz went for my field practicum tutorial juz now n we were told that we need to do 4 hours of practicum every week..sUcky! n we need to teach language arts and mathematics this semester. Field mentor which is the supervisor at the centre will assess us on language arts but our field supervisor will assess us on our mathematics!! field supervisor from rtrc-asia!! oH nOooo...i'm geTtin reaLLy nervous n scared about this field prac stuff...
Come on Lin..u went through it last semester..yOu definitely can dO it this sem... gOooo Linnnnn~~!!
i will be having club training tmr at 9am to 12pm...eeeyyy..i will get really tanned! hiTammm lahhhhh aku...*sigh*
Anyhow..We juz got our learning kit back the one that we did for cdev last sem..n it smells funny.. ahaha.. mcm bau muntah...yiKes..we found out that it is the dough ball tat has turned bad..

i'M b@cK

weeeee~!!
i'm having IT lesson nOw...whahah...the teacher is trying to find a volunteer to become the module rep..n she's kinda 'gundu' leh..y? bcoz last tym our IT teacher,Mrs Pek..or however it's spelled..she will control all the PCs when she is teaching so we wont be able to use the comp..but this teacher doesnt..bUt iTs gOod lorr..i wont get bored coz its a tutorial.Tat means its only my class.Annisha n Ayu n the rest not here with me.Goshh..its gona b very boringggg! So luCky she's a bit gundu..heh..Anyhow if u didnt know..i'm a loner in my claz..all thanx to me being blur lar...i went to the wrong claz during orientation..Sotong sey..so made frenz with the people from other class..lucky me,annisha,ayu n ulfah are in the same lecture class..n we did all the projects together.So thats how i became a loner in my own class.Well i do talk n stuff...but i'm a bit quiet la with them all...
Anyhow this might be a bit too late but...yeyyyyyyyy!!!!! TAUFIK won!! hehehe..I culdnt wac the finals coz i wez having training...*sigh* but i rushed back home n ran all the way from the bus stop juz to catch the results live..n lucky i reached on tym.. When his named was announced..i wez shouting lyk a mad woman...ibu tOo..well he deserved to b crowned the first Singapore idol..he has improved tremendously since he first started..n he's cUte..whahah...
Well i dun thk Taufik can go tat far..where can he go??Msia?? Of course Sly has a bigger market..Anyhow..all the beSt to him lah eh...
Kae i hav to say this out...i'm really pissed off with the floorball girls..well they shuld know who they are..i dun mind if they cant attend training but at least..plz lah at least inform me!!! there weZ once..oni me a ayu (senior) turned up. It feels sucky eh...Come on lah..Fendy can come dwn eventhough he has classes at 7,Najib can come dwn eventhough he has other commitments n Imran can travel all the way from kembangan to help with training.Y cant the gals at least appreciate their effort??Its really disappointing sey...

Any NP Floorball Girls reading this, plz be informed that...
TRAINING WILL RESUME ON MONDAY, 13 DEC 04.
BE AT THE GRANDSTAND AND BE CHANGED BY 6 SHARP.
(i mean it girls, 6 SHARP)
ATTENDANCE IS COMPULSORY.
I dont entertain any 'LAME' excuses.

FloorBall fReak..

I'm aLone now! well not really alone coz my second bro is still snoring on his bed.. ibu went out to visit her dentist,faris already went to school,abah still at school and i guess my other elder bros are out at work too.
And i'm going to school soon! yeaaa!! Training has resumed..ouh how i miss it so very much! Going to school earlier for iftar n i'll go off around 5+ for training.
Ok..had my madrasah exams yesterday.It was ok.I could do it.Went back with my fwen n her adeq.We took the taxi coz it was raining.Well if it was me i wouldnt.Such a waste of money! But she wanted to pay for the fare so let it be.Hehehe..
After that Ibu called to say that we buka-ing at JB. again? well the other tym we buka-ed at JB at this hotel.Fuhh! bEsh! we ate non-stop sey..hehe..but yesterday we didnt buka at any hotel..but at this plc kinda far away from the town.There were a total of 7-8 dishes for a total of 6 persons eating.Guess how much all that were for? RM40.Cheap ryte?Its only $20.Worth the time travelled mann..
After buka we went to Masjid Abu Bakar for the terawih prayers..n then went to Angsana.Juz window-shopped. Hey anyhow gez wad i only made one baju this year eh.Not even a baju kurung! Surprising huh? N maybe gonna buy one more i guess. My wardrobe is really full sey! n i still got baju rayer which i've not even put on yet.. so yah think its a waste of money to buy this year.One or maybe two is enough. Anyhow do u guys feel lyk raya-ing?I dun feel it any longer.It wasnt lyk last tym when i used to get really excited about rayer. All those feelings are gone now. Why eh? i wonder...
Hmm i feel kinda bad for going training during ramadhan actualli. I'm going to miss terawih prayers. But well guess i will do it on my own when i got back from training later.Mesti kuatkan semangat! Go amilinnnnnn...!
Anyhow people..have u guys watched Ouijia Board??Two thumbs up! Criter dier seram abes...niCe niCE!It IS a MUST watch movie...


~MiSs yOu dEaRiez~

Happy Anniversary Dearie!

I almost forget it was today dear.How can I forget the day which marks our 7th month together? Anyhow dearie, if you didnt know my life has changed since I met you. I feel appreciated n most importantly loved. Thank You, Dear!

-Will you ever?-
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

Fever's gone!

iTs over! oh yea..oh yea..exams over.
No more late night studying.No more sleepless nights.
Child Development 2.1 paper this morning. It was 'okayyy'. ok as in i'll be lucky if i can manage a 'C'. I can't even crap through the paper.Come on its a theory based paper,how can i crap about theories? Anyhow, i'm just happy its over. Me and my girlfriends, Ulfah Ayu n Annisha went to the library straight after the paper. Borrowed a dvd each.n spend lyk 3 hours + watching movie.wOoHoo~ enjoy abesh! Watched Willy Wonka Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.The chocs n candies looks perfectly yummy. Then went on watching Legally Blonde 2. So mengarut! Or maybe its just me huh?Simply wont understand comedies! Well its not that i dun understand any bit, i do but i juz dun fancy watching comedies. When people laugh, i wont. When i laugh, others wont! ahaha...weird huh~
Anyhow was discussing with a friend at msn about 'malay makciks working at Old Chang Kee'. I just dont like the idea of them working there.I dont like the idea of Malays being used by others to sell stuffs which we dont even know whether its halal or not. Yes theres no Halal Certification but with these makciks, furthermore with tudungs, are giving naive Malays especially the younger generation the 'thinking' that.."oh makcik melayu jual,bole makan la".That is certainly NOT right! Well i guess i'm going to ask the makcik one of these days. Guess thats the only way i can resolve the 'confusion' i have.
Dearie, I'm going to miss you so much!

Kelebihan Solat Sunat Terawih

MALAM 1 Telah keluar orang mukmin daripada dosanya pada malam
pertama seperti ia baru lahir, dengan lain perkataan
dosanya diampunkan Allah.

MALAM 2 Diampunkan dosa orang yang sembahyang terawih serta kedua
ibu-bapanya sekiranya kedua mereka orang yang beriman.

MALAM 3 Berseru Malaikat di bawah Arasy supaya kami meneruskan
sembahyang terawih terus menerus semoga Allah mengampunkan
dosa engkau.

MALAM 4 Dapat pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang yang membaca
kitab-kitab Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan Qur'an.

MALAM 5 Allah kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang yang
bersembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjid Madinah dan
Masjid Al-Aqsa.

MALAM 6 Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat
yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf),
serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya
Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan
sembahyang terawih pada malam ini.

MALAM 7 Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta
menolong Nabi ‘Alaihissalam nenentang musuh ketatnya
Fir’aun dan Hamman.

MALAM 8 Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawih
seperti yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Allah Ibrahim
'Alaihissalam.

MALAM 9 Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya
seperti Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

MALAM 10 Allah Subhanahuwata’ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan
di dunia dan di akhirat.

MALAM 11 Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa
seperti ia baru dilahirkan.

MALAM 12 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya
(iaitu cahaya ibadatnya).

MALAM 13 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada
tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.

MALAM 14 Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang terawih,
serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.

MALAM 15 Semua Malaikat yang menanggung ‘Arasy, Kursi, berselawat
dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.

MALAM 16 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tuliskan baginya terlepas dari
neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.

MALAM 17 Allah kurniakan orang yang berterawih pahalanya pada
malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.

MALAM 18 Seru Malaikat, "Hai hamba Allah, sesungguhnya Allah telah
redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup
atau mati)

MALAM 19 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga
Firdaus.

MALAM 20 Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati
syahid dan orang-orang solihin.

MALAM 21 Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada Nur.

MALAM 22 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita
dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di Padang
Mahsyar).

MALAM 23 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar
di dalam Syurga.

MALAM 24 Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang
berterawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam
sujud).

MALAM 25 Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.

MALAM 26 Allah kurniakan kepada orang berterawih pahala pada malam
ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.

MALAM 27 Allah kurniakan orang berterawih pada malam ini
ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim
seperti kilat menyambar.

MALAM 28 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala akan darjatnya 1000 darjat
di akhirat.

MALAM 29 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000
kali haji yang mabrur.

MALAM 30 Allah beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawih pada malam
terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman:
"Hai hambaKu : makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau
ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau
daripada air syurga yang bernama Salsabil, serta minumlah air
daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
yang bernama ‘Al-Kauthar’."

-Wallahu'alam

*Exam Fever*

Juz finished studying for one of my papers, Child Development.Well not exactly finished with it but yah i gez i covered most of it.There's so much to memorise! Studied outside alone today.Aslinda accompanied me studying the last two nights. But she culdnt make it tonight.The reason why i have to study outside is because i could not concentrate (too many distractions) inside! especially in my room..cant resist the temptation to SLEEP! Studied at home in the day..inside my room..like i said..i slept! Its freaking irritating! Actually its kinda scary outside when u r alone..Imagine someone tapping ur shoulders at 12 midnite like what Nas said..Actually dear,i decided to stop studying after your call..menakutkan orang jek with all your nonsense 'ideas'. =P
Met Nas the last two days to study together.Met him on Monday,went to school to study. Tueaday at Kembangan CC. It was unplanned though. Met Faizah later that day at 7+ to photocopy notes that I've misplaced at Tampines n then went straight home.
Anyhow we might be going airport to study tmr, i mean me n nas.
*NitEs dEariE!LurVe ya LotS!*
Happy Studying PeePz!

hOme aLone!

I'm at home all alone!
With Boboy loyally accompanying me right at my side.
Went to madrasah today to take my Oral for yassin. Had to memorise 20 ayats. n yah i did it! N becoz i did not memorise anything during classes, i had to recite all 20 ayats to get another 10 marks.Ustazah said she allocated 10 marks for it.
Anyhow,Abah fetched me from masjid.Supposed to follow my parents to a wedding at pasir ris but i was juz plain lazy n tired.maybe becoz i'm fasting today.
Came back,went straight into my room n onto the BED!n slept like a pig! tsk!tsk!
woke up onli at 6+...lucky there wez enuf time for my asar.Fried myself an egg, and had rice with chicken curry with fried egg + keropok! yummy!
wanted to start studying but i got myself stucked infront of the comp.hee~!
Anyhow, went to JB with my pwecious yesterday. We went in a bit late coz he thot we were not goin JB n he did not bring his passport so had to travel all the way to kembangan from school, n travel all the way back to woodlands. We went City Square.Where else can we go?Caught a movie, Windstruck some jap movie i thk. Kinda boring! We merely spend the whole day at city square.Came back only at 11+. hee.. n watched cinderella story dvd which i bought from JB after washing up n all with Faris.Very nice show! kinda sad too!
~Thanks dear for spending the day with me! Lurve ya! *muAcks* flying kisses for u,catch it dear!~

The Boy is Mine!

Me: Excuse me, can I please talk to you for a minute
Her: uh huh, sure, you know you look kinda familiar

Me: Yeah, you do too but, hmm..
I just wanted to know do you know
somebody named you..
you know his name.

Her: Oh, yeah definitely I know his name.

Me: I just wanted to let you know he's mine.

You need to give it up.
Had about enough.
It's not hard to see,
the boy is mine.
Im sorry that u
seem to be confused
he belongs to me
the boy is mine

I think it's time we got this straight,
let's sit and talk face to face.
There is no way you could mistake him for your man,
Are you insane?

See I know that you may be
just a bit jealous of me.
Cause' you're blind if you can't see
that his love is all in me.

See I tried to hesitate,
I didn't want to say what he told me.
He said without me
he couldn't make it through the day,
ain't that a shame.

And maybe you misunderstood,
'Cause I can't see how he could
wanna change something that's so good.
All of my love was all it took

Must you do the things you do,
Keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it, girl it's true.

I think that you should realize,
And try to understand why
He is a part of my life
I know it's killing you inside.

You can say what you wanna say.
What we have you can't take.
From the truth you can't escape .
I can tell the real from the fake.

When will you get the picture.
You're the past, and I'm future
Get away it's my time to shine
if you didn't know the boy is mine.

You can't destroy this love I've found
Your silly games I won't allow
The boy is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel

What makes you think that he wants you,
when I'm the one that brought him to
This special place that's in my heart
Cause he was my love right from the start

~someone's lost is another ones gain.im really happy to be wif him.im really glad i've met him. i love him for who he is. i dun want to hear or read wad others says abt him or me. i love the way we are.yes i do.~

On my birthday!

The chocolate cake with blueberries + vanilla fresh cream Ibu bought for me!





Me & Ibu

Teacher Lin

Conducting a music lesson with the kids..





During my art lesson assessment..

Wyldkatz

3 quater of AURA ayu,me,ulfah..

2 dOwn,1 mOre to Go!

Having school later at 2.Have to set up a learning centre in class.Our very last project.WoOhOo~!
Financial Managament Test tmr at 9..Might be goin JB after the test.
No more training due to exams.BoriNg~!It will resume only on the 25th i guess. Club training supposed to start tmr but there are no courts available.Anyhow i wont be able to attend coz of the test.Go...sQuireTtes!!

3 more tO gO!!

weee~~ we r down to only 3 group assignments + PQS presentation..
Just got back from the child care.Today was our last visit there. hmmm i think i'm goin to miss the kids.I will only be coming back in december.=(
went out for a field trip to bishan park with the kids.really feel lyk a real teacher.hee~ we fly the kites,blow up balloons..blow bubbles.Had so much fun. the kids were really enjoying themselves.Told the K1 children that today was my last tym at the centre.They just looked at me wide-eyed..and said nothing.they sure are goin to miss me!I bought them some kind of party 'sweets'.bought from the value shop.I bought different kind of snacks and packed it into small party bags for the k1 kids.
Anyhow,i got to be at school today at 4 sharp to submit my FP assignment which i did yesterday till like 5 in the morning.having training later.woahh..how am i goin to tahan?..1 hour plus of sleep + training later..sheesh...

wOohOo!!

Came back from training.Training was fun though we had to change training ground at the last minute.Well yah tat's wad happen when u dun hav any courts booked.So we trained at kismis den had to go back to the sports hall..coz we were shooed away by the hockey pple.Had so much fun at training.I just realised that when u r stressed just do something u hav passion in n something u really enjoy doing.to release the tension n stress.wOohOo~i feel so energized.that explains why i'm still awake now. Most didnt attend training,n i think i'm starting to feel the stress as a captain.U have to take care of everything..!!
PQS assignment due tmr.and tat means we r only left with DLE which we r suppose to set up a learning centre n FP portfolio. Next monday will be my last visit to the centre.will i miss the kids?hmmm..not really i gez.They might miss me huh..hee~ Teacher Lin....
DLE project meeting tmr after skewl.It means we can only have our REST on friday.But we have to already start doing our FP portfolio by then.Sucky!
*HuGs n KisSes fOr mY dEariE*

Stress arrrr..

Training had resumed.Schedule is so tight.Responsibilities.Stress.Exams in two weeks. When is it going to end???
Didnt attend school at all today! NoTty2! Was so tired to wake up for the morning class.Ibu called me in the morning..to wake me up for school.
Ibu: Eh Girl tak gi sekolah?
Me: ahh..malas ar bu..penat.
Ibu: Tulah main bola (floorball)..tu pasal penat..
Me: Bukan floorball..asyik tdo lambat jek buat projects..
Ibu: Ok.
I was so tired, I just want a rest n to slyp a bit more.So woke up only at 11! Rushed to school coz I had to hand in my individual assignment.Then skipped the afternoon class to finish a group assignment which is due tmr.or isit todae....
assignments after assignments..*shakes head*
training at 6 tmr.No courts as usual.Freaking gopi is not doing anything to improve the booking system.PQS meeting before training.PQS project due on thursday.And I'm the project leader.N I cant stay long for the project.Urrrgghh!!!Den have to rush for floorball.Cant miss training coz there's no one to take over training since wanyi is not coming.Succks...Hopefully my friends will understand the situation i'm in now...
Anyhow better get my slyp now.Or else I'll be snoring away in class.
*Triple HuGs fOr mY dEariE!*

Freaking asSignmeNts~!

Its almost 3 am in the morning and i'm stil online!! Grrrr...got to do my freaking assignments lah...and have to wake up freaking early tomoro coz i have to go chai chee sec to coach Floorball.These group of girls from girl guides are taking NYAA award and so have decided to take up floorball as a new skill.n Raihan's friend happened to be teaching in that school.so yah raihan had asked me n lina to help her out.but lina cant make it tmr n ulfah will be joining us.
Anyhow..i'll be having my music & movement lesson assessment this monday at the child care. Scared ar!! I've done my lesson plan and have sent it to my mentor through email so she could check for us and edit it..My activity is called 'All Aboard'.Children will have to become trains and move around with actions.Kinda fun eh...Lets just see how it goes..
The last time i had to teach 3 art lessons and one of it will be assessed..and yah its over liao..and all went really well.Miss Teo showed me the marking scheme she used to assess me n yah i did kinda well..so i just got to pray that the children will cooperate with me this monday...
grrr..*rubbing eyes*...
i've gotta get sum slyp liao..i've tonnes of things to do tmr..especially all those never-ending assignments.
Sometimes i wonder why am i taking Diploma in Early Childhood Education? For those people out there thinking that ECH is an easy course..TRY IT! You're gonna regret it!!
*Flying kiSses fOr mY baBy =P*

NP WyLdKaTz

Last saturday's match determined our stand in the IVP.The terrific match against Temasek Poly ended with the score line 7-0. Yea..we wOn and we got the 5th position. Even though we won the match, i was still not satisfied with my performance for the whole tournament. I wasnt doing my best.Well i guess the best match was against NUS. I promised myself i would score but i did not!!! There were lots of shots on target but none went in.NONE!The keeper saved every shots! I think my shots wasnt hard enough. I gotta keep trying..theres always the next ivp to look forward to.
Fendy told me that the end of ivp marks the end of wanyi's captainship and i'm going to take over her role right after ivp.well i'm still not prepared.The way Fendy was telling me is like they are expecting much from me.They want me to be strict and be do more talking...hmmm..*scratch head*..i can be strict but doing the talking and all..errr thats gonna be a bit hard for me and i gonna need more time..I can do the team talk but when you're infront of all your players..shy lah..every pair of eyes are on you...give me the confidence, dear God.
I'm so stressed up! Most assignments are due this month..Got two assignments to be handed up today actually.one group,another individual.Lucky us, Lee Lan extend our individual assignment to next monday. so being a last minute worker..ayu and i stayed over at annisha's place to finish our group project.Ulfah was there too but she could not sleep over.Well its not supposed to be 'sleep over' but actually stay over coz we didnt sleep at all.I just had lyk half an hour of nap and stayed up through the night completing this learning kit we have to create for toddlers.Class starts at 9 but we completed the learning kit at around 8+...so we took a taxi all the way to skewl.. we called a cab actualli..so there was an extra charge of $3.60 plus the $1 peak hour charge.The fare was $9.20 but adding up the extra charges, it was $13.80!! Lucky it was shared by the 3 of us. Wez a really tiring day for me! slept in class when the others were doing a presentation on their learning kit (morning), slept in the library during lunch break accompanied by my DeaRie, slept in the afternoon class on the floor! There was no lesson coz lee lan was having something on with a few of our classmates. Dapat tempat jek tdo..aper lagik! Now i looked like a giant panda with vary dark circles around the pair of my beautiful eyes! hahaa...
Anyhow, i've got to study for my PQS test which will be on this thursday... Muz study hard lehh..Annisha and I aimed to get an A distinction..ahaha..Jia you, Amilin!!
Happy 'belated' Anniversary, Nas! (",) Lurve ya lots!! *MuaCks*

IIVP FLOorbaLL 2004

Our very first match wez against NTU.A very hard game.Very disappointing though.We got thrashed!!!It wez expected actualli.I wont mention the score!Sungguh memalukan!
Second match against NUS.A very close fight.Its unexpected that we could actualli maintained the score 0-0 throughout 2 full periods.NUS wez realli desperate for goals during the last period.We were hungry for goals too.They saw us really hungry for the goals n they played dirty during the last period.Sue's thumb wez somehow pulled backwards when they took the face-off.She could only play with one hand.N they kept pulling our bottoms.It wez still 0-0.12 minutes after the face-off,NUS scored a goal.It wez a stupid mistake.It could'nt have been a goal.It wez pure luck! And they scored another goal the next few minutes.They were juz lucky i shuld say.So the match ended with the score 2-0.Eventhough we lost the match,it wez stil a win to us.becoz we actually managed to maintain the score 0-0 throughout two full periods wez unbelievable.They shuld hav scored more than that.They shuld have thrashed us.
Today's game wez against RP.Great game but not good enuf. We were too happy that we lose focus during the second period.Eventhough we won with the score line 10-0,it wez stil disappointing for me.I didnt do well enuf.Yes i did do a lot of shots but not even one shot went in.It wez realli frustrating! They told me my shots wasnt hard enuf.I wez realli desperate for a goal til i actualli lose focus of the play.Errgghh! i'm gonna make this saturday's match my day! I will score!Yes i will!!! ALL the wAy, LIN!

HaPpy BirThday tO mE!

First of all let me sing a birthday song to myself.
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to ME!
Happy Birthday to Pwincess Amilin,
Happy Birthday to ME!
Oh yeaaa i'm finally 18.Turning older as the years goes by.Well, at least it means my friends wont be able to tease my 'underagedness' animore.Underaged.Budak kechik n all..heheh..i'm 18 liao...no more of those!
Semoga aku dipanjangkan usia, dimurahkan rezeki and diberi hidayahMu, ya Allah. Jadikanlah aku seorang anak dan juga seorang wanita yang solehah,insya Allah.Amin.
*triple huGs fOr my sAyang*
*KiSses to AURA*

A Kitten Saved!

Floorball Carnival this afternoon.Sucky!Very first game with the twins' team. They r good.well we r good too!(",)
I scored the opening goal.I wez kinda surprised. The opponents were surprised too.Unexpexted goal.Juz a few seconds after the whistle blow.Then they scored back another goal.That makes 1-1.And they scored again.And so we lost our very first game.It wasnt over.We r in the losers pool now.The next game went well.We were leading 2-0.Lina scored both goals.However,the opponents scored back another 2 goals.So we had the penalty.I took the first shot.Sucky.It didnt went in.They scored n so they won.It wez a sudden death.Sucky.Sucky.It was over.History just couldnt repeat itself.We got third the last tym round.
Cheered the other two teams on.Raihan's n Aisah's team.They were doin quite well.But couldnt make it in the end.Hang around with the rest.Lina.Fendy.Aisah.Ulfah.Me.Najib.Imran.Sue.We were cheering raihan n the rez.Wez kacau-ing their opponents.We kenal them.From NYP.They lost the game eventually.
Did my zuhur n asar.And then went to stadium to hav a shower with ulfah.Wez walkin towards the stadium when we heard kitten meowing.It wez so loud.We searched for it but couldnt see it anywhere.The meowing continued.The sound came from the bushes on our right.I knew the kitten wez in danger.I took my stick to try n see whether it is somewhere in there.There wez torns all around.N so i had to wear my socks to get in n saved the poor little kitten.I stepped on the bushes n used my stick to find it.N i saw it.It wez so small.So vulnerable.It tried to get away.I used the blade of my stick to try carry it up.But it tried to run away.Come on kitty.I'm goin to save u. I gave up using the stick n reached down to carry it.Wanted to pass the kitty to ulfah but she wez kinda scared to hold it.So i put it on the blade of my stick n pass it to her. When ulfah put it down,the kitten cant realli walk.Well i thk it aged a few weeks only.Then we saw a big cat.Should be its mum.But it wez scared of us.She juz observed us from far.Meanwhile i called ibu.Told her bout it.But she didnt want me to take it home.I wanted to talk to abah.Coz he has a soft spot for cats.Bukan sayang tapi kesian.Once he hears the meowing he will agree with me.But abah wez sleeping.urrgh!
I wanted to make sure that the big cat wez its mum.So i put the kitty near the big cat.After sum tym,the big cat took the kitty by its neck.n went away.So it wez its mummy.Wez so relieved.If we didnt save the cat,God knows who will.Allah Maha berkuasa.HE knows everything.
Ya Allah,kau selamatkanlah anak kucing itu.Amin.

FlOorbaLL~!

Kinda excited bout IVP now...its next wednesday.Can u believe it?Next wednesday? urggghhh..nervous liao...! For those of u who doesnt noe wad's IVp..its Inter-Varsity-Polytechnic.Ngee Ann is in Group B, together with NTU, NUS and Republic Poly. Gosh..its gona b so hard! ferst,we didnt hav enuf trainings..seniors are all gone...i'm freaking scared! hmm listenin to When You believe by Whitney Houston & Mariah Carey now..so inspiring! Feel really nice now.....Come on gerls! We just hav to believe that we can do it! Miracles do happen! Make Ngee Ann proud gerls!
Went to wac floorball world championship challenge at woodlands indoor stadium juz now..Sweden vs Singapore (ladies). it wez a terrific game.Singapore played realli well i gez.but its a miracle if they actualli defeat sweden huh.The score wez 28-0.. well sweden wez twice the world champs.realli lyk the way they played.so fast..n they r so so FIt! n strong too..when they banged into the spore players...the spore players will fly..haha..
i'm having floorball carniwal tmr.National Floorball Challenge,Ladies Open at the wlds indoor stadium.3 teams from NP joining the carnival.Ouh pleeze gerls,dun get urselves injured.Pray hard!
*Nitez pple!*
*Flying kisses for my DeArie,catCh it!(",)*

Excecutive Committee 2003/2004

After the Annual General Meeting

Pwincess's say...

Assalamualaikum!
I had Financial Management Test this morning at school.Well it wez ok.Find it kinda easy.Maybe because i've had tonnes of practice when i wez having Prinicle of Accounts back then in secondary school.Something i really enjoyed doing.Accounts.I managed to balance all my accounts.pHew!While i wez doing the test which comprises of 2 questions, i actually forgot the format.Sheesh~ Maybe i wez nervous.Imagine doing your test in a very big lecture theatre with lyk 100+ students doin the test.Well its not that i've never been in such situation but its juz a test n everyone is lyk so serious in it.Wad more..its 40% out of our module.Hopefully i will get an A huh..will add colours to my result slip later..hehe..
I wez super early in school this morning.My bro send me coz he wez goin to school too (SP).so he gave me a lift using abah's car coz i doubt abah went to school today.i got a call from my dear Annisha before i went out in the morning.She told me tat the test actualli starts at 10.We thot its supposed to start at 9.Stupid me! so told her i will juz go to school early coz i wanted to take the car.n so Annisha came to school early too to study for the test.She bought Mc Donald's breakfast.YumMy!
Met my pwecious Nas after the test..We went to Bugis to have lunch.I had wanton mee.n he had nasi ayam.Next stop wez Peninsula coz Nas wanted to check his sepak takraw stuffs.Next wez East Coast Park.We went cycling for about an hour.We had so much fun.But he had to spoil it coz we had to leave earlier as Nas wanted to play soccer. =P Took a taxi to Tampines,n did our asar prayers at Ghufran.N we went on our separate ways after tat.He went for soccer n me, home sweet home.I waited for maghrib too.Walked from the mosque to the nearest 168 bus stop. Next thing i knew i wez in the bus snoring away...Z Z z z
Annual General Meeting, 27A Aug 2004
Like i said we had our AGM yesterday.I'm a normal member liao.When the EXCO 04/05 went out to take their pledge, i wez a bit sad..jealous? i dunno how to put those feelings into words. i felt as though i belong there.well well well i've oready make the decision. i'm gonna concentrate on floorball now. well here's the hierachy for EXCO 04/05:
President: Muhd.Al-Hakim (He wez the president for EXCO 03/04,we definitely luv u!)
Vice-President: Muhd.Syahrizal (Treasurer for EXCO 03/04)
Honourary Secretary: Muhd.Nasaruddin (u go big bro!!Head TND Muslimin for EXCO 03/04)
Asst.Honourary Secretary: Nadia (dun let Nas bully u,gerl!)
Honourary Treasurer: Siti Annisha (yea!!so excited for my dear fren!work hard aite!)
Asst Honourary Treasurer: Alfian (Annisha,bully him!!)
Head TND: Azri (reme,ber,i hav faith in u!do ur best,big bro.ur adeq wil oways b here)
Asst Head TND: Farhan (another yr 1 guy..betta help my big bro hor)
Head Publication: Sallehan (hmm wad shall i say?be as creative as Azri?)
Asst Head Publication: Masyitah (do ur best now that u r in the EXCO,gerl(",)
Head Ouartermaster: Hafiz (expected!!i'm sure u will do a great job furnishing the clubhouse)
Asst Head Quartermaster: Sakeenah (Change the Muslimah room's decor!)

Pwincess is back!

yEa~ i'm back! well i had some problem with the comp..so had to reformat the computer.n we had to save all our stuffs before reformating the comp.My precious pics especially. My photo albums will be the first few things i were to bring with me if the house burn down..or u noe sumthing lyk tat..hmm the point is photos hold a lot of sweet memories and therefore i would not want to part with them!
Skewl is back again! sUcky! no more 2 weeks break.We had only 1 week break this semester.*sigh* all those lectures are driving me NUTS..especially Academic writing (aw) and Self Awareness Management (sam).n yah PQS too.AW..i juz hate the module.Come on..we have to learn writing essays..Sucky rite..i mean its been let me see 2 yrs since i last wrote my last composition which i suppose wez for my O-level english paper.Damn sucky.To add on the sam lecturer..i just hate her!its her fault.she made me hate her! A very sarcastic person. hate her. well i noe we r not supposed to hate our teacher.. 'orang ketiga yang patut kita hormati adalah guru'. But i juz cant help it animore.
Anyhow, there's one thing that i'm looking forward to..AGM! which is in fact today! ahaha...FINALLY..it is here! no more longgg hours of meetings! yea! no more netball! yea! woohooooo...
you guys muz be wondering why i'm so damn happy about AGM. hmm..well i'll be a normal member by then.which means i'm no longer an EXCO.its not that i dun lyk being an EXCO but after working as one, i just cant see myself in it again.its juz not me.not my kind of thing.i'm more into those outdoor thingy.But this past one year working with my dear EXCOS has been wonderful apart from all those conflicts here n there.its bound to happen aniway. i've learnt alot though. admin stuffs n all.Apart from that, i've made good,quality friends too.Hakim,Jamil,Nas,Azri,Maziah,Shahiz..n de rest.. thanx for the experience! I enjoyed the tym we've been together. Thank yOu! (",)
Time check : 2:21 am
grrrr..i think i nid my SLEEP now..a long long day tomoro..
Nitez! *triple hugs for my DeariE*

I'm a Lime tree

Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but
not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting
and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft
and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer,
great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Got it from a fren's fren's blog....

what's with me?

i duno what's wrong with me?why am i acting this way?i feel soooo down?but i juz cant figure out why?
its so stressful! school..assignments..field prac..floorball..netball..
urggghhhhh!!!!
what's wrong with me??!!!!

The day with Nas 09/08/04

It was a great day.Perfect.Just perfect.I enjoyed spending time with Nas.One of the happiest moments with him.You really made my day,Dear.
Anyhow,i met Nas at City Hall at around 1+.He was never early though.=P We walked all the way to Suntec,took 36 to Parkway Parade.Had lunch at Banquet.I had chicken mushroom noodle, far from the one at SIM..Not niCe!Nas had fish soup.again? yea~ he had fish soup again! Then,we jalan2 down there.We actually planned to study but we didn't in the end.Then...Nas was really tempted to have the 5 scoop of ice cream from swensen but only with dine-in.So yah we ate ice cream n ordered fries too.So nice!I was so paiseh to juz eat ice cream..i mean like so kiasu.Its only for $1.39.n guess wad?Singaporeans are indeed kiasu..there were so many of them in there who juz ordered that special treat ice-cream.Kiasu!so were we..haha..
And so..we went to East Coast after tat..planned to do the studying down there bUt we rented roller blades instead..mine was 7 bucks n his was 10 bucks.Its for a whole of two hours.He didnt know how to blade!I had a really great time laughing..sowie dear.hahahaha..he fell n fell n fell n fell......n there was once this nonya n her husband saw him fall..n they laughed at him..ahaha..So to avoid all those embarassment we went somewhere there were not so many pple n i taught him how to blade.He's a fast learner.After some tym practicing,Nas decided to see the ReaL world.hehe..he could blade now.so we blade on the main path.hmm he didnt realli know how lah but at least for a beginner blader lyk him,its ok liao.I was so delighted when he could blade properly.He culd go over the humps now!n he did it thrice.So happy!well..all those efforts n pain in the butt paid off rite,Dear? (",)
We then returned the blades back around maghrib.We wanted to wac the fireworks.So we had to rush.But we missed it in the end.Urghhh!i knew it when i saw some kind of smoky thing in the sky.i thot it wez goin to rain but it wez the fireworks.We missed it!!
That was okae.At least i enjoyed my day.Been so long since i had tat 'fun'.n i deserved it i gez.so we went back by the bus to bedok.Nas wanted to eat.N so he did.i wez havin 'cramps'.I had no more mood.No mood to do anithin.Then,went to the interchange to take 168.
Nas,i'm sorry kae.I know,u shouldnt have send me.It was so far...I shuld have been a bit more understanding.I will try.I will.
Anyway,we had a great time too in the bus.We were taking pics of all kinds of pose till we were really tired laughing looking at those pics...people around us muz have got really irritated with the flash n our constant laughing.Who cares anyway?I was having real FUN!!

Happy Birthday Singapore!

a whole day at home.alone.that wez okae.but it was boring.went to madrasah.had yasin,we had to learn tajwid n i like it.fun.had tauhid n fiqh.learnt about 'penceraian'.n ustazah wez telling us about her teaching kids who comes from a broken family.realli symphatize these children.n noe wad she inspired me to b a teacher.a TEACHER.am i sure?ok..teaching is Fun but the workload is heavy..STRESS. n i want to b an accountant too.when i go to financial management class,its like i feel tat i belong there.i love the feeling.n sometimes i thk being a social worker is nice too.i get to help others.i'm still clueless about my future.i still am.i'm not sure what i should do later in lyf.shuld i go to NIE n become a teacher or shuld i pursue my studies in a totally different thing from which i'm doin now,that is taking accountancy..or..or shuld i go to UIA,universiti islam antarabangsa..where i wanted to go..i really wanted to be there when i wez in my secondary skewl..i can take islamic banking there..it sounds fun n realli interesting..*deep thoughts*
niwei my parents are away in KL.they went yesterday (sat) morning.i shuld hav gone.really i shuld.but i chose to stay behind coz i have an assignment to do.but actuali i realli shuld hav gone coz its lyk we r doin nothing.yea i did things but i culd have done it even if i'm in msia coz there r NO discussions going on.i culd hav juz brought abah's laptop with me n do the things there.
went out with nas yesterdae (sat).went out for a movie.n we went shopping.nah not 'we'.shuld b HIM.met him at clementi coz he had extra class.went to bugis..bought the movie tix,the village which was scheduled at 3pm.the time then wez 1pm.went for lunch coz we were freaking hungry.i had mee wanton n he had fish soup as usual.*winkz*(",) then window-shopped at bugis junction.nah not window shopping coz nas bought a book at kinokuniya.believe it or not.he's reading a book.hehe.well dear i inspired u izit?niwei dear juz keep my words in mind,u have the capabilities.its in u.deep within u.u just have to know how to use it.
pple....dun wac the village!its not worth those bucks.realli.total crap actualli n very draggy.i wez lyk..."when is the 'hantu' comin out??" so just dun wac it!
went to OG after the movie.n nas went shopping.he bought himself a shirt,new socks,n new _____.haha..i shall not say what.=P
then went to sim lim n then back to woodlands,to causeway point.waited for nas's dad to pick him up.he's goin jB for jemputan or sumthing.n me...home sweet home...

Virgo Woman

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A
slim woman who walks with
confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial
structure, high and round
forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is
searching. She is not a
pretentious type and will always say what she
thinks.

You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try
her best to be perfect, to
look perfect and to feel perfect even though
there is no such perfection.
She is very delicate of what and how she dress.
She is bright and easily
despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who
will be compatible with her,
so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget
about her right now.

She is not a very possessive or jealous person
for she expect respect from
her love one. She does not like a part time
lover, or a temporary mate. If
she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If
she does not like you, she
will always keep a certain distant. Act proper
and appropriate is her
discipline.

She does not like and can not stand bad
languages, cursing words or phrase.
She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her.
She wants to feel
protected and when a man taking care of her, she
will feel like a complete
woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and
about herself very well. She
can really keep secret, you can trust her on
this. She likes a refreshing
and a mild scent. She is very delicate in
maintaining her beauty, so you
could see she is seriously picking soap which
match and most suit her skin.
Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it
is her happiness in
working full times as a self beautifier.

She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she
can be as tough as steel.
Even she easily despair, she is not the type to
cry over it. She is a shy
type, so making speech in front of the room can
make her nervous even she
walks and talks confidently.

She only search for true love , not just any
love. Her love is an ideal one.
She likes to think no one is neater and as
effective as her, which can
irritate you sometimes for there is no such
thing. She likes sweet talk, but
she can slip and say something unpredictable and
unbearable to you too. When
she stops getting mad, she will totally forget
what she just said and be an
angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd
better be there on time.

Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you
want to say sorry , make it
brief and straight forward. Do not drag your
apologetic words into a long
making it up events, it could lead you to another
world war. She likes her
man to dress nice and clean. She is good in
details especially with money.
Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or
funny.

In the beginning of knowing her, please try not
to glance at other pretty
woman so much. Early period of dating her, try
not to hold her so much in
public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She
loves books, stage play
and music and likes to criticize about them too.

Criticism woman is her icon including big and
small things in life starting
from your hair, your dress , and the way you
talk. If you are in love with
her, be as almost perfect as your can.

Happy Birthday!

Happy 18th Birthday Ulfah!
Moga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.Hopefully everything will be better for ya k..in all aspect (",)

The visit to the POLycLinic

So i finally decided not to attend class todae.Went to the polclinic alone just now.Arrived around 11:45 am..queued up for registration,only to find out that i could only register at 1:45pm.2 full hours to waste!Met Nas at jurong east to kill tym.We went to hav lunch at jurong point.Went back to the polyclinic again around 2pm.Register myself,requested for a lady doc,n there i wez in the consultation room.A very soft female doctor attending to me.Told her the whole story how i got hurt n she sent me for an Xray.Went up to the third level for it.Waited for lyk half hour for the xray.There were so many pple!then..the nyoya called me...."siti nor amilin"...n she gave me a linen dress for me to wear.n worst stil i hav to take out my b**..urghhh!....walkin around lyk a pregnant lady sey.so in the xray room,i had to lie flat on the bed,n then had to face my left.n then the nonya made me lay there without moving n left me there alone for lyk 10 mins.Imagine lying in a very cold room,wearing juz a pregnant lady's dress,n lay still without moving.Later, when she came in,she said..."okae girl,it's done oready,u can go change.." wad de hell?? u made me wait there lyk a dead person n then u said it's done..crazie sey! Then hafta go back to the doc's room so she can check my xray film.She took a looong tym checking it.Not satisfied,she asked another doc..lucky he said it wasnt fractured. BUt..but..she said they might b wrong..so she sending the film to the specialist to confirm n i gotta collect my result next week...Pray for me pple!
Ya Allah, selamatkan hambaMu yang kerdil ini!Jauhkan lah segala bala' dari diriku...

Naslin...

On the way to SP in the taxi along Woodlands Road feeling anxious bout the traffic jam!

iT's painFul...

okae..woke up todae with a terrible pain on my back.iT hurts so much.i didnt go for Madrasah again juz now.Wanted to rest at home.so had french toast with strawberry jam for my breakfast n nasi with telur and kicap for my lunch.Its nice though. Its been quite some time since i ate juz that.My mum asked me to follow them go jemputan but i wez plain lazy.Furthermore, i have to finish my assignments n i got to prepare my lesson plan to teach.But i gez i'm not going to the childcare tmr.How am i gonna teach with my back hurt?
Hmm so how did i get my back hurt?I had floorball friendly with SP on saturday.It was the second half.Floorball has 4 halves fyi.i was with the ball at the half line.Suddenly....*aaarghhh!!*..i fell!!fell hard on my butt.Then one of the Sp gerls fell onto me..*double-oUcH!*
I laid there without moving,breathing hard.And tears juz rolled down my cheeks.It painful!Next thing i knew,people were crowding around me..and i wez brought out of the court.Lina rubbed my back and i juz rested.The pain didnt go away.But i wanted to play again!so i requested lina to put me in.But..."want to play sumore.NO,no,no..u rest now.Maybe third half u play"..
so sad...so i 'acted' as if i was okay,but i wasnt in actual fact..n get to play for the third half!YeY!
After the game,i met Nas at City Hall MRT..and planned to go national library but it was closed.So we took 14 all the way back to Clementi and took a train to Woodlands. I went back straight away and Nas went for Zuhur prayers at CP.I went back to change coz we goin the malay thingy at SP..'Awallah Dondang'..so met nas agn around 6. We stayed to watch this inter-ethnic band competition beside CP.n Nas wanted to stay to wac the last band perform coz he wanted to see these abang2 rockers sing.n so we stayed...it wez oready 7pm!gOodness!n the show at SP gonna start at 7.30pm.. hmm well so the back to the abang2 rockers.The singer's voice wez powerful.very sedap!
then we took the train and alighted choa chu kang to take a cab coz it wez realli late liao.great idea tat is.Traffic jam at woodlands rd.we arrived at SP at lyk 7:40pm i gez.took the tix from ada n went for our maghrib prayers.
The show started at 8 i gez...the whole show wez okae..shuld say it wez a success for ntu. compared to the $6 Nostalgia at NP,it's more worth it buying this $8 tix.Nostalgia was a failure.GReat failure...
coming to the end of the show,my leg was hurting and my butt worse! went back straight after the show by train with Nas.Went to BK at CP coz the both of us wez realli hungry.Couldnt finish my meal coz my dear Nas have to rush for his last 966 bus.
For the whole day today,being a good girl,i finished all my assignments.Went library after maghrib juz now alone!Had to find some children books in case i go to childcare tmr.Then went to CP.First stop, Value Shop.Bought paper plates for my art activity,potato chips n cheezels.Wez craving for them. Second stop, Pets Station. Bought cats' food,fish food and a collar for boboy.Third stop, Cold Storage. Bought roti. And the forth and the last stop, Long John Silver. Bought fish n chicker combo offer.and then home sweet home...

boRed!

i wez surfing the net for my art lesson plans.i'm goin to teach the K1s at my child care this monday for the second tym.The last lesson wez quite orite.it went well.the children co-operated n didn't give me much problems.LucKy me~!i taught them to do a fish collage.I felt proud looking at the end product of the children's work.
i will be havin a friendly with SP tmr at 9 in the morning.damn early sey!!n i still havent pack a single thing..i'm sleepy but i juz cant get myself to sleep....
anyhow..juz wish me luck for the game tmr aite!
niTez...*muAckS*
*triPle hUgs fOr my sYg*

PoWer of LoVe ~ Spend ur tym readin this..it might b useful in a relationship

LOVE

When you think of your past love, you may view
it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on
and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of
it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, to help you
grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's
why it's called falling in love because you
don't
force yourself to fall. You just fall. You
cannot
finish a book without closing it's chapters. If
you want to go on, then you have to leave the
past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always
learning, discovering and growing. The greatest
irony of love is letting go when you need to
hold
on and holding on when you need to let go. We
lose someone we love only when we are destined
to
find someone else who can love us even more than
we can love ourselves. On falling out of love,
take some time to heal and then get beckon the
horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of
riding the same one that threw you the first
time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose
true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try
not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.>br>
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or
it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you
in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choos e to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there
were
the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not
ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to
fall in love. There was a time in our lives when
we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time
we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why
it's called falling in love.

Teacher Lin~~~

i didnt go for madrasah juz now.Wez tired.Whole day outside yesterday.Enjoyed myself.Met annisha to borrow her student card coz i nid to borrow sum books.Then met Nas at buona vista n went to skewl from there.he looked different..*winkz*..my prince charming..haha..hey dear honestly u look much much better wearing a shirt than a t-shirt.
We went to bugis from skewl.i wanted to buy a bag at bugis street.on our way there, i got a phone call from my mum.she nids me to b home to take care of faris.urrgh!spoil plan.so i tried to persuade faris to follow me coz nas n i plan to wac King Arthur.but he simply refused.geram!
Upon reaching bugis i received a call from Mum again.She brought Faris along with her to Muar.so tat means i dun nid to b back early n get to wac movie with Nas.
And so we got my bag.and wac movie at Lido.wanted to hav dinner at cahaya after the movie but itz gonna closed.so we went to 7-Eleven to get sum food.bought donuts for myself.Nas bought a spaghetti.n we ate by the roadside...
i'm nervous!i hafta start teaching tomoro!urrrghhh!!how am i gonna survive?what if i fail??aahhh...betta start doin sum preparations now...adios!

Training....training...*siCk*

Juz came back from netball trg.Kinda fun coz the gerls were all 'noisy' lyk me..so i gez tat wez y we culd get along well..especially nadia..so kecoh..so full of energy ar tat gerl..hehe..my middle finger on my left hand is swollen..it hurts..all bcoz of the ball!again!!last tym it wez my middle finger on my right hand...issshh terrible ar...
Went back with my dear juz now..Thanks dear for sending me home..Went to Burger King at CP..ate turkey bacon burger isit..watever its called...it wez nice aniwey.. Met my juniors from siling..they were from floorball trg..their trg wez from 5-9..crazie ar?...niwei wez kinda surprised the gerls train with the tazsilian coz i thot the teacher in-charge, mr dhillon..(blardy sexist!!) wez against it..yah wadeva..good for the gerls aniwae..they muz hav improved alot..gO gerls!
aniwae talking bout floorball...my toe nail is half 'dead'...yikes! cant wait to peel it off...urrrgghh...gross..dunnoe wads with my toe nails..meyb becoz of the shoes i use for trg...Take a lOok at the piC!!

indEed LOVE is blind...

well..is love blind??i hav to agree..it is blind..but love can makes U foolish too i gez..sumtym u can fall in love with sumone u hardly even know..u can cry for someone like the world has ended..isnt it foolish?
*u seems as though the whole world has offended u*
*sigh*

HaPpi anNiversaRy dEar!

skewl wez okae.everything wez fine.but something spoilt my day at skewl.well i gez its betta tat i dun mention wad wez it.i dun want any conflicts at this point of tym.but sumtyms it juz gets on my nerves.i tried my best to juz let it go.tried hard though.*sigh*
kinda excited to meet nas after skewl.well it wez our fourth mth anniversary.tym flies.wez excited coz this is the ferst tym we meet on the day of our anniversary.hehe..weird huh..
bought my mum a birthday cake at polar (JP) juz now.blackforest cake.yum yum.but my mum's not at home.so we cant eat it now.
hmm...gotta kol nas now.n yah i think i nid my rest too.my body's aching all over.n we're havin floorball tmr..
Nitez pple!muaCks!

My second boifren...boboy..

 

*sigh*...i'm tired!!!!

errr...i'm freakin tired n sleepy but i've got to wait for the transfer of foc pics to shahiz to complete..i juz got back from trg...trainin wez okae...didnt do much though..had to teach the newbies..back to basics again..well i'm kind of stressed up now..!its almost everyday that i hav sumthin on after skewl.my schedule is damn tight!!mondays n wednesdays..floorball trainin..n tuesdays fridays..netball trainin..crazie rite?*sigh*
so i'm lyk oni free on thursday!realli cant wait for AGM...den i will have more time for myself!..isnt tat great....lets count down..well exactly 1 month n 14 days..thats freakin loooonnng...arghhh!
i had my ferst visit to the childcare todae..went wif yus n vic..we actualli almost got lost while findin our way to the childcare..
the visit wez kinda fun..i bathe the kids!haha...fun..fun!
niwei...i realli cant take it animore...i want my slyp!so here i come dreamland....

anOther bOring sunday..

I had madrasah today.supposed to wake up at 10 but...but...i juz off the alarm n went back to sleep..woke up at lyk 10:55 n my claz starts at 11.15??ahah..typical lin..
We had fiqh,tauhid and Qur'an todae.supposed to hav arab but ustazah didnt turn up..went back with wani..(my ex sec mate for those who don't noe)..went to 7-eleven to buy donuts..juz cant resist those yummy donuts..yum yum..n took 911 back home...spend the whole journey in the bus reading a book..the farmer wants a wife..cant wait to finish it so i can start reading my harry potter books.
hmm at home i made myself useful by sweeping the house n lipat 2 full baskets of clothes.good gerl ar..ahaha..finally i decided to tidy up my wardrobe which wez realli in a mess..took a lonng nap after dat.
weeee..cant wait to go to child care tomoro!cant wait to see those little kids.kinda nervous too.i have to start teachin liao..scared ar!wonder how i would perform...can i be a teacher???pray hard for me aitez..niwei i got a new child care...no more waking up 8:30...ahaha...i'm attached to a child care at ang mo kio...isnt that lyk soooo far..*sigh*

Finally own those bOoks!

hmm i spend my day today with Nas..actuali had to meet my dear ulfah to get the shell card from her but i wez late so the mtg wez cancelled n so met Nas at tampines..he wez never early though..except for once i thk..he had to wait for me..rite dear??=p
niwei we planned to go to skewl to wac Armageddon..ahah..ok i noe tat movie is oreadi so lonnng ago..too bad i missed it on tv.yah the movie wez damn great!culdnt finish watchin it coz the library closes at five todae.so i brought the dvd home.we went to causeway point after tat.bought chicken bulgogi rice at seoul garden..take away n went to the food mall up there to eat..i wez bein realli irritatin i thk..ahaha..so geli sey....the food mall wez so packed with chinese.hardly can find malays.i didnt even lay a finger on the table.yikes..sowie ar dear..this is the way i wez brought up..hehe..my dad especially is very particular bout these things.then we bought a cinnamon bun from saint cinnamon.so nice..we actualli shared one bun..so ex leh..
so i went back..n gez wad i did...ahah..i immediately continued to wac Armageddon..i wez so touched at the last part...so sedih..after maghrib i went causeway point agn.this tym wif my parents n my adeq.went to popular coz faris wanted to buy spiderman book or sumthin.n i bought 4 files fer myself..n bought all 4 harry potter books..i realli want to read it n own them.it wez bloody ex of course..lucky i had $30 popular vouchers..n i bought this bag..at mini toons which has lots of hearts on it..i love it.it's onli $6.90..nas u shuld b screamin at me now..ahaha..fancy me bein ur financial planner..=P

Well here i am away from skewl again!i overslept!!supposed to hav claz at 9 but i oni woke up at 8.30..terrible!ahaa...so i'm goin 4 my next claz which is at 11..anyway i will be havin netball trainin later...with the mss gerls..tired sey...sheesh i had to take care of the netball trainings n all...maziah put me in charge of it..so i hav to hang on for this one month plus...cant wait for AGM..annual general meeting..cant wait to step down!weeeeee....!!
Well how's my new blog??tag along aite....

aura

naslin

Leaving the past

Okae..this thing is totally new to me.i decided the change from diaryland (its still on..but i wont do anithin to it)to blogspot is bcoz we can publish our pics in blogspot..but i'm still figuring out the way how to.second..it's time to change to a new diary i gez.Its time to leave the past.Leave it for real.

Aniwei..i didnt go to skewl juz now.Had a terrible cramp this morning.u noe cramps girls hav monthly.it wez really bad.didnt hav it for quite sum tym..well goin to skewl later for floorball.There is an orientation for the freshies..ciaoz..