i'm such a sweetheart

Been busy lately.
Cleaning the house.
Wiping the oh-so-many mirrors in the hse.
Its all shiny now.heh.Thanks to me!

Cleaning the dust off all my trophies.
Ermm..i wished poly would have sports' day.
It would be so fun!
I would take part in 200m, 400m n 800m.
And not forgetting the relays.
ahhh...i want sports day in poly!!

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I was being such a good girlfriend.
Ermm...no..i AM a good girlfriend.
heh.

Lemme tell u y.
Coz i baked brownies for the first time.
And its for him.

Awww..so cweet!!



All the ingredients i need for the brownies.
Not forgetting 2 eggs n salt n sugar.



Ready to bake!



While in the oven. The wait gets me anxious.




And its ready!

I've never done any baking before and so he asked me to bake him something before this raya.
Pantang dicabar kan.heh.So i took up the challenge.
I thought its gonna be tough but it was easier than i thought it would be.

Ibu said it was nice.
He said it was nice.
His mum said it was nice too.

I've never been this happy before.
*all smiles*

i'm gonna bake one more for you, dear.
since its so delicious.Heh.

peterpan rocks

erm.
thanks ulfy.
u're the best ya noe.
u noe.i noe.
*winks*

and oh ya.
thanks for sending this song too!
i'm loving it.

i love peterpan lah.
they simply rock my world.
hah.

bored.
home all day.
terawih without ibu!
i wanna go out!
yes.hopefully tomoro.
to get my raya shoes.

i'm getting bored of the net.

lost

i feel as though i'm lost.
maybe i'm too occupied with my own stuffs.
maybe i changed.
maybe they changed.

hmm..
i hope our frequency remains the same though.

meany meanies

my meanies.my strength.my everything.

Geylang trip.
With my meanies.
and him.

Its been a long time.
Since i last meet up with my girlfrens.
I miss them all!

One more outing, please!!

I'm in love with bags and shoes!
I didnt know annisha is too. only with shoes though.
Yes. I will buy that Alladin shoes!
I'm gonna settle on either brown or white.
Wellie, something sweet for someone sweet.
Hah.

Happy Birthday, my dear Mr VP.

floorball-floorball

Friendly against TP.
On a sat morning.
At TP. *soooo far*
As usual.
Overslept.
Blame it on msn.
I slept at 3+ the night before.

Met my dearie.
Took a cab down to TP.
There goes my money-money.

TP seems small.
But i like the sports complex.
Nice.

Juz 2 periods.
Ermm...i think we r cursed.
hah.
Rite Wyldkatz?

Wellie, we won.
1-0.
Err..i scored!
*yayness*

Line 1 rawks!
And Wyldkatz, winnie in my line hor.
*winks*

Headed straight home after that.
With him n aisah.

Home.Change.AND sleep after my prayers.
Had to woke after an hour.
Abah wants to break fast inJB.
yes.again.

Only the 4th day of Ramadhan.
Went to JB twice.

Prayers at a mosque in UTM.
Just about to enter the female prayer hall.
And suddenly the lights went off.
BLACKOUT!
The whole mosque was out of light.

Did maghrib in the dark.
Waited for Isyak azan which seems like forever.
Did mass Isyak prayers in the dark.
It feels nice.
I feel so close to God.
I love You, Allah.

Alhamdulillah.
Lights came back.
When we were about to start terawih.

Giant was the next stop.
Shop-Shop.
*i love*

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Pics taken during training camp. Enjoy!

spot the odd one out


Floorballers


My group during the 'caterpillar' game


Yesh.NP circle b4 sleep.


Faces of Floorballist


NP Wyldkatz. *i love them all*


During dinner. Look at my dear Mr VP beside me.


crazy catz

stone by stone

Stone by stone
Rachel Bently

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me.
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out,
You wonder what it's all about.

The wall I built you can't see
Results from insecurity.
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone,
I built a wall,
That's now so thick it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not you
Continue trying to break through.
I want so much to show myself
And love from you will really help.

So bit by bit,
Chip at my wall.
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained,
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid
To let you in;
I know I might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all.
For stone upon each stone I've stacked,
And left between them not a crack.
The only way
To make it fall is imperfections in the wall.

I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack.

For just as stone by stone was laid
With every hurt and every pain,
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces every ache.
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

Thank you, dear.
For being the one.
I'm sorry if you had difficulties
Trying to break through the wall.

floorball rawks

3 days training camp.
Hilarious.
Fun.
Tiring.
But, certainly i learnt alot of new things.

i so lurve the money game!
*20 cents!!*

i lurve my girls.
i lurve NP Wyldkatz.
i lurve them all.
i lurve my floorball family!

Had a little celebration for the oct babies.
Sorry there was no cake though.
Its nice to see them getting excited and all.
Especially when ira was screaming when she saw the balloons in the room.

wellie, congrats jase.the camp was a success.u made it happen, my dear mr VP.

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=/
once, its funny.
twice, still funny.
thrice, irritating.
i'm sure u wuldnt like it if i say that to u.
well, so wad with big ones?