Tuesday, October 26, 2004

FloorBall fReak..

I'm aLone now! well not really alone coz my second bro is still snoring on his bed.. ibu went out to visit her dentist,faris already went to school,abah still at school and i guess my other elder bros are out at work too.
And i'm going to school soon! yeaaa!! Training has resumed..ouh how i miss it so very much! Going to school earlier for iftar n i'll go off around 5+ for training.
Ok..had my madrasah exams yesterday.It was ok.I could do it.Went back with my fwen n her adeq.We took the taxi coz it was raining.Well if it was me i wouldnt.Such a waste of money! But she wanted to pay for the fare so let it be.Hehehe..
After that Ibu called to say that we buka-ing at JB. again? well the other tym we buka-ed at JB at this hotel.Fuhh! bEsh! we ate non-stop sey..hehe..but yesterday we didnt buka at any hotel..but at this plc kinda far away from the town.There were a total of 7-8 dishes for a total of 6 persons eating.Guess how much all that were for? RM40.Cheap ryte?Its only $20.Worth the time travelled mann..
After buka we went to Masjid Abu Bakar for the terawih prayers..n then went to Angsana.Juz window-shopped. Hey anyhow gez wad i only made one baju this year eh.Not even a baju kurung! Surprising huh? N maybe gonna buy one more i guess. My wardrobe is really full sey! n i still got baju rayer which i've not even put on yet.. so yah think its a waste of money to buy this year.One or maybe two is enough. Anyhow do u guys feel lyk raya-ing?I dun feel it any longer.It wasnt lyk last tym when i used to get really excited about rayer. All those feelings are gone now. Why eh? i wonder...
Hmm i feel kinda bad for going training during ramadhan actualli. I'm going to miss terawih prayers. But well guess i will do it on my own when i got back from training later.Mesti kuatkan semangat! Go amilinnnnnn...!
Anyhow people..have u guys watched Ouijia Board??Two thumbs up! Criter dier seram abes...niCe niCE!It IS a MUST watch movie...


~MiSs yOu dEaRiez~

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Happy Anniversary Dearie!

I almost forget it was today dear.How can I forget the day which marks our 7th month together? Anyhow dearie, if you didnt know my life has changed since I met you. I feel appreciated n most importantly loved. Thank You, Dear!

-Will you ever?-
I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

Sunday, October 17, 2004

Fever's gone!

iTs over! oh yea..oh yea..exams over.
No more late night studying.No more sleepless nights.
Child Development 2.1 paper this morning. It was 'okayyy'. ok as in i'll be lucky if i can manage a 'C'. I can't even crap through the paper.Come on its a theory based paper,how can i crap about theories? Anyhow, i'm just happy its over. Me and my girlfriends, Ulfah Ayu n Annisha went to the library straight after the paper. Borrowed a dvd each.n spend lyk 3 hours + watching movie.wOoHoo~ enjoy abesh! Watched Willy Wonka Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.The chocs n candies looks perfectly yummy. Then went on watching Legally Blonde 2. So mengarut! Or maybe its just me huh?Simply wont understand comedies! Well its not that i dun understand any bit, i do but i juz dun fancy watching comedies. When people laugh, i wont. When i laugh, others wont! ahaha...weird huh~
Anyhow was discussing with a friend at msn about 'malay makciks working at Old Chang Kee'. I just dont like the idea of them working there.I dont like the idea of Malays being used by others to sell stuffs which we dont even know whether its halal or not. Yes theres no Halal Certification but with these makciks, furthermore with tudungs, are giving naive Malays especially the younger generation the 'thinking' that.."oh makcik melayu jual,bole makan la".That is certainly NOT right! Well i guess i'm going to ask the makcik one of these days. Guess thats the only way i can resolve the 'confusion' i have.
Dearie, I'm going to miss you so much!

Kelebihan Solat Sunat Terawih

MALAM 1 Telah keluar orang mukmin daripada dosanya pada malam
pertama seperti ia baru lahir, dengan lain perkataan
dosanya diampunkan Allah.

MALAM 2 Diampunkan dosa orang yang sembahyang terawih serta kedua
ibu-bapanya sekiranya kedua mereka orang yang beriman.

MALAM 3 Berseru Malaikat di bawah Arasy supaya kami meneruskan
sembahyang terawih terus menerus semoga Allah mengampunkan
dosa engkau.

MALAM 4 Dapat pahala ia sebagaimana pahala orang yang membaca
kitab-kitab Taurat, Injil, Zabur dan Qur'an.

MALAM 5 Allah kurniakan baginya pahala seumpama orang yang
bersembahyang di Masjidil Haram, Masjid Madinah dan
Masjid Al-Aqsa.

MALAM 6 Allah kurniakan pahala kepadanya pahala Malaikat-malaikat
yang tawaf di Baitul Ma’mur (70 ribu Malaikat sekali tawaf),
serta setiap batu-batu dan tanah-tanah mendoakan supaya
Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa orang yang mengerjakan
sembahyang terawih pada malam ini.

MALAM 7 Seolah-olah ia dapat bertemu dengan Nabi Musa serta
menolong Nabi ‘Alaihissalam nenentang musuh ketatnya
Fir’aun dan Hamman.

MALAM 8 Allah mengurniakan pahala orang sembahyang terawih
seperti yang telah dikurniakan kepada Nabi Allah Ibrahim
'Alaihissalam.

MALAM 9 Allah kurniakan pahala dan dinaikkan mutu ibadat hambanya
seperti Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

MALAM 10 Allah Subhanahuwata’ala mengurniakan kepadanya kebaikan
di dunia dan di akhirat.

MALAM 11 Keluar ia daripada dunia (mati) bersih daripada dosa
seperti ia baru dilahirkan.

MALAM 12 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dengan muka yang bercahaya
(iaitu cahaya ibadatnya).

MALAM 13 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat dalam aman sentosa daripada
tiap-tiap kejahatan dan keburukan.

MALAM 14 Datang Malaikat menyaksikan ia bersembahyang terawih,
serta Allah tiada menyesatkannya pada hari Qiamat.

MALAM 15 Semua Malaikat yang menanggung ‘Arasy, Kursi, berselawat
dan mendoakannya supaya Allah mengampunkannya.

MALAM 16 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tuliskan baginya terlepas dari
neraka dan dimasukkan ke dalam Syurga.

MALAM 17 Allah kurniakan orang yang berterawih pahalanya pada
malam ini sebanyak pahala Nabi-Nabi.

MALAM 18 Seru Malaikat, "Hai hamba Allah, sesungguhnya Allah telah
redha kepada engkau dan ibubapa engkau (yang masih hidup
atau mati)

MALAM 19 Allah Subhanahu Wata’ala tinggikan darjatnya di dalam Syurga
Firdaus.

MALAM 20 Allah kurniakan kepadanya pahala sekelian orang yang mati
syahid dan orang-orang solihin.

MALAM 21 Allah binakan sebuah istana dalam Syurga daripada Nur.

MALAM 22 Datang ia pada hari Qiamat aman daripada tiap-tiap dukacita
dan kerisauan (tidaklah dalam keadaan huru-hara di Padang
Mahsyar).

MALAM 23 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala binakan kepadanya sebuah bandar
di dalam Syurga.

MALAM 24 Allah buka peluang 24 doa yang mustajab bagi orang
berterawih malam ini, (elok sekali berdoa ketika dalam
sujud).

MALAM 25 Allah Taala angkatkan daripadanya siksa kubur.

MALAM 26 Allah kurniakan kepada orang berterawih pahala pada malam
ini seumpama 40 tahun ibadat.

MALAM 27 Allah kurniakan orang berterawih pada malam ini
ketangkasan melintas atas titian Sirotolmustaqim
seperti kilat menyambar.

MALAM 28 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala akan darjatnya 1000 darjat
di akhirat.

MALAM 29 Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala kurniakan kepadanya pahala 1000
kali haji yang mabrur.

MALAM 30 Allah beri penghormatan kepada orang berterawih pada malam
terakhir ini yang teristimewa sekali, lalu berfirman:
"Hai hambaKu : makanlah segala jenis buah-buahan yang engkau
ingini hendak makan di dalam syurga, dan mandilah engkau
daripada air syurga yang bernama Salsabil, serta minumlah air
daripada telaga yang dikurniakan kepada Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.
yang bernama ‘Al-Kauthar’."

-Wallahu'alam

Thursday, October 14, 2004

*Exam Fever*

Juz finished studying for one of my papers, Child Development.Well not exactly finished with it but yah i gez i covered most of it.There's so much to memorise! Studied outside alone today.Aslinda accompanied me studying the last two nights. But she culdnt make it tonight.The reason why i have to study outside is because i could not concentrate (too many distractions) inside! especially in my room..cant resist the temptation to SLEEP! Studied at home in the day..inside my room..like i said..i slept! Its freaking irritating! Actually its kinda scary outside when u r alone..Imagine someone tapping ur shoulders at 12 midnite like what Nas said..Actually dear,i decided to stop studying after your call..menakutkan orang jek with all your nonsense 'ideas'. =P
Met Nas the last two days to study together.Met him on Monday,went to school to study. Tueaday at Kembangan CC. It was unplanned though. Met Faizah later that day at 7+ to photocopy notes that I've misplaced at Tampines n then went straight home.
Anyhow we might be going airport to study tmr, i mean me n nas.
*NitEs dEariE!LurVe ya LotS!*
Happy Studying PeePz!

Monday, October 11, 2004

hOme aLone!

I'm at home all alone!
With Boboy loyally accompanying me right at my side.
Went to madrasah today to take my Oral for yassin. Had to memorise 20 ayats. n yah i did it! N becoz i did not memorise anything during classes, i had to recite all 20 ayats to get another 10 marks.Ustazah said she allocated 10 marks for it.
Anyhow,Abah fetched me from masjid.Supposed to follow my parents to a wedding at pasir ris but i was juz plain lazy n tired.maybe becoz i'm fasting today.
Came back,went straight into my room n onto the BED!n slept like a pig! tsk!tsk!
woke up onli at 6+...lucky there wez enuf time for my asar.Fried myself an egg, and had rice with chicken curry with fried egg + keropok! yummy!
wanted to start studying but i got myself stucked infront of the comp.hee~!
Anyhow, went to JB with my pwecious yesterday. We went in a bit late coz he thot we were not goin JB n he did not bring his passport so had to travel all the way to kembangan from school, n travel all the way back to woodlands. We went City Square.Where else can we go?Caught a movie, Windstruck some jap movie i thk. Kinda boring! We merely spend the whole day at city square.Came back only at 11+. hee.. n watched cinderella story dvd which i bought from JB after washing up n all with Faris.Very nice show! kinda sad too!
~Thanks dear for spending the day with me! Lurve ya! *muAcks* flying kisses for u,catch it dear!~

The Boy is Mine!

Me: Excuse me, can I please talk to you for a minute
Her: uh huh, sure, you know you look kinda familiar

Me: Yeah, you do too but, hmm..
I just wanted to know do you know
somebody named you..
you know his name.

Her: Oh, yeah definitely I know his name.

Me: I just wanted to let you know he's mine.

You need to give it up.
Had about enough.
It's not hard to see,
the boy is mine.
Im sorry that u
seem to be confused
he belongs to me
the boy is mine

I think it's time we got this straight,
let's sit and talk face to face.
There is no way you could mistake him for your man,
Are you insane?

See I know that you may be
just a bit jealous of me.
Cause' you're blind if you can't see
that his love is all in me.

See I tried to hesitate,
I didn't want to say what he told me.
He said without me
he couldn't make it through the day,
ain't that a shame.

And maybe you misunderstood,
'Cause I can't see how he could
wanna change something that's so good.
All of my love was all it took

Must you do the things you do,
Keep on acting like a fool
You need to know it's me not you
And if you didn't know it, girl it's true.

I think that you should realize,
And try to understand why
He is a part of my life
I know it's killing you inside.

You can say what you wanna say.
What we have you can't take.
From the truth you can't escape .
I can tell the real from the fake.

When will you get the picture.
You're the past, and I'm future
Get away it's my time to shine
if you didn't know the boy is mine.

You can't destroy this love I've found
Your silly games I won't allow
The boy is mine without a doubt
You might as well throw in the towel

What makes you think that he wants you,
when I'm the one that brought him to
This special place that's in my heart
Cause he was my love right from the start

~someone's lost is another ones gain.im really happy to be wif him.im really glad i've met him. i love him for who he is. i dun want to hear or read wad others says abt him or me. i love the way we are.yes i do.~

On my birthday!




The chocolate cake with blueberries + vanilla fresh cream Ibu bought for me!





Me & Ibu

Teacher Lin




Conducting a music lesson with the kids..





During my art lesson assessment..

Wyldkatz




3 quater of AURA ayu,me,ulfah..

Saturday, October 09, 2004

2 dOwn,1 mOre to Go!

Having school later at 2.Have to set up a learning centre in class.Our very last project.WoOhOo~!
Financial Managament Test tmr at 9..Might be goin JB after the test.
No more training due to exams.BoriNg~!It will resume only on the 25th i guess. Club training supposed to start tmr but there are no courts available.Anyhow i wont be able to attend coz of the test.Go...sQuireTtes!!

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

3 more tO gO!!

weee~~ we r down to only 3 group assignments + PQS presentation..
Just got back from the child care.Today was our last visit there. hmmm i think i'm goin to miss the kids.I will only be coming back in december.=(
went out for a field trip to bishan park with the kids.really feel lyk a real teacher.hee~ we fly the kites,blow up balloons..blow bubbles.Had so much fun. the kids were really enjoying themselves.Told the K1 children that today was my last tym at the centre.They just looked at me wide-eyed..and said nothing.they sure are goin to miss me!I bought them some kind of party 'sweets'.bought from the value shop.I bought different kind of snacks and packed it into small party bags for the k1 kids.
Anyhow,i got to be at school today at 4 sharp to submit my FP assignment which i did yesterday till like 5 in the morning.having training later.woahh..how am i goin to tahan?..1 hour plus of sleep + training later..sheesh...