with your smiles and your jokes,
it always brighten up my day.
you have a unique way
to show me that i'm yours.
making fun of me has
always been your hobby.
but that's your way of showing it.
did i tell you?
your smile makes me smile too.
your laughter makes me laugh too.
thank god i found you.

so ivp has ended.

we finished 4th this year.
after the defeat against nyp.
who would have thought so when we were leading.

i didnt cry that day.
i know i played my best.
i know my team mates did their best.
so the defeat didnt affect me in any way.

i'm thankful that i've found a team.
a team so full of spirit.
the 'winning team' as described by dennis.
we'll be back next ivp!
sweetest defender? me! *winks*

ntu ivp squad 2008




|jealousy is a part of me.|
i'm sorry.

the semis ended with a defeat.
we lost to sim.
complacency?
maybe.
being the underdogs work to their advantage.
honestly, credits goes to their coach, fathi.
he bring out the best in the few 'experienced' players he has.
congrats.

hmm yep..i cried.
i wanted it badly.
really really bad.
i've never gone this far for ivp throughout my years in np.
the game ended with a draw.
so we had extra time, golden goal.
they scored during the 20+ seconds.
it was so so close!

i broke down immediately after the final whistle.
coz i know it was my fault.
i didnt step up to the shooter.
i left the court with the deepest regret ever.
thanks girls for the support.
u all are my pillar.

my impression of dennis changed yesterday.
i had always known him as the 'mean' one.
but he proved me wrong.
that phone call meant a lot.
he wanted me to stay strong for my team mates.
what touched me most was when he apologised to me.
he took all the blame himself.
to him, the defeat was his fault.
but to me, we're all a team.
no one's to blame.

i'm gona walk into the court this thurs with fire in me.
no more fear.
and i'm gona leave the court without any regrets.
coz i'm gona make sure that mistake won't repeat itself.

let's pray.

Dearie,

I’m wishing you another year

Of laughter, joy and fun,

Surprises, love and happiness,

And when your birthday’s done,

I hope you feel deep in your heart,

As your birthdays come and go,

How very much you mean to me,

More than you can know.

Happy 26th Birthday, dear!
mwahs.

i am just done watching Flight 93.
its one of the flights that has been hijacked,
on September 11.
however, it didnt succeed to hit its target,
white house or capitol building.
coz of the brave and courageous passengers and crews.

i seriously dun understand these terrorists.
they claim to be muslims,
saying they doing all these coz of Allah's will.
Does Allah teach us killings, bombing,
and ending lives of innocent pple?
definitely not.
they claim these to be jihad.
fighting for Allah, for Islam.
but i gez they only think about themselves.
oh end the war pls.

becoz of these terrorists,
muslims get looked down upon by others.
others began to fear muslims.
but pls understand that Islam does not teach all these.

and coz of them terrorists too,
my parents forbid me to go thailand.
boohoo.

school have resumed.
back to hostel.

ohs. i miss waking up late!

IVP going on.
yes i made it to the team.
and we made it to the semis.
yayness.

love is always comes in between us.