i gained 50 bucks for helping out at sentosa,
but lost almost $600 worth of phone.

its sucky.
i have only me to blame.
the careless me.

its so hard to make you understand me.
maybe what we need is a short break.
distance is sometimes a cure.

i miss him.

aku berlari.
untuk mencari ketenangan diri.

currently emotionally unstable.
it feels good when u let it all out.
really good.
wellie, just that i had a bitching session,
with one of my gf. heh.
and after all the bitchings,
we came to a conclusion.
boys are stupid. mind u not men ok.
and mother-in-laws are mean.
hah.
WE ARE THE MEAN ONES.
oohs. i forgot.
afterall i am a meanie rite.
muahaha. *evil laughter*

anyways,
when people are bz mugging for exams,
i can afford a trip to kl this weekend.
cool rite.
and i really cant wait.

ermm absence makes the heart grows fonder.
so goodbyes!
may the distance do us some good!

i wore a ring yesterday.
which my cousin bought from the states.
obviously not for me.
its a unique ring which will change its colors,
depending on the personality of the person wearing it.
and when i wore it,
it changed to green.
and he said i'm an emotional person.
got to agree with that.
i am indeed an emotional person.
i can get angry, upset, sad, cry at the slightest things.
but i can get over it fast.
the next moment i can be happy,
and not even remember what i've said.
unpredictable. yes. maybe.
but an emotional person,
i believe,
need to be assured most of the time,
need to be cared for,
need to be loved.
and sentimental values,
are important to an emotional person.

sometimes humans may tend to forget.
they become neglectful.
and take things for granted.
its true that,
you'll be more appreciative of someone,
when they're gone.
we'll then feel the absence.
and only start to realise our mistake.
but its always too late.
coz you can't turn back time.
and then you'll start to regret.
and start feeling sorry.
and its just too bad.

so cherish your dear ones,
before they're gone.

cuzzie,
i wasn't ready. definitely not.
how can i not see it coming?
when truth sinks in, it felt really painful.
but dont worry. i'm happy for you.

this is the last time.
sweet memories.

assignments over.
and i cant wait to get over my exams.

i need that getaway soon, mister.

oh well.
i found out today.
that ntu is in the same group as np.
something which i fear came true.
how can i bring myself to play against them.