on cloud 9

date.

movie.

lunch.

shopping. *i love*

i'm loving you more each day.

sorry.

we won.
but i didnt feel the victory.

unhappy.
upset.

sorry girls.
i lost my temper.

i am a bad leader.
i am a bad captain.

i think they made a mistake appointing me as your captain.
i know some of you are unhappy with the fact that i am the captain right from the beginning.

i am sorry.

bear with me.

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its really bothering me.
i dun lyk the way players are treating their fellow mates.
blaming the keeper everytime a goal is concede.

think.

why in the first place the ball got into the goalpost?

wheres the defenders?

wheres the midfields?

wheres the forwards?

a goal that is concede is never a keeper's fault.never.

if you cant respect your mates as players, respect them as humans.
humans deserves RESPECT from you.

KL trip

5 days in KL.
it was ooo-kay.
just okay.
heh.

why?
becoz i didnt really get to shop!
nOt fUn!

missing floorball.
missing my baby (thats my stick).
missing my friends.
missing the blue track.
missing the ball.

cant wait for training later.
frenly with YJC.
Lets kick some ass Wyldkatz.hah.

Met Syahidah.
Met Azri.
Met Annisha.
Met Nasaruddin.
Met Rasyid.
i miss going for MSS events.
that explains my presence.
actually i miss them all.

hmmm...

my birthday

birthday.
with my loved one.

you're just too sweet.
that's why i'm addicted to you.

i'm afraid i'll get diabetes ya noe.
heh.



My birthday cake


najib n me


the gift (he made it all by himself...hmmm)


another gift


him

baby aj

Dearest Aisah,
Today's entry is solely dedicated for you on your birthday.
*winkz*



Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Aisah,
Happy Birthday to you.

Everyone should have a friend like you.
You are so much fun to be with.
And you make a perfect friend.
You crack me up with laughter.
And touch my heart with your kindness.
You have a wonderful ability.
To know when to offer advice.
And when to just remain quiet.
To sit and give me your support.
Time after time.
I've realized how fortunate I am.
In my life which includes you.
I really do believe that
Everybody should have a friend like you.
But so far it looks like
You are one of a kind!

Thank you Aisah.
Thank you for the friendship.
Thank you for everything.

P.S.: Despite everything, your captain still loves you just the way you are. Just look at the pic!

only u n me

a new beginning.
that's a promise.

learning to love you more each day.

patient.
determined.
understanding.
sweet.
that's you.

it's now..
about you,
about me,
about us,
i promise.

lurve you dearie.

a new chapter begins

dumb.
yes.
thats me.

stupid.
yes.
who else.
but me.

trying.
i am.
my best.
to hate you.

though i cant.
i have to.
to learn.
to let go of u.

bye.

the chapter ends here.
and a new one will begin soon.

dumb me!

one paper for exams.
which ended today.
its holidays.
finally.

went out with my meanies.
fun. fun. fun.
pics.pics.pics.
nothing else by the river.
thats wad the meanies always do =)

i thot the day would end just the way it started.
but i was wrong.
y muz u break it to me now?
i was not ready.
certainly not.
but.
certainly that wez the perfect bday gift ever.
thanks.

you went so far away.i dun think my hands could ever reach out to you.

i should have seen it coming.
i was fooled.
nah..i think i am dumb!
stupidest & dumbest gerl in the whole wide world.

yea.stupid me.

the wound was just about to heal.
but gez it will never stop bleeding now.

you.
take care.
i'll live, dun worry.
you are in your own world now.
i'm in mine.
dun think we'll ever cross path again.
but if we ever do.
juz promise me.
i'll get that stare.
u gave me the first time u lay your eyes on me.
bye.

-tears are falling again-