wyldkatz, i may not be with you
but my spirit will always be there with u.
make me proud, girls.
i was so nervous for 'my' girls just now.
(yes ulfy, aisah they are still mine!)
i felt i was actually going to play for them.
how i wish!

i wish you knew.
how my heart long for the old times.
i was blind.
i was selfish.
i was spoiled by ur love.
so near yet so far.
thats how i feel.
we seem to be like in 2 different boats.
sailing away from each other.
don't let me drift away.
coz i truly love you.

today, it was settled.

i had to meet my VP.

apparently this James boy,

the one i was talking about in my previous entry.

he took malay in pri 1. he was in another sch then.

he was absent for 6 months frm sch after the 1st sem.

and joined our sch later when he was in p2.

he was having problems with the previous sch.

he has been failing his malay since p1.

and now mum is blaming me.

how fair is that?

thing is the boy has already given up.

he told his form teacher that he doesnt like malay.

so how much can i help?

i dont mind going the extra mile.

but cant the mum be a bit more appreciative of what we had done for him.

we sacrificed our time to have personal remedial with him.

what more does she want?

i'm trying my best to take everything positively.

its definitely a learning experience for me.

a quote to live by,

"i touch the future. i teach"

-Christa McAuliffe

and so i've come to a conclusion,

when there is love, there is pain.

i wonder how my friends are doing..

those who are working..

those who are schooling..

and not forgettin one who is abroad.

i so miss school!

i so miss the company!

and i so miss the laughter that we shared...

so when are we going for raya outing?

any plans meanies....fellow joyriders?

i'm looking forward to the weekends.

and yessa i survived the week.

yey! what day is tomorrow?

FRIDAY! and friday means a day more to Saturday.

weeee~!

after calculating the marks,

i have 3 failures in my p4.

i have no idea what's happenin to them.

coz the p4 paper is so so easy to score!

have yet to get back my p3 papers from my colleagues.

talking about p3, i have this chi boy in my class.

yes. he's taking malay.

and i gave him remedial evry tues and thurs.

ADHD boy. always in his own world in class.

and mum doesnt believe us.

instead she blames the teachers.

he has written nothing for his SA2 compo!

when i already asked him to at least write the helping words down.

he wrote nothing..nothing!

and best thing...the mum wrote a letter to MOE,

asking them what kind of teachers does Sembawang has.

she just refuse to believe that her son has no interest in studies.

and now i have to meet my VP to talk about him.

such a pain in the ass lah this people. so geram!

i was informed which level i'll be teaching next yr.

will be sticking to the present time-table.

that means taking the p5 and p6 em3.

but good news is that i'm taking the good p3 and p4.

i'm just hoping and praying that Rafi boy will b in another class.