life @ nie is not as what i thought it wuld be.
or maybe my friends here are not like me.
they are super-on!
bleaaaargh!

i wouldnt sit at the first row in class!
i'll be the laid back one at the back of the class.
i wouldnt be the one who does reading before lectures!
you'll see me reading notes only for assignments.
in short, only if i have to.

i miss my poly days.
really!
i'm the latecomer.
i'm the one eating at the back.
i'm the daydreamer.
i cant afford to be just me here!
pretence. pretence.

this feeling.
of.
insecurity.

shoo. dun bother me.

someone told me a lie.
disappointed.
very.
sorry?
u're forgiven.
but the scar won't go away.

so i'm a school GIRL once more.
ohh isnt that great?
i so wanted to join nie.ntu.
and so my dream came true.
ayu, remember us discussing abt joinin nie?
and here i am with u. pursuing our dreams to b a teacher.

leaving in hostel now.
we call it hall.
a new sch.
a new environment.
a whole lot of new friends too.

do come and pay me a visit at my hall.
hehe.
and ntufloorball, here i come.

and oh..did i mention?
i have no classes on friday.
so so nice.

ulfy,
happy 21st birthday babe.
like i said, a year added, a year older.
080808 is over. but..
someone will sure find the key to ur heart.
hehe. *winks*

and everyone,
happy holidays!