iT sUcKs

i might be mean.
i might be selfish.
but its for the team.
its for your team.
our team.

put yourself in my shoes.
being a captain.
u think its easy?
u think its for fame?
try it.

it sucks.
when u dont wanna cooperate.
i dun ask for much.
all i ask for is...
your support.

i dun care now.

-some people juz dont noe how to appreciate your presence and effort-

endurance

Been super busy lately.
mon-skewl
tues-skewl+floorball
wed to fri- childcare (thurs-floorball)
sat-my only rest day
sun-madrasah+wac his floorball match
apart from all these, i still need to prepare my lesson plans n materials for my 6 lessons and 2 learning corners.
*shakes head*
i'm so looking forward to 2nd september when all ends!
and to think i no longer need to go for attachment at childcare next semester!!

-trying hard to get my freaking mentor out of my mind-

missing my old childcare badly...

endure.endure.

loads to be done.

byez.

~it is still you i think about every night~

I want you to stay, friends, til the end.

Friends.
I'm sorry.
If I've left you.
In the dark for all these times.

I thought I was strong.
Strong enough to go through this alone.
But.
Certainly not.

I still need you.
All of you.
To stand by me.

Yes.
No one is perfect.
I should not have asked for more.
Coz when I met you, my friends.
I could'nt ask for anyone better.

I love you all.
AURA, I miss you all.
Really do.

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i hate it.

when you think he's the bad guy.

he's not.

certainly not.

u only know the other side of the story.

n please dun pretend u noe everything.

lost the trust in u.

u blew it all away.

A second too late

I turned back.
Turned back to look at him.
To look back at that someone.
That someone who touched my heart.

But.
I was too late.
A second too late.

He moved on.
Moving on further and further.
Further away from me.


the tears keep falling n falling without an end.
wouldnt want to say goodbye.
afraid that i mite lose u forever.

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Menunggumu - Chrisye feat Peterpan

Di dalam sebuah cinta
Terdapat bahasa
Yang mengalun indah
Mengisi jiwa
Merindukan kisah
Kita berdua
Yang tak pernah bisa
Akan terlupa

Bila rindu ini masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah tanya untukmu
Harus berapa lama aku menunggumu
Aku menunggumu

Di dalam masa indah
Saat bersamamu
Yang tak pernah bisa
Akan terlupa
Pandangan matanya

Menghancurkan jiwa
Dengan segenap cinta
Aku bertanya

Aku menunggumu

Dalam hati ku menunggu
Dalam hati ku menunggu
Aku..
Dalam lelah ku menunggu
Dalam lelah ku menunggu
Aku..
Masih menunggu

Bila rindu ini masih milikmu
Kuhadirkan sebuah...
Harus berapa lama, harus berapa lama
Aku menunggumu, aku menunggumu...