down with fever.

still doing relief for that sick teacher.

kids are making me crazy.

and i'm losing the sweetness in my voice.

muahaha.

cikgu amilin rock lah.

seeing you smiling makes me want to smile too.

forgot that i was supposed to be angry.

you.

i miss you.

immature love says: " i love you because i need you."

mature love says: " i need you because i love you."

enough.

period.

i dont like mean people.

if you want people to understand you,

why don't you try to understand others too?

where'd you go?

i miss you so

seems like its been forever

that you've been gone

please come back home

She said somedays I feel like shit

Somedays I wanna quit

and just be normal for a bit

I don't understand why youhave to always be gone

I get along but your trips always feel so long

And I find myself trying to stay by the phone

Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone

But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call

And when I pick up I don't have much to say,

so I want you to know it's a little fucked up that

I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating

Telling you that I've had it with you and your career

Me and the rest of the family here singing

again why don't you try to appreciate me while i'm still around?

second day at work at Sembawang Primary.

very tiring!

for the first three days, i have to do observation.

of different classes in all levels.

today while i was half awake at the back of the class (because its in the mornin la!),

had a surprise visit from the clerk.

well it was bad news for me.

i had to relief for another malay teacher.

and the bad news is that he happens to take all the rotten apples.

primary 3 wasnt so bad.

primary 5 & 6 was a killer.

because they are the em3 students.

they just wont listen to you.

especially the boys.

kinda looking forward to monday.

will finally start teaching.

will be doing the learning support program.

which is for the weaker students.

oh well..just wish me luck.

at least it'll be with the younger kids.

mwahs.

missing you mister.

firstly, i already got my posting.

will be teaching in Sembawang Primary School.

and lucky me..

i'm teaching the lower primary,

in the afternoon session.

lucky coz at least i get more sleep.

heh.

had to attend a teachers preparatory course earlier on.

been such a long time since i last had a lecture.

at least the company that i had was great.

nice bunch of people.

makes me recall my poly days.

how we used to be so noisy and giggly.

and guess who i met during the course?

"girlie!"

muahaha...

aura, u shuld noe who.

its her. yes ambiga.

remember how we used to hate her saying it..

Banquet just opened in Causeway Point.

that is pretty good news to me.

i've been longing to have one near my home.

and its so big...

best!

another long day tomorrow..

nites all.

*triple hugs for my mister*

"oh dale, here i come!"

everyday,

i look forward to..

talking to you..

at night.

but,

most of the time,

you'll be too tired to talk.

"its ok. at least i get to hear his voice."

i thought i was strong.

but no.

i cried because i miss you too much.

again appreciate me while i'm still here.

i wrote your name in the sky,

but the wind blew it away.

i wrote your name in the sand,

but the waves washed it away.

i wrote your name in my heart,

and forever it will stay.

feels great that the comp is ok now.

behave well ok.

woke up this mornin when i received a call from ulfy.

and..

found out that Samphors has left cpcdo.

she's this girl whom we are close to at the orphanage.

shocking news early in the morning.

apparently she left to work.

*sigh*

and no one bothered to inform us!

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some people just never change.

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i wish the rollercoaster will stop now that we are on top.