dunbotheraskforme

great.
when she most needed ur support.
this is wad she gets.
everyone's pointing their fingers at her.
why?
why must it be that way?
She didn't want it to end.
but it wasn't her choice.
it was theirs.
just leave her alone and don't bother ask her anything.
she's not even sure herself.

-end-

it's the beginning of the end...
...
...
...
...
-end-
the
tears
wont
go
away
i'm
sorry
too
i
know
the
wound
in
my
heart
wont
stop
bleeding

Love me,Love me not?

The match today was great.
Though we lost.
10-1.
But it was a really good scoreline because the game was against Moosettez.
And to think that our keeper is not a keeper.
Well she's a player.
This was her first time becoming one.
Moosettez is the number one team in Division 1.
That explains why i'm happy with the result.

Anyway i'm in a sappy mood now.
Not sure why.
Thinking so much about friends and relationship lately.
~Segala pertemuan akan berakhir dengan perpisahan walaupun tanpa kerelaan~

stucked in boredom

i'm stucked at home on a weekend.
bored.
attempting to complete my 5page child development essay.
received another warning letter.
for AST.shitz.
n to think that i skipped another lecture yesterday.
DEAD.
received one for EC the other time.
*sigh*
i wanna go out!
but i'm not even sure where i wanna go n with who.
all my frenz are busy.either with their assessment or work.
i'm bored.bored.bored.bored.
somebody.help me.get me out of this boredom.
k lin.
stop it.

time of the year

DPIP assignment done.
Now stucked with Child Development essay.
Darn.
I have to switch on my crappiness to get it done.
autism.autism.autism.autism.autism.
ok.
i'm bored.
niwaes i worked from 6-11pm juz now with JinLong.
eewww..how i 'enjoy' working with him.
JinLong is chi guy who is so darn irritating.people say he lyks me.
ewww..pukes.
aniwaes yah we were collecting the hello kitty magnets.i got 20 of it today.
at first i thot it wez so ah-lian-ish to collect all these hello kitty stuffs.but they r cute.
nice.nice.
counting the days to freedom.
04-03-05 to 29-03-05
25 more days to freedom.
that makes 20 more days to our first paper.
oh noooooo...PANIC!!!
2 weeks and 6 days.
damn.
n to think i dun even noe what to study.
sheeeeshhhh......
aura~we'll go thru this together aite.hold on girls.
dearie~am missing those times.
aisah n sue~luv ya both.

skewl n assignments driving me nUts

yiihaaaa!!
My FP Mathematics assessment is over!
Its over!
wOohoo...
i can finally sleep n eat like i used to-tats wad zuzarte said..
those who doesnt know who's zuzarte..
wellie she's my FP lecturer and she was the one who assessed me..
u might think its good to get my own lecturer BUT she's strict..
very strict!
i wez scared lyk hell~!
but hack..its over now!
aniwae i muz tell all about this..
i duno why but the kids were extremely notorious on that day..
they were being extremely difficult with me..
n they wouldnt cooperate with me..
ooh seriously they were testing my patience..
there's this boy who said 'celaka' to me thrice!!
why?
bcoz i wuldnt let him go to the math learning corner coz he needs to finish up his worksheet..
i juz snapped at him and said..
"if u're goin to say it once again,i'm goin to report to teacher baida(their form teacher)"...
luckily tat made him shut up!
oh yah i passed my assessment..
well but zuzarte said it wasnt good..wadeva~
its realli good tat i passed..
phew!one burden off my shoulders.
aniwae i still cant celebrate yet..theres lyk tonnes of assignments tat are waiting to be done..

1. DPIP group assignment-newsletter,activity kit n 10pg proposal
2. CDEV individual essay writing on autism
3. SYC pair work-50% of the module..freak!
4. EC-sumthin like a mini speech..in class assignment
5. AST mini speech-promoting a product in 2.5 mins to m.5 mins..in class assignmt

i think tats about it..oh maybe theres more..not quite sure..
i realli cant wait to get over everything..
but theres one thing i'm going to miss most..
the floorball matches during the weekends..
well its the only thing tat drives me through the whole one week of school..
we are almost finish with the league n theres lyk 3 or 4 more matches to go..
awww..i'm sooo gonna miss the games..
i'm sooo gonna miss Squirrettes despite the few 'unhappiness' thats been going on..
i'm gonna miss everything..

*its been on mind since i duno when.i dun feel i'm in charge animore.u self appointed urself n u make every decision.how fair is tat when its supposed to be me doing everything.u had urs then.now its my tym to shine.well not juz u.its both of u.i have to make sum changes.i had enuf listening to u goin on n on about ur feelings but u never spared a thought for others.i'm sure am very happy if u will leave.both of u.i appreciate ur help very much.but i had enuf.i've seen everythin now.juz leave.becoz thats wad u always wanted.bye.*