Saturday, July 31, 2004

boRed!

i wez surfing the net for my art lesson plans.i'm goin to teach the K1s at my child care this monday for the second tym.The last lesson wez quite orite.it went well.the children co-operated n didn't give me much problems.LucKy me~!i taught them to do a fish collage.I felt proud looking at the end product of the children's work.
i will be havin a friendly with SP tmr at 9 in the morning.damn early sey!!n i still havent pack a single thing..i'm sleepy but i juz cant get myself to sleep....
anyhow..juz wish me luck for the game tmr aite!
niTez...*muAckS*
*triPle hUgs fOr my sYg*

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

PoWer of LoVe ~ Spend ur tym readin this..it might b useful in a relationship

LOVE

When you think of your past love, you may view
it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on
and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of
it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.

Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, to help you
grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's
why it's called falling in love because you
don't
force yourself to fall. You just fall. You
cannot
finish a book without closing it's chapters. If
you want to go on, then you have to leave the
past as you turn the pages.

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always
learning, discovering and growing. The greatest
irony of love is letting go when you need to
hold
on and holding on when you need to let go. We
lose someone we love only when we are destined
to
find someone else who can love us even more than
we can love ourselves. On falling out of love,
take some time to heal and then get beckon the
horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of
riding the same one that threw you the first
time.

To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to
expose
true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try
not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.>br>
Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or
it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you
in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choos e to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there
were
the things that helped you grow.

Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take
but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.

Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not
ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to
fall in love. There was a time in our lives when
we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time
we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why
it's called falling in love.

Monday, July 26, 2004

Teacher Lin~~~

i didnt go for madrasah juz now.Wez tired.Whole day outside yesterday.Enjoyed myself.Met annisha to borrow her student card coz i nid to borrow sum books.Then met Nas at buona vista n went to skewl from there.he looked different..*winkz*..my prince charming..haha..hey dear honestly u look much much better wearing a shirt than a t-shirt.
We went to bugis from skewl.i wanted to buy a bag at bugis street.on our way there, i got a phone call from my mum.she nids me to b home to take care of faris.urrgh!spoil plan.so i tried to persuade faris to follow me coz nas n i plan to wac King Arthur.but he simply refused.geram!
Upon reaching bugis i received a call from Mum again.She brought Faris along with her to Muar.so tat means i dun nid to b back early n get to wac movie with Nas.
And so we got my bag.and wac movie at Lido.wanted to hav dinner at cahaya after the movie but itz gonna closed.so we went to 7-Eleven to get sum food.bought donuts for myself.Nas bought a spaghetti.n we ate by the roadside...
i'm nervous!i hafta start teaching tomoro!urrrghhh!!how am i gonna survive?what if i fail??aahhh...betta start doin sum preparations now...adios!

Saturday, July 24, 2004

Training....training...*siCk*

Juz came back from netball trg.Kinda fun coz the gerls were all 'noisy' lyk me..so i gez tat wez y we culd get along well..especially nadia..so kecoh..so full of energy ar tat gerl..hehe..my middle finger on my left hand is swollen..it hurts..all bcoz of the ball!again!!last tym it wez my middle finger on my right hand...issshh terrible ar...
Went back with my dear juz now..Thanks dear for sending me home..Went to Burger King at CP..ate turkey bacon burger isit..watever its called...it wez nice aniwey.. Met my juniors from siling..they were from floorball trg..their trg wez from 5-9..crazie ar?...niwei wez kinda surprised the gerls train with the tazsilian coz i thot the teacher in-charge, mr dhillon..(blardy sexist!!) wez against it..yah wadeva..good for the gerls aniwae..they muz hav improved alot..gO gerls!
aniwae talking bout floorball...my toe nail is half 'dead'...yikes! cant wait to peel it off...urrrgghh...gross..dunnoe wads with my toe nails..meyb becoz of the shoes i use for trg...Take a lOok at the piC!!




Friday, July 23, 2004

indEed LOVE is blind...

well..is love blind??i hav to agree..it is blind..but love can makes U foolish too i gez..sumtym u can fall in love with sumone u hardly even know..u can cry for someone like the world has ended..isnt it foolish?
*u seems as though the whole world has offended u*
*sigh*

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

HaPpi anNiversaRy dEar!

skewl wez okae.everything wez fine.but something spoilt my day at skewl.well i gez its betta tat i dun mention wad wez it.i dun want any conflicts at this point of tym.but sumtyms it juz gets on my nerves.i tried my best to juz let it go.tried hard though.*sigh*
kinda excited to meet nas after skewl.well it wez our fourth mth anniversary.tym flies.wez excited coz this is the ferst tym we meet on the day of our anniversary.hehe..weird huh..
bought my mum a birthday cake at polar (JP) juz now.blackforest cake.yum yum.but my mum's not at home.so we cant eat it now.
hmm...gotta kol nas now.n yah i think i nid my rest too.my body's aching all over.n we're havin floorball tmr..
Nitez pple!muaCks!

Monday, July 12, 2004

*sigh*...i'm tired!!!!

errr...i'm freakin tired n sleepy but i've got to wait for the transfer of foc pics to shahiz to complete..i juz got back from trg...trainin wez okae...didnt do much though..had to teach the newbies..back to basics again..well i'm kind of stressed up now..!its almost everyday that i hav sumthin on after skewl.my schedule is damn tight!!mondays n wednesdays..floorball trainin..n tuesdays fridays..netball trainin..crazie rite?*sigh*
so i'm lyk oni free on thursday!realli cant wait for AGM...den i will have more time for myself!..isnt tat great....lets count down..well exactly 1 month n 14 days..thats freakin loooonnng...arghhh!
i had my ferst visit to the childcare todae..went wif yus n vic..we actualli almost got lost while findin our way to the childcare..
the visit wez kinda fun..i bathe the kids!haha...fun..fun!
niwei...i realli cant take it animore...i want my slyp!so here i come dreamland....

anOther bOring sunday..

I had madrasah today.supposed to wake up at 10 but...but...i juz off the alarm n went back to sleep..woke up at lyk 10:55 n my claz starts at 11.15??ahah..typical lin..
We had fiqh,tauhid and Qur'an todae.supposed to hav arab but ustazah didnt turn up..went back with wani..(my ex sec mate for those who don't noe)..went to 7-eleven to buy donuts..juz cant resist those yummy donuts..yum yum..n took 911 back home...spend the whole journey in the bus reading a book..the farmer wants a wife..cant wait to finish it so i can start reading my harry potter books.
hmm at home i made myself useful by sweeping the house n lipat 2 full baskets of clothes.good gerl ar..ahaha..finally i decided to tidy up my wardrobe which wez realli in a mess..took a lonng nap after dat.
weeee..cant wait to go to child care tomoro!cant wait to see those little kids.kinda nervous too.i have to start teachin liao..scared ar!wonder how i would perform...can i be a teacher???pray hard for me aitez..niwei i got a new child care...no more waking up 8:30...ahaha...i'm attached to a child care at ang mo kio...isnt that lyk soooo far..*sigh*

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Finally own those bOoks!

hmm i spend my day today with Nas..actuali had to meet my dear ulfah to get the shell card from her but i wez late so the mtg wez cancelled n so met Nas at tampines..he wez never early though..except for once i thk..he had to wait for me..rite dear??=p
niwei we planned to go to skewl to wac Armageddon..ahah..ok i noe tat movie is oreadi so lonnng ago..too bad i missed it on tv.yah the movie wez damn great!culdnt finish watchin it coz the library closes at five todae.so i brought the dvd home.we went to causeway point after tat.bought chicken bulgogi rice at seoul garden..take away n went to the food mall up there to eat..i wez bein realli irritatin i thk..ahaha..so geli sey....the food mall wez so packed with chinese.hardly can find malays.i didnt even lay a finger on the table.yikes..sowie ar dear..this is the way i wez brought up..hehe..my dad especially is very particular bout these things.then we bought a cinnamon bun from saint cinnamon.so nice..we actualli shared one bun..so ex leh..
so i went back..n gez wad i did...ahah..i immediately continued to wac Armageddon..i wez so touched at the last part...so sedih..after maghrib i went causeway point agn.this tym wif my parents n my adeq.went to popular coz faris wanted to buy spiderman book or sumthin.n i bought 4 files fer myself..n bought all 4 harry potter books..i realli want to read it n own them.it wez bloody ex of course..lucky i had $30 popular vouchers..n i bought this bag..at mini toons which has lots of hearts on it..i love it.it's onli $6.90..nas u shuld b screamin at me now..ahaha..fancy me bein ur financial planner..=P

Saturday, July 10, 2004

Well here i am away from skewl again!i overslept!!supposed to hav claz at 9 but i oni woke up at 8.30..terrible!ahaa...so i'm goin 4 my next claz which is at 11..anyway i will be havin netball trainin later...with the mss gerls..tired sey...sheesh i had to take care of the netball trainings n all...maziah put me in charge of it..so i hav to hang on for this one month plus...cant wait for AGM..annual general meeting..cant wait to step down!weeeeee....!!
Well how's my new blog??tag along aite....

Friday, July 09, 2004


aura

naslin

Leaving the past

Okae..this thing is totally new to me.i decided the change from diaryland (its still on..but i wont do anithin to it)to blogspot is bcoz we can publish our pics in blogspot..but i'm still figuring out the way how to.second..it's time to change to a new diary i gez.Its time to leave the past.Leave it for real.


Aniwei..i didnt go to skewl juz now.Had a terrible cramp this morning.u noe cramps girls hav monthly.it wez really bad.didnt hav it for quite sum tym..well goin to skewl later for floorball.There is an orientation for the freshies..ciaoz..