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18-01-06
1-1.
A draw with SIM.
A tough match fought.

As mentioned by someone..
It was like a match between England and Italy.
With England as the Wyldkatz.
And Italy as SIM.

The only match this IVP.
Which have left me with a big bruise on my left thigh.
And with something bulging out on my feet.

Wellie serve me right.
For grabbing and squeezing people's *toot*
But cant help it lah...

After all the grabbing, pushing, shouting...
We made it to the next round.
Alhamdulillah.

But the day ended bad though....

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19-01-06
The whole day today was spent at Ayu's.
Working on our final lesson tommorow.
And our final implementation next thurs.

Stepped out from Ayu's with the other 3 at 11pm.
Reached the bus stop where me n annie would be taking 168 at 1125pm.
I've never had any experience waiting for a bus with so much anticipation.

Finally the bus came 10 mins later.
We were so excited upon seeing it.
Never had been so eager seeing a single deck 168.

I discovered something new today!
I saw two SBS bendy buses.
It looks funny but cute.

AURA, can we have sleep overs soon?
It will be so fun!
But not at my house again...
Ulfy, u have to join us this time ok..
Its might be the last...
hopefully nOT!
*sigh*

*Mister, I'm loving you more each day*

The birthday gift for dearie...
I made it all by myself...
And that's a reflection of him..
Not a picture of him..

Dearie, when you look at the reflection in the mirror, that's the person whom i'm deeply in love with.

fish!

Assignments are giving me hell..

Give and take.
I'm tired of just 'giving' all the time.

i just hate pessimists!

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Faris is warded.
First he got scalded by hot water.
Now the doctor is suspecting appendix.
*sigh*
i love him.

wyldkatz

Quoted from atirah's blog:

when you're down, don't just brood over it.
Instead,
pick your courage to stand up again.

Yupz i totally agree with her.
Wyldkatz,
i hope we'll stay together till the end.

There can be miracles when you believe.

Strip the fish to its bone.
Wyldkatz.
Whoosh!

bad day

A full day in sch..
1 word to sum up the day..
BAD.

We lost.
Feeling sore.
And you don't have to rub it in.

Another thing..
People, mind your own bisnez!
Its my life.
and..
Its my past.
So just leave me alone..

Wyldkatz..
i'm sorry.
yes. i am a bad leader.
i was supposed to be the one to pick u guys up.
but i couldnt even pick myself up from the fall.
yea. i forgot the high-5 thing.
i completely forgot the team.
i was too carried away with my own feelings.

my expectations were too high.
i wanted to bring the team far.
but when we stumbled, i was too weak to get up.
i needed the team's support.
but...

at times..
even the person whom u think is the strongest
can be the weakest..

She tried to keep her feelings hidden.
She tried to hold back her tears.
She tried hard.
When out of sight, she just broke down.
She said to herself, "they take me forgranted.i have emotions too."

Lets not look back anymore.
A long way to go.
Heads up now.

Strip the fish to its bone.
Wyldkatz.
Whoosh!

sweetheart

We had our first league game.
Yesterday.
Againts NTU Tempest.

I was late.
Super late.
Luckily i was with Fad n Zana.

We had new jerseys.
It was yellow.
We looked like bananas on court!

We lost the game though.

Supposed to attend NIE course preview.
After the game.
But i was lazy n tired.

Instead, me n dearie accompanied yazid to buy some stickers.
We ate at Bugis.
Did some window shopping.
At Bugis Village.

Then, we took a walk down to City Hall.
It was a long one.
But it was fun despite the rain.

We sat somewhere near padang.
And just talked.

And then home sweet home.

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Stayed home the whole day today.
Completed the gift for dearie.
Its soo nice.
Thanks ulfy (dun tell him its ur idea la k!)
heh.
Will post a pic of the gift soon...

Staying up late today.
Baking something for my dearie...
i'm such a sweetheart!!

goodbye 2005!

Finally got the time to update!
Been super busy with assignments..
They are taking a toll on me now.
My final year project (IEP) is giving me a LOT of stress.
Plus the other assignments that's piling up.

Having a presentation tomorrow.
And i'm down with fever.
*sigh*

Meanies, we'll get thru all this together aite.
I can't wait for the assignments to be over.
But it'll mean school gona be over too.
*deep in thoughts*

Got a call from ibu just now.
She told me faris was alone at home.
And he got scalded by the hot water.
While making maggi mee for himself.
I felt so so bad.
Since ibu and abah are busy at the shop,
there's no one to look after him.
He's always alone at home.
I'm feeling really bad now.
If only i was at home...

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IVP.
League.
I cant wait for it to start.
I'm having butterflies in my stomach now.
I want to score, score and score.
I want my Wyldkatz to go far.
I want my dearie to be proud of me, of us.
I want to score for my dear cock-roach!

Exactly a week more to my mister's birthday!
how?how?how?

Goodbye 2005.
Hello 2006!

shoo fly

shoo.
don't bother me.

*sigh*

bloods

so the meanies decided to do a bit of charity today.
instead of 8, only 5 ended up donating their blood
avneet n liana...i'm proud of u two!!

erm.
because of the fever.
i had the last 2 week or so.
the doc didnt allow me.
to donate my precious blood.

mine is AB!
its rare.
but the doc told me.
theres still virus in my blood.
even when i recovered last week.

*shoots*

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i hate amazing race!
i hate the Linzes!!

*stomachaches*

my dearie

yesterday was just perfect.
a whole day with my dear.

just walking down town.
we talked.
n we laughed.

it was simply a great day.

*lost in love*



With each passing day, our love grows stronger.
The minutes apart seem longer and longer.

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League and ivp starting very soon.
i'm getting really excited.

Wyldkatz, i have faith in us.
Hold on to each other tightly.
I think the ride will begin soon.
Pretty soon.

Cock-roach n Wyldkatz

shoes get me excited

new floorball shoes.
erm yea its too white la.
but someone said i look cute in it.
oh yah i noe..heh.
Thanks la eh amal!

new FILA shoes.
nah not the sporty2 kind.
erm those shoes ah-lians wear in secondary school.
but its brown in colour.
dark brown.
Thanks dearie.
yeap.nice.lurve it.
but i ended up getting blisters.
so much of looking sweet n pretty today.
heh..

i so hate school!
i so hate projects!
i so hate deadlines!
*screams*
arrrgh.....

i hate to be reminded of my past.
just stop reminding me of it.
please.

Strip the fish to its bones.
Wyldkatz.
Meow.

Floorball freak

Friendly against MJC on tuesday.
Amal injured her ankle before the game.
N there was no other keeper.
I knew i was the standby keeper.
But i was just not ready.
NOt ready!

It was fine for the first period.
But i hate the 2nd.
It was stupid, a really stupid goal that i let in.
i thought i wanted to kick the ball away.
Coz it touches my own player b4 it rolls to me.
But i just couldnt see the ball with the big jersey n all.
Grrrr!

Thanks ulfy.
It mite be a simple action.
But you coming up to me,
and by just giving me a tap on the shoulders,
means a lot to me.

I couldn't hold back the tears.
That was why i went out of the hall.
It mite just be a frenly but it means a lot to me.

Physical training on thursday.
Tough.
Really.
A solid 3 hour fitness training.
Tiring but i love it.
It kinds of bond all of us together.
I love you all lah Wyldkatz.

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The sight of you sets me thinking all day.
Maybe it was still that smile.
Maybe. But maybe not anymore.

moviesss

A date after school.
Movie.
Just Like Heaven.
Super-nice.
I simply love it.
A meal.
Finally.
A proper one.

I'm counting down the days.
Harry Potter, here i come!

Jalan rayer with my meanies was fun.
Taking pictures at every house is a must.
But i hate the 'going home' part.
All will leave one after another.
Then only i realised i need my mister beside me.
And yah pass me the pics quick k!

"mestinya kau cari pengganti diriku saja
karena kita sudah tak saling bicara
pastikan cerita tentang kita yang telah lalu
hanya ada dalam ingatan hatimu

maafkan aku jika kau kecewa
bintangmu bukanlah untuk diriku
jika memang semua kan jadi cerita
ku tahu kau semakin terluka"

cookies mookies

Salamz to all....

i'm tired!
after a whole day baking cookies n brownies.
ermm i'm getting tired of baking.
ibu lah..she makes me bake brownies for my future kakak-ipars!
hah..

school on monday was boring!
i find our modules this sem kinda boring..

school starts at 9 tmr.
*sigh*
i'm so not ready for school!
i wanna have my hols back!!

finally bought my kasut raya!
i love it.
thanks dearie.

aura, seems lyk we've been talkin abt marriage non-stop huh.
i wonder who will get married first!
*winks at ulfy*

wellie i'm gettin married in 2007.hah.
dream on lin......

Happy Hari Raya all.....

yellow + green = lemon tree
oh wheres my lemon tree?
heh.sorry aisah.
miss u lah.

i'm such a sweetheart

Been busy lately.
Cleaning the house.
Wiping the oh-so-many mirrors in the hse.
Its all shiny now.heh.Thanks to me!

Cleaning the dust off all my trophies.
Ermm..i wished poly would have sports' day.
It would be so fun!
I would take part in 200m, 400m n 800m.
And not forgetting the relays.
ahhh...i want sports day in poly!!

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I was being such a good girlfriend.
Ermm...no..i AM a good girlfriend.
heh.

Lemme tell u y.
Coz i baked brownies for the first time.
And its for him.

Awww..so cweet!!



All the ingredients i need for the brownies.
Not forgetting 2 eggs n salt n sugar.



Ready to bake!



While in the oven. The wait gets me anxious.




And its ready!

I've never done any baking before and so he asked me to bake him something before this raya.
Pantang dicabar kan.heh.So i took up the challenge.
I thought its gonna be tough but it was easier than i thought it would be.

Ibu said it was nice.
He said it was nice.
His mum said it was nice too.

I've never been this happy before.
*all smiles*

i'm gonna bake one more for you, dear.
since its so delicious.Heh.

peterpan rocks

erm.
thanks ulfy.
u're the best ya noe.
u noe.i noe.
*winks*

and oh ya.
thanks for sending this song too!
i'm loving it.

i love peterpan lah.
they simply rock my world.
hah.

bored.
home all day.
terawih without ibu!
i wanna go out!
yes.hopefully tomoro.
to get my raya shoes.

i'm getting bored of the net.

lost

i feel as though i'm lost.
maybe i'm too occupied with my own stuffs.
maybe i changed.
maybe they changed.

hmm..
i hope our frequency remains the same though.

meany meanies

my meanies.my strength.my everything.

Geylang trip.
With my meanies.
and him.

Its been a long time.
Since i last meet up with my girlfrens.
I miss them all!

One more outing, please!!

I'm in love with bags and shoes!
I didnt know annisha is too. only with shoes though.
Yes. I will buy that Alladin shoes!
I'm gonna settle on either brown or white.
Wellie, something sweet for someone sweet.
Hah.

Happy Birthday, my dear Mr VP.

floorball-floorball

Friendly against TP.
On a sat morning.
At TP. *soooo far*
As usual.
Overslept.
Blame it on msn.
I slept at 3+ the night before.

Met my dearie.
Took a cab down to TP.
There goes my money-money.

TP seems small.
But i like the sports complex.
Nice.

Juz 2 periods.
Ermm...i think we r cursed.
hah.
Rite Wyldkatz?

Wellie, we won.
1-0.
Err..i scored!
*yayness*

Line 1 rawks!
And Wyldkatz, winnie in my line hor.
*winks*

Headed straight home after that.
With him n aisah.

Home.Change.AND sleep after my prayers.
Had to woke after an hour.
Abah wants to break fast inJB.
yes.again.

Only the 4th day of Ramadhan.
Went to JB twice.

Prayers at a mosque in UTM.
Just about to enter the female prayer hall.
And suddenly the lights went off.
BLACKOUT!
The whole mosque was out of light.

Did maghrib in the dark.
Waited for Isyak azan which seems like forever.
Did mass Isyak prayers in the dark.
It feels nice.
I feel so close to God.
I love You, Allah.

Alhamdulillah.
Lights came back.
When we were about to start terawih.

Giant was the next stop.
Shop-Shop.
*i love*

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Pics taken during training camp. Enjoy!

spot the odd one out


Floorballers


My group during the 'caterpillar' game


Yesh.NP circle b4 sleep.


Faces of Floorballist


NP Wyldkatz. *i love them all*


During dinner. Look at my dear Mr VP beside me.


crazy catz

stone by stone

Stone by stone
Rachel Bently

I have a wall you cannot see
Because it's deep inside of me.
It blocks my heart on every side
And helps emotions there to hide.
You can't reach in,
I can't reach out,
You wonder what it's all about.

The wall I built you can't see
Results from insecurity.
Each time my tender heart was hurt
The scars within grew worse and worse.
So stone by stone,
I built a wall,
That's now so thick it will not fall.

Please understand that it's not you
Continue trying to break through.
I want so much to show myself
And love from you will really help.

So bit by bit,
Chip at my wall.
Till stone by stone it starts to fall.

I know the process will be slow
It's never easy to let go
Of hurts and failures long ingrained,
Upon one's heart from years of pain.
I'm so afraid
To let you in;
I know I might get hurt again.

I try so hard to break the wall,
But seem to get nowhere at all.
For stone upon each stone I've stacked,
And left between them not a crack.
The only way
To make it fall is imperfections in the wall.

I did the best I could to build
A perfect wall, but there are still
A few small flaws, which are the key
To breaking through the wall to me.
Please use each flaw
To cause a crack
To knock a stone off of the stack.

For just as stone by stone was laid
With every hurt and every pain,
So stone by stone the wall will break
As love replaces every ache.
Please be the one
Who cares enough
To find the flaws, no matter what.

Thank you, dear.
For being the one.
I'm sorry if you had difficulties
Trying to break through the wall.

floorball rawks

3 days training camp.
Hilarious.
Fun.
Tiring.
But, certainly i learnt alot of new things.

i so lurve the money game!
*20 cents!!*

i lurve my girls.
i lurve NP Wyldkatz.
i lurve them all.
i lurve my floorball family!

Had a little celebration for the oct babies.
Sorry there was no cake though.
Its nice to see them getting excited and all.
Especially when ira was screaming when she saw the balloons in the room.

wellie, congrats jase.the camp was a success.u made it happen, my dear mr VP.

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=/
once, its funny.
twice, still funny.
thrice, irritating.
i'm sure u wuldnt like it if i say that to u.
well, so wad with big ones?